The Rollercoaster Called Crack

By Daniel Barnes

The belief in society will never be a reality when life lived by one has not been lived by another. As these statements being true and experienced, understand that we all fall through the cracks, willingly or unwillingly. Whatever your vice, the roller coaster continues . . .

• Language: English
• Publisher: Page Publishing, Inc.
• Release date: May 12, 2021
• ISBN: 9781684560370

Daniel Barnes

From Atlanta, Georgia Daniel Barnes have been through many stages through the enjoyment, exploits, erratic, and essential moments. All which have been a guide and lead to a vision he shares. Coming from proverty and a life of unexpectancy. As Daniel M Barnes states and I quote " I have not triumph but have just took a step closer to victory but in time the success shall unveil prosperity, not for me but to these who need".

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Intriguing

The intricate part of oppression has to do with one’s mindset being put into motion by a prior understanding of oppressed people. All of which come from beliefs of one race being superior compared to the other. This type of manipulation has grounded this belief in the minds of many people. For example, believing that you cannot speak up against another human who is white is further proof that continues to manipulate one’s mindset. This way of thinking brings defeat to a whole nother level. Society as a whole has always thought this way about who is superior but this topic has only been one-sided. When one is speaking about the mindset of an oppressed people. Harsh words should not be used because it breeds contempt, hatred, and evil. Knowing not to use harsh words in this topic could generate moments of clarity. Therefore, we should strive to encourage love and understanding so we will no longer be a victim of an oppressed mindset. Experience truly is the best teacher so don’t discredit anyone who is willing to share their experience with you.

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From Santa Monica, California to Cambridge, Alaska this issue in America was bred by negotiated power enforced by threat of battle for what was already yours freely. The powers that be cannot continue the same oppressive behavior. Then create opportunities for the oppressed that are really just a smokescreen, while changing the rules based on color.

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From these sad events we derive yet racing to the only fact, that there is only a human race and no other. Those whom has hate in their heart for their brother or sister on earth receives this same to themselves.

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(The Jim Crow Laws of Society) has created a time of transition. Meaning we as a people will no longer accept such a society. Although the stereotype of blacks is still wildly excepted. Now as we become educated we see that we are not treated equally as men. Now if that truth applies to us it is high time to enforce the fact that ALL men are equal.

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Without critical thinking, one would never know that he or she continues to accept an unfair society. Therefore, this situation moves forward right before the eyes of the public. However, this fact is well known by the privileged those who make such rules. Nevertheless, they are not confined to live by those same rules. Which rules are known as (The Entitlement Syndrome).

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It was made to be that understanding has its own measure.

Calculated by standard of 1st perception, then character by: Defiling truth. When fear steps up to 1st place, step back or see the true far of yourself that automatically gives a meaning of position w/conditions. I got to California *Oakland* in nineteen sixty-eight, sent by my uncle whom at the time was the soldier at Arms for a club in Pittsburgh. Long story short, I found myself in positions like my father’s past without knowing. I hadn’t seen my dad since I was five yrs. old. My mom having me and my sisters without her we never missed a step of our home life being a Early Heaven as she used to call it. Yet, because of family meetings and true open unconditional love being taught and role modeled been enforcing rules, her tools of life my sister and I to never have fought or said a harsh word to each other. In my life time I have seen so much, living in and out of the hood, after a while respect, good manners and honor is all I found true worth living for and dying for.

So enough of how momma treated me, that’s a whole volume of books in its self *Jesus*.

So, Oakland is truly beautiful, but the first thing my father does is show a picture of a casket in his front yard with a sign that reads R.I.P. sitting in his front yard in public view, I should have known then can’t catch up to dad, he’s done this he’s been there many times over.

He used to say E "Son, I threw it away way before you found it and wanted to play with it and that’s why I see you coming and going. In the midst of all words spoken I got myself into a huge problem in a short period of time, by not listening to my father, had I known I’d never have lost my position w/myself.

