Bear Claw Attack: Mastering the Human Experience

By Jennie O'Boyle

Do you want to be able to break free of the preset control that life has over you?
Would you like to be able to press the reset button and start over again?
Are you convinced that there is something much better waiting for you?
Many of us fall into the same trap that life prepares for us. Not only do we fall for it, sometimes we walk willingly straight into it, closing the gate behind us and throwing away the key. But it needn’t be that way. We can unlearn the program that we blindly follow and find the way to release ourselves from the prison we create.

We are all dying at a rapid pace due to the things we hold onto from our past, our childhood and the life challenges we have faced. But with this book we can change, evolve, survive and thrive with a new purpose and understanding to guide us.

"Only through the dark can one find the light of the unknown…"

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Sep 4, 2019
• ISBN: 9781982231729

Jennie O'Boyle

Jennie O'Boyle, at the age of 6 has had extrasensory abilities including clairvoyance, clairsentience, and clairaudience, opening her up to a world not many could understand, including herself. She walked a long journey starting with an addiction to heroin at birth, to a path of physical, mental, and sexual abuse, while experiencing poverty and a home that could never last long enough to be a home before beginning her own guided process to recovery and transformation. Today, she is ready, restored and on fire to share her transformation and tools with you. Holding in heart, a mission, to bring you home to self; Raising consciousness on a global level. She looks forward to sharing these great teaching and to show you how to gain your Mastery of Life.

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A Bear Claw Attack Metaphor

Ask for clarity and read through it!

Death is coming my dearest ones; however, it is a death of rebirth. Your higher self-steps down and becomes one with you in all its glory. Your body will change, mind will change, and your experiences will change. Know of your language and know it will create your new world. Either it be an illusion, chasing the no-thing or bliss in the ability to create and experience your legacy as the Master in your physical world. Your world will be revealed as you speak.

CONTENTS

Dedication

Acknowledgements

Introduction

Chapter 1     Get Perspective

Chapter 2     Introverse Youniverse

Chapter 3     Illusion Of Separateness

Chapter 4     Molding Of The Spirited Self

Chapter 5     Executive House Rules

Chapter 6     7 Stages Of An Experience

Chapter 7     Understanding The Human Experience

Chapter 8     Understanding Your Language

Chapter 9     Love

Chapter 10   A Redesigned Soul

Chapter 11   Master Of Life The Pandemic Effect

Chapter 12   The Bear Claw Attack

Chapter 13   The Master Of My Life

Chapter 14   Message To The Youth

DEDICATION

My Dearest Brandy

I bow in the remembrance of you!

You stood face to face with your shadows, doing your best to find love within it.

May you rest now, until we meet again.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Momma and Papa

The Creator of All That Is

Your love for all of us couldn’t be any clearer. I would like to humbly give a bending knee and give thanks to my most precious divine source of all that is, Momma and Papa. You have always been with me no matter the challenges I faced on this amazing journey in my human suit. Your guidance, understanding, and humor kept me on my climb with a heart full of joy. It excites me to see such wonder in my life, and all those you give inner healing to by a simple command. I couldn’t have done this without you! I honor you and kept my promise to forever share thine message with the children(everyone).

YOUniversal FAMILY

To those I’ve met along the way … yes, you!

Your guidance, teachings, and most of all your understanding of my human tendencies to let my authentic self, birth into this world. You are forever one with me. Your kindness, evilness, patience, examples, advice has kept me on my growth in full bloom. I am forever blessed, grateful and thankful to have the experiences in my life. The supporting reflections in which I seek have been of pure perfection. For you all were my reflection as well as teachers to ensure I was born as my truest self. You all are masters in my heart and creators of the new understanding and loving world. Welcome to the embodiment of its vibration as the truest definition of LOVE. The human experiences will be mastered! And may our human suits hold us here until circles is complete. Time to ripple and bring thy people home! YOU are the universe, therefore youniverse it will be.

My Children and Grandchildren

I am full of gratitude for your choice made in coming to this youniversity of life. Your courage and strength to set a journey in your mastery as a human in its beingness, I honor you! My goal was to raise leaders, not followers. My love was pure, my intentions were set. Look at you! No one controls you in this world, not even I, I am so in love. Remember the tools I have shared with you and never forget your power of choice and inner wisdom. As you collect your keys for advancement in the understanding of soul self, love, never forget who you are in each challenge faced. No one owns you! No one controls your heart and love for the people! Create with all your might and never settle in fear. Choose joy in all things you create and always paint your masterpieces with infinite colors. A Masterpiece is never dull in our blood line! You are gifted. You are blessed. Stand tall in this understanding and take the lead in heart. Know that someone is watching and witnessing your creations! I am one proud Momma and Nana! I love you all to the moon and beyond!

