Dawn of Desolation: Poetic Expression, #1
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A composition of feelings, a look into a two year battle with depression and anxiety.
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Dawn of Desolation - Ley Chaudhary
To all the people who believed in me
And to all the people that cared.
Table of Contents
- Section 1: The Beginning
- From Heart to Brain
- Grown Up Me
- Fake Living
- Shattered to Dust
- Hot and Cold
- Happy
- Never Know
- Dead of Night
- This is not Happiness
- Section 2: Healing?
- Flightless Bird
- Stranger in my own Body
- In Nothingness
- The Wind
- Left Breast Pocket
- Inside my Heart
- Erased from Reality
- Somber Rays of Moonlight
- Justice with a Rusted Scale
- Suicide Note
- Trickle of Red
- Section 3: Enlightenment
- Addiction
- On the Rope
- Rid of what is Mine
- Drowning
- Social Solitude
- Thy God Above
- Love Me
- Angel with Bloody Wings
- Cycle
- Yearn for my Fall
- Branches or Leaves?
- Astray
- Media Trial
- Shallow
- Oh, Eternal God!
- Society Rules
- Telephone Pole
- Support
- Make it out, Alive
- Me
- Realize
- Inner Monologue
- Loneliness, or Solitude
- Question
- Section 4: Miscellaneous
- Yearbook
- Summer Alone
- 3:28 AM
- Portal
- Unconsolable Sobs
- Section 5: Thoughts
- 5/7/2022
- 5/12/2022
- 5/21/2022
- 6/25/2022
- 10/3/2022
- 12/16/2022
- 1/5/2023
- 1/15/2023
- 1/18/2023
- 3/3/2023
- 3/11/2023
- 3/17/2023
- 3/22/2023
- 5/6/2023
- 5/16/2023
- 5/17/2023
- 5/20/2023
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Section 1: Beginning
From Heart to Brain
the happiness in my heart
does not reach my brain
as the smile on my face
does not reach my eyes
the mask that covers my happiness
also covers my pain
Grown Up Me
to think about the future
is impossible for me
because all I see
is nothing but defeat
It would probably be better
if I didn't see
anything at all
there is no grown up me
Fake Living
to fake living
is a normal task
for people like me
who are already dead
so I'll fake living
today too
so you don't worry
that I'm through
Shattered to Dust
being ok is never that easy
it's easier to wear a mask
because i cannot pick up the pieces
if they're shattered to dust
Hot and Cold
the hot and cold love
of the narcissistic mother
leads her kids
on the path to death
the only thing
that stops their travel
is the fear of
what will happen next
Happy
whether it's buying with impulse
or eating until I'm full
it seems that I never
can feel happy
so I'll stop trying
and give up my hobbies
because it seems selfish
to try to be
happy