My Storm, My Deliverance, and My Break Through the Pain up Under My Skin

By Survivor Angel

Have you ever been at a point in life where everything hit you at once? In this life story, you will read about a woman who faced the trials of life most people would not be able to survive: abusive relationships, molestation, spiritual warfare, family curses, and a face-to-face battle with the devil himself. But no matter how the storm blew her way and no matter how hard the rain fell, the strong black woman stood tall in God and showed people that no matter what people say or do, you can overcome lifes roughest battles.

Any angel can survive.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Dec 28, 2017
• ISBN: 9781546220961

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CONTENTS

INTRODUCTION

MY STORM, MY DELIVERANCE, MY BREAK THROUGH

Book2 I’M NOT RETARDED I GOT ISSUES

INTRODUCTION

W hen you’re in a rough time in your life and you feel like throwing in the towel, God can get you out, if you pray and stay steadfast in him. It might seem like its wrong, but its right, it might seem like your weak, but you’re strong, stay fasting unmovable and watch God. People want you to sit low, but God wants you to sit high, that’s why God keeps his protection around you, no matter what it is that hits you, stand tall in God and let him fight your battles because no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper, God will also take you through a separation with people who mean you harm, he will remove those people who envy you, he will remove people who want to see you fail, he will remove people who are trying to destroy and hurt you because of jealousy, but because he is God he will not allow you to give up or give in, sometimes you have to wait on the Lord and take your hands off your past and fly high in God, we all have choices to make, go right and run to God or stop fighting and go left to the s atan.

MY STORM, MY DELIVERANCE,

MY BREAK THROUGH

L isa’s life has been like HELL, FIGHTING THE ENEMY EVERYDAY. Trying to stay alive, praying trying to keep the enemy from killing her. Protecting her family from all HARM and DANGER with prayer, not getting in the ring with the devil.

The way she did that was to pray and throw scriptures at her enemies, and not take things in her hands, but put it in GOD’S HAND. Nobody ever cared about her or her family, her kids. She wanted to give up, but GOD said NO don’t give up, show people that you have God in you and that you are anointed, and that you are a fighter. That’s all you have to do is pray. God said, "I didn’t put you in this position without knowing you could make it out if it, you must speak good, positive things into your life, not bad.

Lisa was taught about being and doing positive things and not do negative from a wonderful man name Jim that was with her through the end of her BIG STORM. Jim would always would say No that’s a negative, if Lisa would say something in a negative way, that kept her in a strong positive mindset. Lisa would never come out of her bedroom, She would only come out just to use the bathroom, to cook for the kids and go to church. After that she would go right back to praying and reading the word of GOD. Lisa did that for 4 years. The devil tried to run her crazy and take her out, but God told her that it was nothing the devil. But God to Lisa that the devil couldn’t do anything to her because she is covered with his BLOOD. God told Lisa one day to close her eyes, Lisa asked GOD why? God said do what I ask you to do. Now close your eyes. She closed her eyes. God said, what do you see? She said RED. God said, that’s my blood that’s keeping you all these years from the traps of the enemy. Lisa knew things had been rough for her for so many years.

The enemy has tried to take Lisa and her family out. But God told the devil that he must leave her alone, because she’s His. He said, you had her long enough and couldn’t kill her, because I showed her your traps. You should have killed her while you had that chance. You have done enough to her. God also said, I allowed Satan to do this to you, so you can find out who is really against you, and that you can’t trust everyone, not even the friends you thought you had, the enemy wanted to keep you on drugs, so you wouldn’t be able to see the enemy coming.

The enemy was Lisa’s friends and family member, pushing away people that really loved her, because she’s been hurt so much by bad relationships, touched in places by older men that were supposed to be there, when Lisa’s own biological father Dad wasn’t there. She was loving different men that didn’t love her. They were using her for her body, and keeping her bare foot and pregnant.

The hurt that Lisa Felt was and still is so deep under Lisa’s skin that you can’t pull it out with a knife, that was how deep her hurt and pain, the hurt is so strong that it is still buried under her skin, and has been there for years, Lisa could see that people had been waiting for her to die. Lisa had not been able to feel because the hurt made her numb, couldn’t cry, or call anyone’s name for help. Lisa didn’t know who to call or turn to, there were so many people who were hating and who were full of jealousy. People that Lisa thought loved her only wanted to hurt and use her.

One-day Lisa found something that was keeping her from feeling the pain, it was alcohol, but alcohol wasn’t enough to keep the pain away, She started crack cocaine, that was the right drug for her, she thought soon the drugs became a problem in her life, Her addiction even caused her to lose her children, that was a family curse. Lisa tried hiding the pain and looking for love in all the wrong places.