To My Earthly Parents

To my most precious gifts in this lifetime, Mom and Dad. Thank you so much for releasing me unto this world, blessing me to have abundance and joy to live my most authentic life. Even though it may have seemed chaotic or of lack, I wouldn’t ask for it to be any other way. Mission complete! I was broken open. Thank you for this gift of me. All of it was perfection! As my eyes fill up with tears of joy, know that I am humbly grateful for it all. I love you with all my essence and I bow before you with all my humility and earned grace. I honor you! You gifted me with a completion in soul, a life that broke my heart wide open bringing forth my absolute self to the world. You both were the most perfectly played character in my life. Thank you! I love you.

INTRODUCTION

It no longer matters what one thinks. If one feels the abomination of worth within self, one no longer thrives within the creation of desired thoughts, words and deeds. Life becomes a battle and contradictory within the process of true manifestations of the finest creations, the master within.

To be exactly what you desire in others, becomes a launch of true mastery. One must see the reflections of the darkest self to find the realization of why you seek what is sought out to feel. Most don’t understand why they feel they are as such; it becomes a surfaced realization when revealed to the conscious level of the awakened soul.

The awakened soul connects the dots to the picture of the mind mixed with the matching emotion of the heart. Until this masterpiece is in full completion of connection, one remains asleep without any control of its actions.

The cycles within the cycles will always remain in effect, always repeating.

I would like to open this dialog. I ask that you prepare yourself for the process of life in its finest design. You are on the journey with full ability to be the ascended being, receiving and holding the master’s image that was set before you. I ask for your heart to be open and allow knowledge to flow in. Understanding will come in the unfoldment of self-awakening and experiences created by your own doings.

We are all being called to turn towards our human experiences and master them. It is time to step into the leadership of our lives as a master of life, mastering the human experience. Through your suit is the key to see within the eyes of all man where reflection becomes you, revealing your true higher identity.

Life as we know it is drastically changing and we are to fully hold ourselves responsible for it. Our future is very slim to none and the rules that keep us here are in full force. We are dying at a faster pace with no exit to our own created cycles. We are in a loophole of many exits and returns, a stagnant cycle forever repeating. No one is mastering their human experiences let alone taking ownership of them as each one is created. As individuals we are not heard. Our inner desires are not fulfilled. We don’t even question our own beliefs! WHY?

We live our lives without a full observation of how we think, feel, and act. We live holding on to series of events that brought us to this present moment; me writing this book and you reading it.

Another way of saying this is … YOU are writing this book and I am reading it. Again, a new level of understanding is upon us.

Consider this your manifestation of a requested truth. The I want more demand made to our divine parents.

I must share this with you before I begin to take you into a wormhole of life.

In order to hold the highest weight in consciousness for this message, I must own my authentic identifier. My human name, a name my parents titled me is Jennie. Due to the laws of land, I was asked to use a false name. Due to the message shared in this book I was at risk. However, when I did consider this request, it lowered the weight in consciousness affecting the entire purpose of this book. It is very important to my soul that the weight of consciousness vibrates at its most high, a requirement to impact the whole. This message was being denied if I used my human name, but according to Momma and Papa, all will be well.

My name is Jennie, what a pleasure it is to meet you. I have a message to share with you and it will be done.

It is time for vulnerability.

I hold the vibration of many great examples of a feared human. I hold the experiences of a controlled woman suppressed by society, the continuous abuse by men as well as women. I hold the experiences of a human that followed in line doing as others commanded. Even with this book when asked to use a fake name.

Everything I have collected for this message was to be understood and held on a cellular level to relate with my fellow brothers and sisters of this world. To have a full understanding of the human experience has shifted me into a higher state of consciousness, a collected vibration held within my human suit.

Most of us do not understand how we create such pain in our lives or even take notice of it. We live our days in fear and do what is asked of us not fully understanding our forced limitations… but as the human would say, It pays the bills.

In mastering myself, I stand tall in ownership of my created hell and bow to its performance. I even kept me in my hell until I found its beauty. My childhood anger was a flame burning out of control with no one near to help me put it out. Hell became safe and familiar in my life. The cages were hand crafted by me. I stepped inside and locked myself in. To top it off, I put the key in my pocket. The best part was, I created a belief that I never had the key to begin with.

I was a lost soul, born in this world with no parents to guide me outside of their own cycles of understanding. I laugh now thinking about the teaching that life gave me and the teaching I put myself through. Here is the truth, I WAS NOT ALONE. We all do this; did you hear me? We all are doing this!! To top it off we continue this with our children creating an unstoppable deadly cycle.

According to my teachings from spirit, the awakening of our soul self is required no matter what we choose. Everything is done on a cellular level and the only way out of this cycle of exits and re-entries are to raise our cellular vibrations shifting our human suits. Here is more truth, the global restart button has been pressed. All towers are crumbling, and no one is forgotten in this restart. Many souls will be hitting rock bottom, a true destruction of the old self and false belief systems. You must prepare yourselves for this restart.

