The Diary of the Anti-Suicide Malaquias

By Matias Leonel Sarmento

Bad-here-ace is Siamese with his guide "My messenger angel" tells the truth, the mind is a wound that must be left open. Capable of exterminating me, or are their internal cowardly realities that do not penetrate mine? Here I deal with issues that do not occur with anyone, my philosophy of life is to anticipate while the light of the biological clock goes off in front of a black hole respecting its rhythm.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Matias Leonel Sarmento
• Release date: Oct 26, 2021
• ISBN: 9781005634704

Matias Leonel Sarmento

Soy Matias Leonel Sarmento, vi la desilucion de cerca sin poseerme y sin lograr que me haga activista de ella. A los 13 años supere deseos de suicidio (generados por otros no de la nada) y desde entonces me decidí a escribir sea lo que me pasaba en el día, o poesía, hasta que conocí el buen rap hispano y empece a sumergirme en ese mundo, tantos ensayos, ganas de no desperdiciar hojas, escribir con lápiz, y hasta ahorrar reglones, lo fui abandonando en el proceso. Le perdí el miedo a suprimir, a escribir con lapicera, a no ahorrar, a tachar, y finalmente a escribir en celulares modernos, debo decir que también en el proceso perdí muchos escritos en celulares genéricos, ¡alrrededor de setenta canciones perdí! calcucalando cada una con una duración de 3' minutos, algunas no organizadas, otras si y muy buenas algunas, pero que va, en los libros akasicos o en el tercer cielo deben estar escritas todas nuestras palabras antisuicidas... En fin, a día de hoy se unas técnicas que quería compartir con quién quiera aprender sobre la composición y algo de improvisación del rap

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The Diary of the anti-suicide Malaquías

Leonel Matías Sarmento

Smashwords Edition © 2021

2nd edition

October 2021

ISBN: 9781005634704

Copyright © 2021 Leonel Matias Sarmento

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The Diary of the anti-suicide Malaquías

Smashwords Edition © 2021

Reason for the diary

I am Malachi (Malaquías), not a bad person skiing, or depressed anti-people, I am a squeezer of suicides, like oranges for juices, I euthanize them and offer them to you transformed by your liberation, by your loose conscience, dissolved in any place, except in the repetition of the arranged programming. Popular programming creates a stem a center in maturity as well, but I believe that everything has a side, although the best things are on the sidelines, -such as the rich and light- I mature on the side, on the side belittled by the children. of the hackers, that's why their children are so virulent and viral, full of ego, excitement and power as main missions.

Speaking of good as a social force: they take care when there is a good that used as a force for evil can be dangerous. The other, if there is no danger when there is something good that can be transformed into bad power, (except for their ego and selfish use) they no longer take care of themselves, and there if they comment on the envy they have even when you explain something to them, because Mainly, you do not have a dangerous power against their life, nor that intention, and they show in principle with unequal impudence that they would be despots. They enjoy reactions of evil in everything else, your good is translated to their advantage, you are not worthy of respect for an envious person, envious people do not feel admiration, you must give them pleasure first (and I am not talking about sex) by making alliances according to their needs, to make it short. They promote pulses of glories sustained in betrayal of others, they have fights with hardships that do not evolve for the better, -although they are not poor- no more to continue being puppets of the popular and of look at the prestigious destruction, what fun is not enough for me, the destruction entertains me, and I'm going to see how he kills the neighbor hypocritical puppets. We are going to transition, and almost everyone thinks that the creator is more evil than benevolent, that he is a retarded person who does not understand and forgives a fox in a henhouse, leaving him in the same habitat when he dies.

But hey, those of us who want to be deprogrammed from this excess, feel more substrates of the flat earth, we are amazed by the seeds, and not by the anxiety to taste the taste, when you respect - without another interfering or constantly pushing - you know that the fruit of the internal process is better, I think you have to live to understand, not to taste, you have to put the chips there. With the good and anti-suicidal it is the other way around, you do not look for it eagerly and you are surprised by the diversity harvested. We live more the film of the recondite reality than resources do us, even if we do not reach them. Envy and desire for destruction of others does not take us by surprise, and we can deny that. Doesn't that seem nice to you, that already having evils that we cannot mitigate, we deny that one that poisons our blood? the famous bad blood that rises from stress and raising pressure,

What I can say to the hypocritical Euthanian is, look for your identity! If you do not look for it, it is likely that you will camouflage yourself in the toxic, among the crazy mountain shit for hurting a stranger or different, and making an Everest so high that it shows that fulfillment does not depend on the Creator, nor on the good desire you have for others, but on evil and its alliances. When I, for example, recite rap knowing that it is thanks to someone and I thank that vast and stark someone, (even if they recite it reluctantly), in a maximum of five minutes they return it to me with joy and true gratitude, when reciting. Also tell them to stop looking to excite their ego, that if they do their internal duties, the pleasure will come when they think they will find it at the end (and now with patience) of a laborious work, in the third stage you already feel pleasure, (nor when preparing, nor by wanting excessive dopamine at first) you do not have to prepare a drunk brain before wine, that creates an impulse of dependence, an impulse that mentally wears down a bond that you will not be able to get out of easily. Effort, even if it is little and well used, is more certain than a sorcerer who wants to break the ground with more footprints than the Creator when walking, without initiating any plan. It will be like a fruit that in the work of eating it you just discarded what does not nourish, you already feel the good taste and pleasure. Do so, despise the chains of instant dopamine, because if someone knows that your dopamine is harmful, social and manipulable, they will use it to loot you and tire you at will, without more than a good deal to see you soon, or not even you, but your synapses that react to manipulation.

Hypocritical Bad Security (12-21-20)

It is a bad principle to have fun with what in your mental universe you think the other suffers, (the situation may suffer, but not suffer it) it is the hypocrisy of leaving yourself alone without noticing it, and you give up bad accounts, it is the hypocrisy of wanting to leave only from everyone to the other, but not you, with your family, but to the other yes, without crew or brotherhood. Hypocrisy is accepting weakness and manipulation, socializing by selling your essence. Sorry, but I bet my conscience that there is a selective corrector after we die, which will determine what fate we have.

That is the worst principle and the most popular since childhood to be programmed by the entire environment of discomfort. All that negative energy is transformed into tyrannical and treacherous energy. Parents give anything to give security to the child, even if it is based on the negativity of being more than another, hitting him, humiliating him, mocking you, not allowing himself to be overcome ... All bad, in whatever way, you have to provide deprogramming, indirectly preparing him so that the attachment to this idea is a little more firm, and explain to him at an age of 11, 12 or 13 years -according to his predisposition that he offers before the interference between his essence and external reality-, if he agrees accepting the bad external yokes, or it

Reviews for The Diary of the Anti-Suicide Malaquias

[Cociente Emocionalbajo · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

I hope you do many parts formatting something wicked to get an inverse of profit, which is what they wanted, destroy, and you knew how to get fruit by maturing while they shrink themselves.

[Abraham Andrada · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Always supporting your effort with my little grain of sand. May the way you deal with these crap that life paints you always prosper. The best thing is to transform everything into something productive. Raw material from anywhere, since it is not good material, it is appropriate to transform it and give it another purpose that makes them take their bad medicines that encourages them (or should) hence teach them that they are hypocrites. Kisses