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    Borderline.: An Anthology of Instability
    Borderline.: An Anthology of Instability
    Borderline.: An Anthology of Instability
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    Borderline.: An Anthology of Instability

    By JiJi H.

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    Emotional regulation is a characteristic
    absent in a borderline’s cognitive operation.

    Stability isn’t a known function or concept.

    Explosive, reactive, impulsive, depressive,
    insecurity masked as narcissism,
    comes in waves crashing every few seconds.

    The outside world seemingly astonished
    by the sheer self-destructive derangement.

    Manifested as a result of abandonment,
    times described as traumatic
    and overwhelming dramaticism.

    Living like this is painful,
    constantly dishevelled by the consequences
    of our own actions,
    that would not have been committed,
    if our brain knew how to regulate emotions.

    It’s just a constant cycle of
    anxiety ridden compulsion
    and suicidal ideation.

    Battling the fact of knowing that
    healing is an almost impossible conclusion.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherXlibris AU
    Release dateMar 10, 2022
    ISBN9781669886600
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