This book is not for pleasing your requirements or your conditionings, nor is it the foo-foo of the be of love, send the love, know thyself concept. Your ascension in cellular body is through the collection of the human experiences not through the separation of soul and human experiences.

Don’t run away from life, run into it and face all your fears in all experience until joy is mastered within all things.

Please have patience with me as you read. Not everything can fit into this book so it will be in pieces throughout as you read, but the message is here.

I will also be protecting my heart and step out of a fearful mindset of giving my power away and conform to judgements and thrown tomatoes. I would never conquer self or grow in my desires of heart if I allow this fear to lead me as I write. This shared message once was a fear of mine growing up, it no longer exists.

I understand this book may be received in many ways according to the individual belief systems each of you hold. I ask that you just read and explore a new way of life, a new perspective from another pair of your eyes on a wholeness level of understanding. I am you on levels I may never be able to put in a human language, yet confident on doing my best. Please know that I truly have the understanding in the meaning, All that is and I respect all beliefs and ways of choosing to live life.

I humbly ask that you read this with both sides of your heart and know that it is my perspective on my experiences in this human suit that holds my soul. A gift to me by the Grand I Whole, Momma and Papa, that is also known as the God to many.

I am a divine daughter of the whole.

Please receive this with importance, our linier time is fading and it’s time to prepare. All will make sense when you are ready and open to receive.

This book will allow you a quantum leap to mastering life, if you so choose. The master of life is to have a full understanding of life itself; a level of love where all are seen as one. Your existence becomes non-existent. There is no one outside of you. This level of vibration is your final exam. It is a new required vibration that is needed to be held in the physical body. It is an understanding of the circle of completion so you can move beyond the limited experiences collected in this lifetime and in all lifetimes.

You say you know love; you have no clue. Most spiritual communities say they are love, again no clue. We will master this one way or another, the unfoldment has already begun.

Also, you will notice a shift in the word Universe. To raise vibration, I was guided to spell it youniverse. Each and every one of us is a youniverse, therefore truth is in order. YOU ARE THE UNIVERSE, a cell in the body of GOD. As I create my youniverse, you will create yours.

Let’s talk more truth.

I must share a fact with you. There will be errors in this book and some of this message will not make sense, but I will not let that stop this message and nor should you let it stop you from receiving it. Each chapter holds a wealth of information that can become overwhelming. I kindly ask you to take a break for full integration to help better absorb the message that is written. In order for this book to hold high weight in consciousness, a clearing is provided at the end of each chapter.

It is time! I’m hi-jacking the matrix! My wrench is solid and I’m throwing it in the wheel that has been forever turning and no one can get off. The cycles within the cycles will come to a rest and all souls will walk in their conquered masteries of their human experiences. Let’s begin.

1

GET PERSPECTIVE

W e stand before the door, anticipating our heroic journey through the unknown, uncharted path, masters on our climb. We cry, scream, and walk in fear just to stay alive. Why did we choose this life? What is our purpose? Why am I not understanding it? I can’t find the strength to live another day! Right?

I am love in the essence of all that exist within your being. I come before you because you desired and requested love. The "I am" is the beginning stages of fully understanding your ego-self and the hidden identity you fear to show. If you step into this understanding, you will no longer have chaotic questions in your mind and creations. I ask that you focus not on the starting or ending of this message but on experiencing the read. Neither starting nor ending exists, and neither is the creator of blockages and flow. Why are you seeking to understand this message? Ask yourself, why you are reading this book?

A purpose is the reason for your existence. A purpose is a reason to follow a path beyond sadness and a blocked mind-set that life only has one destination, death. A purpose is why you are here at this exact moment reading this message. Are you asking your questions to life itself? What are you really asking? Could it be that all your questions are fueled by your unhappy, unfulfilled heart?

You see, my dear, you are and always have been living your purpose, no matter your desire for answered questions. You are to question everything.

I sit and observe our world and its movements in a circular cycling. I can’t help but step into the emotion of all my collected observations. Looking at the life I have created for myself, I have noticed I was a robot doing exactly what I was told to do or taught to do by others. I’ve known my calling since a very young age, and yet I’ve feared it. How can I have an impact on such a dense world? Observing it now and seeing all the educated souls who have climbed the modern education systems, I wonder, why do we still lack peace and happiness? What is the use? There are so many humans teaching paths that the already created chaos of a world has become more chaotic. Emotions are surfacing now as I write. There is no light; there is no dark; it’s all perception, illusion—one and the same. There is the matrix and a created matrix within the matrix of spirituality/religion and repeated stories of history. We are not to be spiritual but to understand our true selves as one in soul and human form. The world is ending; time is running out. Everyone has this lifetime to finish, and yet most may not. It is all in my heart and the tears that run down my cheek. I have so much love for you right now; I feel you in my being.

