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    I really tried not to write about you
    I really tried not to write about you
    I really tried not to write about you
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    I really tried not to write about you

    By Lina Geiger

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    I am absolutely sure that yesterday I knew way more than I know today.
    I had thoughts in my mind but now I remain thoughtless.
    I had visions, but they're invisible now.
    I felt love, but I am out of love right now.
    I knew your smell, but the only thing I am able to smell right now is the body spray you always use, which I bought to comfort myself when you're not around.
    I saw things that made me smile, but today I am blind.
    I heard your laugher, but all I can hear right now is silence.
    And I felt you, but all I can sense right now is the cold blade on my skin and it'll give way to the feeling of my warm blood soon.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherBooks on Demand
    Release dateNov 24, 2022
    ISBN9783756850099
    I really tried not to write about you
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    Lina Geiger

    What can I say about myself. My name is Lina Geiger, I am 25 years old and currently I'm living in Augsburg. I have a lovely dog named Smoky, who definitely saved my life many times. Guess that's it.

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      I really tried not to write about you - Lina Geiger

      About her

      (this is not a love story)

      And no matter how mushroom I give you in my

      heart.. it’s never enough.

      She said she really loves fire and burning shit from time to time…

      You know what?

      Just give me a few more months and I’ll change that. Because literally I’m the fire in person and (as everyone else I’ve ever met) she won't be able to stand me.

      Yesterday I was sad.

      I missed you. Not because we haven’t seen a long

      time. But because we saw each other and knew it

      would be the last time. Maybe not the last time we

      would see each other but definitely the last time we

      saw one another with open eyes. With our hearts.

      Definitely the last time we shared our dreams and

      fears and the last time we trusted each other. And

      this made me so fucking sad. I sat down and took

      my own hand - and I imagined it was your hand.

      That calmed me.

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