The Darkest Night

By Anna Chastek

The Darkest Night is a poetry collection divided into two sections. The first half are dedication poems, and the second is about experiences with depression. In the first half, Anna expresses her feelings and love to individuals that are placed under a code name.
In the second half, Anna describes her brutal battle with depression and her various feelings and states throughout. This captivating, tear-jerking collection will give you insight into the pain of mental illness, and leave you craving more.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Feb 27, 2024
• ISBN: 9798823021166

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© 2024 Anna Chastek. All rights reserved.

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transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

Published by AuthorHouse 01/27/2024

ISBN: 979-8-8230-2117-3 (sc)

ISBN: 979-8-8230-2116-6 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2024901607

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Contents

PART I

Pain So Dear

Have Such

Never Me

I Dream

Please Reveal

Sunrise & Day

Piece of Story

Hereby Swear

Me

Be a Dear

To Some Degree

It’s Mine

Why Not?

For I Too

Remains Evertrue

Wonder

Never Forget

The Only

Enemy

Five, not Four

Just Once

Task

Tick and Tock

Grieve

Death Has Won

Above

I Promise

Real

Mirror

Godsend

Herself

Leaven

From Behind

Mask

Heart Falls

May You Please

One I Like

If Meant to Be

Bring Back

Give Me Those

All of You

You Say

Reattain

Perhaps

Times Great Length

Got It

Eternally Gory

Please, Oh Please

I’ll Be

I Pray

The Darkest Night

Hope

PART II

Reason

Two Years Time

Adrift

Only Mine

Like Them

Fathers Curse

Glee

Downsize

Zombie

Gone

Insane

Guise

My Two Worlds

Forevermore

Strange

Lie, Oh Lie

Act with Ache

Say Not

Not & Never

Reality

Rope

Distorted

Night

Wall

Worse

It’s As If

Release

Hours Few

Never This

Not My Wish

Nothing

Breath

See Me Now

Please

Her Light

She Cries

All Alone

City

Apologize

Deserve

Anthem

Death

No Need to Worry

Not That Bad

I Know

Ocean Deathtrap

Under the Sea

Mariana Trench

Rot Away

That I Am

Never Enough

Care

Escape

Till I Apply

Final Farewell

To everyone who’s helped me throughout my darkest night:

Thank you.

PART I

To all who have,

Made mark on me,

These are my,

Words to thee.

To Pirita

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Pain So Dear

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You are my light,

But we’re not right,

Drug you are,

You leave a scar,

Pain so dear,

I hold it near,

Heart so fine,

Call another mine,

Desperate I reach,

But never breach,

You love her,

Never prefer,

Wish to be,

One and only,

I am now,

Forever lonely.

To Pirita

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Have Such

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Strive for connection,

Value your words,

Yet no affection,

Flee like a bird,

Crave your attention,

Time I want,

Yet barely a mention,

Till I’m gaunt,

Miss when gone,

To you I’m drawn,

Intelligence so great,

Can’t we be fate,

Psychique is fine,

Wish it mine,

Want you so much,

Can never have such.

To Pirita

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Never Me

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Oh my love,

You’re so sweet,

Majestic dove,

Impressive athlete,

Moments I steal,

Similar we are,

Head over heels,

What a star,

Thought we’re right,

You’re the one,

Day and night,

Another has won,

Despite everything,

Shall never be,

Never a ring,

Never one knee.

To Pirita

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I Dream

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There a time,

Dreams of thee,

Utterly consumed,

All of me,

Talks and cuddles,

Under moonlight,

Moments stolen,

Out of sight,

Hold you close,

Caress my cheek,

Wear your clothes,

Make me weak,