You see, in the full existence of the full understanding in all aspects of the whole, no-thing exist, you don’t exist, and yet everything is existing. To see yourself existing is to create nonexistence. If you step into experiencing all that is, it is just that! However, humanity’s minds and perception see a difference in light or/and dark, me versus them. As we evolve internally, we might see the possibilities of no difference. Mastering this concept is only a class in this youniversity of life. Seeking knowledge comes through enjoying living life and experiencing the collected emotions we gain. Everyone will experience—everyone. Do not concern yourself with the how right now; let’s not block the flow of receiving.

My human self has reached forty-two years of completion as a human in her experiences. I have experienced mothering four amazing souls who have chosen me to be their guide. I have experienced the human understanding of marriage and divorce and the death of a great love. I have experienced poverty, homelessness, and the rage of man. I have felt pain in my physical form in many ways from many teachers sending me into a deep dive of suppressed feminine rights. You see, my dearest reader, I am the vibration in which I speak and share with you.

As I walk the stairway down into my deepest of soul, I have you in heart. In order for me to be in oneness with self, you must be with me in heart.

I am in a dome-like world with the best education system for all souls to partake of: the youniversity of life. Everything is contained in my being—everything! Everything I have experienced in this lifetime has been a reflection, reaction, and echo resounding my every thought, word, and deed. I am an experience that has never stepped out of the hidden secrets and under-breath whispers of shared knowledge. I step onto the stage of the grand play and give what no longer can be a whisper. I throw my hand up with a big smile on my face, saying to you, Here I am.

All my life’s teaching in my human form will be valued and respected by the whole. Many painful, hard lessons collected in my childhood and adulthood caused the understanding that is needed for this message to be shared. According to my divine parents, Momma and Papa, I have to be the vibration in which I speak to their people. Just as my brother before me was here to share selflessness and love, he must be the example through which he spoke to his people. Because I honor soul and firm boundaries in the love of self, which is you, I hold great value in these shared messages.

I own my past co-dependencies as I understand the power of fear and love. I humbly bow to the circle that came around and sealed closed before me. This book is a new paradigm and breaks old paradigms. Consciously honoring and nurturing my connection with all walks of life in the whole, I give a bending knee. Just thinking of you right now and the power you are about to partake of brings forth these emotions of excitement. Truth will be restored.

Why the Title?

This title and cover of the book are important to ensure that the weight of consciousness is held high. Every bit of the title and cover were from Momma and Papa. I just followed along with the given requests, making it happen in this physical world.

One morning, very early, I was awakened by a dream that said, The Bear Claw Attack, the title, The Bear Claw Attack, the title. I didn’t understand it at first, but the guidance of the title makes a huge difference on how we humans receive. I did ask the youniverse to reveal it to me, and here it was. I didn’t like the title after I wrote it down, but later I had a dream of sitting in a white room with a man at a desk, scheduling my workshops. He said, "A metaphor! The Bear Claw Attack—it will be a metaphor." I told this familiar man that it didn’t make any sense. I had never been attacked by a bear; why would I use it for the message?

He looked at me and smiled. He said, "Do your research by evaluating your life; you are the message. Remember who you are and where you came from, and it will all come back to you. A metaphor, The Bear Claw Attack."

So I did! I found the metaphor and started writing. The metaphor was revealed, and it all came together like puzzle pieces to a big picture, The Mastery of the Human Experience—A Master of Life. It will be the biggest, scariest bear to face, especially for our youth.

Sitting in the darkness of memories, words started forming in my heart: find the metaphor.

I sit in the darkest matter of self. Lights are off all around me. It’s cold, lonely, and full of secrets, lies, anger, and terror. There are shadows with bear-sized bodies, claws sharpened like knives, and teeth that will rip me to pieces if I dare stand up and face them. I see light full of warmth and love. It’s time to face the bear. Stand up, look it dead in its eyes, and face every bit of it. For I deserve life full of love, abundance, and joyful attractions. I am the one in the lead of my own created youniverse!

The bear represents the dominant emotion, all the collected imprints, conditioning, false beliefs, absent parents, coddling parents, abuse, addictions, secrets, conformity, and repeated cycles from history. It drives our lives and keeps us from completing the cycles of soul stages—a main cause of our dying earth. I was that suppressed child.

My entire life was created from the seeds of this suppression and imprisonment. I thought my life would be what I grew up in. It was who I was and where I came from. It was my life; therefore, it was my fate. I was the powerful creator behind all my terror and experiences?

How could this be?

No child or teen should grow up not knowing of this power. It is time we step