Mesmerized Heart: A Personal Journey

By Nyetta Wade

Mesmerized Heart: A Personal Journey is the third book on my personal journey through grief. This is not focused on any one, but rather several I have loved and lost. 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Nyetta Wade
• Release date: Apr 6, 2023
• ISBN: 9798215692974

Nyetta Wade

Words are like the blood that courses through my veins. Without words, I would not be who I am today. There were many along the way that said I would never make it, however one I met along the way believed in me enough that he gave me the courage to follow my dreams. My mom, one of my biggest fans and cheerleaders until her last breath, always said I would get here, and here I am! Thank you Mom!  It has not always been easy, but there is nothing in life that is ever easy, and I refuse to give up! So onward and upward!

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Dedicated to my parents:

Norman and Linda Giles

I love you Momma and Daddy

I miss you both!

Table of Contents

Hello, My Heart

Blue Love

Blue Love Part 2

My Hiding Place... Your Heart

Dearest Guardian Angel:

Kiss of Life....

Message For Hearts Today

Christmas' Past & Present

Dancing in Black Velvet

Lost and Found

Tear Drop Lake

Love's Rainbow

-Always Be-

Answers To Find

The Letter

Relaxing Fog

Song of Memory

Rest In Peace... David Herring

The Newest Angel

Heaven's Littlest Angel...My Angel

Letter to a Lost Angel...

In Loving Memory- Juanita Miller

In Loving Memory Momma Shirley Hogan

Dear Daddy, A Few Simple Thoughts

Ode to Perley Swett: The Hermit of Taylor Pond

Happy Birthday Daddy

Cancer's Comfort

~Yesterday~

Entrusted Heart

In Memory of Elizabeth Fenno

Prayer to Reclaim her Life

Now You're Their Angel

Comforting Rain~

Queen of Hearts: Princess Diana, The Princess of Wales

Kellie's Wings

Letter to Daddy

For My Little Angel

Spirit Guide

The Broken Wing

Broken Wing~part 2

The Elements of Nature

A Letter for My Dad

Inspirations from Frost

I Met a Man

In Memory of Robert Frost

In Loving Memory of my Dad, Norman C. Giles

In Loving Memory of a Teacher and Friend...Mrs. McAfee

To My Lost Grandbaby

Emptiness at Christmas

Dad

Dear Grandma,

The Elderly

Reunited in Fields of Clover

To My Angel

Happy Father's Day Daddy, I love You

That's What He Said To Me

Somewhere Out There...

Hello, My Love

Snowy Dream

~Yesterday~

They're Only Memories

The Past Is The Present

Time Gone By

Looking B.e.h.i.n.d.

Shadowed Yesterday

~Before...Tomorrow~

The Immortality

Light Found

Untamed Thoughts

Midnight Fog

In My Heart

A Lesson Learned

In Memory of Elizabeth Fenno

Drop of Comfort

Tear Drop Pearls

And I'll Smile...

The Loud Silence

I Wait For You...

Almost A Prayer

Happy Heavenly Birthday Momma

Pennies, Nickles, and Dimes

The Lion and The Lamb

Dani..........My Angel

In the Wind

Would You Be There?

By Your Side

Without You

Filled Up

Whispers Heard....

Angel Waiting

My Angel is Watching

My Angel

Restless Sleep

Till We Meet at Heaven's Gate

Alone? Not Really

When I Get There...

Calling You In Heaven

Questions For Angels Above...

Bucket of Tears

Letter

Thoughts for you.... From Heaven

Will It Be You?

Puff...The Magic Cloud

Shell's Eternal Sleep

Will You Fly?

Love Vs. Death

Hello, My Heart

Hello my heart,

did you hear...

every thought I thought,

every I love you that

I said-

did you feel...

every beat,

every touch,

every raindrop

that touched me?

did you smell...

the fresh morning air,

the rain on the trees,

the fragrance of Spring

in the air?

do you know...

that I meant

every thought,

every word,

every I love you

that I said

Blue Love

Blue velvet roses

seeping golden rays

broken, laid to weep-

covered with winter white snow

icy cold.

while golden rays melt

frozen tears fallen

from heart aches

memories-

tip-toe through hall ways

-quietly-

searching for what's lost

to destinies cruel fate

since 'forever' lost

before it began

white rose love

turned blue...

Blue Love Part 2

white rose love

turned blue

filled with

yesterdays memories,

of laughter

and smiles,

of hopes

and dreams,

of happiness

that once

lived daily

now-

i am walking

through this

hall way,

-and-

you are in another

hallway somewhere

else...

trying to find our

way back

to one another.....

My Hiding Place...Your Heart

listen with heart,

not words spoken...

voice of anguish,

can be heard.

pain...heartache

whispered between lines.

-searching for understanding-

reaching for comfort

heart needs resting place...

a quiet place to hide.

for understanding, comfort

shelter in time of storm.

bridge over gap crossed.

hearts worries, pain

-laid at feet-

bare

hand extended

carried by others too.

-help offered-

accepted with sigh

as weight is lifted...