When dad took me to East and West Oakland up 14th down Foothill. I said okay dad I won’t but 1st thing I did, so this started the unfolding of my plan. I got a job which of course my father suggested with a silent enforce demand. Not to be unthought of or questioned, from what I knew about him *my father* was not believable till I met him and saw how he dealt with the public, then again, I knew not to fuck with him so as smart as I was at twenty-seven he had seen more earlier, yet he never told you anything because of his expectation of his own compared to others.

In this higher standard came unknown responsibility. Got caught up in something that I should not have.

You got here by false pretense or a lack of thought to and from old understandings and greater miscommunications because the afterthought brings pain and change. When life loses its passion it can be nothing but personal and can’t find its way home. True facts of conditional conditions for all in life not just the chosen few or colored few!

You see this makes no difference of the color of your skin it’s been proved, yet a lasting member or members of simplifiers can and want but won’t allow themselves, only true measure of care for the people *constitutional of rights* comes from all involved with the outcome. Not few known this belief gains its ground to those that conceive their own understanding yet knowing the few is gaining the most, not by deception, but honor with and in each other which is earned for life will be lived, willingly or unwillingly. Sometimes no choice involved except DEATH

Be clear about your understandings, prior to your preaching of new founded measures without prayer. There must be someone greater than you cause you can’t be prayed to nor should you want to be any other but what you are, but w/out chaos, confusion, doubt or sabotage.

We all lose our crown to play a game, when the game wasn’t the reason we were born. We all was born into royalty the things we all come across we chose, they weren’t choose for none of us. Yet the return of our crown has always been up to us, because it was always ours being the apple of his eye, He chose us all individually how can we lose what we can’t or don’t denounce or discard.

You see working for Ken, was an adventure, he was a guy who had a lot of money, creditability and nice @ 1st, couldn’t and wouldn’t have known that his prejudice, he had under his hypocrisy no boundaries, or how it looks, is how it is, not who, or what is right, yet no ability to filter their brain to mouth function. Only the thought, then speech which never fails to easily angers others by the reckless words said. No regards for the fact of someone who has less compassion.

Now you’re in jail, because of the telephone tough guy has absolutely no ability of hardness except the phone and here their mouth is with them in person.

So back to working for Ken, I worked building retainer walls, roofing, paving, plus an restaurant in which I was made manager. With two employees, yet, no way could I see a grown man with an child’s mentality and child’s understanding, yet this man, was aged in years, calling a black person a Nigger, now for him depends on his environment not that this is wrong to just that nothing can happen to him when he says it. Just that his money, skin color and old ability, I didn’t do anything, usually liquor, cocaine, and weed at this time was involved.

Yet please continue if you will no matter what.

Who knew this friend I trusted to pay me for all I did for months, not one check just whatever he thought I could except, keeping me on board for that big payoff, damn, just to be bamboozled by the man once again not that I had, just the new old experience yet very familiar in behavior. The basics of reality and morality a black and white spot creating a totally confused, mind set to this level of honor, by humility and servitude earned respect.

When a lie starts to exist, the human’s dark and light here to different things, one listens to the rhetoric of propaganda *gossip* while another sees the potential for greater things mostly done for others from the speaker being heard.

Yet, both receive followers with people willing to see that they receive this popular opinion.

You, being an Protector has everything to do with Honor of the true oath you took to protect and serve our country, family, friends and countrymen from others that would choose their way of life.

I, and others, shall and ALWAYS WILL!! stand in the way as a moment of pause, so the facts that might sink in.

The basic perception that black folks, are paranoid, paranoid of prejudice, prejudice which is a common understanding w/out any measures, so there lies another moment that cannot be discredited because of certain facts:

It’s been at least fifty years, for the basis of desegregation.

Being called out of name a Nigger truly is the essence by color not Behavior for this understanding stood for colored alone. So now, by calling someone this word only created a word usage, not the foundation continued antagonism during some kind of oral basis being approached not understood. Just accepted on another level to allow progress without challenging societal thoughts,