Me

By Tina Marie Lees

ME is a composition of collaborative work that opens doors into the very experiences of the author, Tina Marie Lees; a memoir. The work has a focus of penetrating the readers inner core, providing insight that can offer a sense of connection to their very own experiences. Through turmoil and happiness, the literature offers many emotional experiences that permit a peer into the many doors of life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Apr 2, 2013
• ISBN: 9781483605869

Tina Marie Lees

Tina Marie Lees is a biology major and a single mother with aspirations of touching lives with her writings. Since an early age, she took interest in writing, but due to her ambitious focus on her degree and child, her writings had remained dormant. After she accomplished her first degree, she put focus into her writings creating her first book, ME.

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Copyright © 2013 by Tina Marie Lees.

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Rev. date: 03/08/2013

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Contents

Me

Life Is Too Short

Ideology 1

Rushing Waters

Ideology 2

Little Girl

As You Grow My Little Sister

Ideology 3

See Me For Who I Am

Ideology 4

Thank You

You Are The One

Ideology 5

Why

Mysterious Person

Ideology 6

What Happened To My Sister

Twins

Letting Go

Why Must You

I Will Be There

Allow Yourself

Ideology 7

Devious Witch

You Call Yourself A Friend

Our Hate

Ideology 8

As We Watch Them Fall

Fear And Torment

God Bless The Souls

Ideology 9

Please Forgive Me

Regret

I Hope You Know

Ideology 10

Rushing Fear

Would You Ever

Have I Lost You Oh Dear Friend?

Give Her Back

I Am Afraid

Ideology 11

Bitch

I Hate How

Lies And Neglect

Power

Walking Along

Walking Out

Broken Promise

Dignity

Ideology 12

Darkness

Ideology 13

Early Bound Love

Love Me Forever

I Want

Make Me Happy

Stand By Me

Ideology 14

Clock

Ideology 15

Color

Ideology 16

The Disabled

Ideology 17

Concealed By Shadows

Is That Someone Me?

Please Be He

I Need You

Separate Hearts

The Comparison Of Love

Perfect

A Path Built For Us

The Words That Mean Everything

Words Of Forever

Devastation

I Am Dreading The Day

The Letter Of Goodbye

Ideology 18

A Dream I Wont Forget

Ideology 19

Conceived Is My Child

The Little Miracle

Until I Was A Mom

My Baby

At Night I Wake

Ideology 20

Deception And Cheat

Why Does Love Hurt?

We, Us, You, I

Journal From An Aching Heart

Used To Be

Disappointment

Ideology 21

Life

Reflection

Take Me Away

Slipping Away

Who Is This Person?

Ideology 22

A Symbolized Connection

Preaching Mother

Ideology 23

Time, Space

Ideology 24

I Want

Crumbling Path

Ideology 25

Unwanted Memories

Memories

Ideology 26

What Is Really There?

Without You

To Whom You Possess

Why Do You Love Me?

Ideology 27

Just Let It Go

Skeptism

As I Walk To The End

Ideology 28

I Will And I Do

Baby

Sweet Surrender

Cherish-Remember

Ideology 29

Have You Ever

Feelings

Ideology 30

A Woman Of Pride And Strength

Ideology 31

Blindfold

Enough

Ideology 32

Deserted

Ideology 33

Insecurity

Don’t Want To Go To Bed Upset

A Question In A Question

Ideology 34

Xanax

The Reasons I Fell In Love

What Is Becoming Of Us

Confused

Ideology 35

Do I Cross Your Mind

What Does It Mean?

Ideology 36

I Am Sorry

Ideology 37

Ideology 38

Me

Life is an unstoppable story.

You have your ups and downs and in

betweens.

Things happen within this life and you will experience many emotions within this time.

Heartache, jealousy, joy, content, sorrow, anger, hostility.

Several feelings will arise in one instance or another.

Your mind will react and so will your heart; leading you into a several chapter book.

Night and day, day and night; a perpetual rotation and nothing to stop or slow this pace down.

Life is what it is and we all are dealt situations and it is our job to take it or leave it, and most of all to learn from it.

This is life as I know it… .

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Life Is Too Short

Life is too short for anger and hate

for the smile that seems to emerge too late

for angry words that hurt and scar

for your love to turn and go afar

for a hand embedded within a chest

as a heart ripped out, as the final rest

Life is too short for a love to go wrong

for turmoil to continue in love too long

for hardships to maintain without correction

and a hope of happiness resurrection

Life is too short for tears to fall

to barricade ourselves behind a high standing wall

to crumble down upon our knees

to raise our heard in begs and pleas

Life is too short to never love and care

to never give a heart to confide and share

to find someone to hold you ever so tight

to comfort and protect through a dreadful night

life is too short for anger and hate

for life continues at a fast paced rate

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Ideology 1

It is depicted that when it is your time, you become more aware of smell, sight, and sound. You fall into regret of all of the things that you didn’t say that you feel that you should have said. The things you have done that you shouldn’t have. The things you didn’t do that you should have done. The hurt that you have reflected upon someone else or yourself; the remorse falls upon you and you realize you are out of time. You plead for forgiveness of your lost ways or the lost relationships with your deity.

When it is your time, the clock has stopped; the time you were given had run out. Your love has more meaning, your memories will never cease as they are reviewed as continuous home movies. When it is your time, you slip into your eternity of slumber while you pass with your only importance—love and memories.

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Rushing Waters

As the rain fell and the water over rose

You were swept away by the water’s rushing flows

The water came in so fleet and strong

That you didn’t know how long your body would hold on

The thunderous roars of rushing waters

Was killing off everyone’s screams and everyone’s hollers

You were the only one that was left

But God was not giving up until everyone had slept

God’s voice was the rolling thunder

That demanded that the water pulled you under

Faster and faster you lungs began to fill

Deeper and deeper your body was being taken over until

Your body and soul could take no more

Your soul had already walked through that open door

Your spirit was lifted and you were gone

God has taken your soul and now he has won

God was pointing a finger down upon you and said you were the one

So good-bye dear friend, it was you who he wanted to come

Dedicated to a friend who lost her life in a flood in 1997

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Ideology 2

You look at me as a role model. The one who was there since your birth. Someone tangible and personal. Someone who walked along with you, with eyes that kept notice as if a form of guidance. Someone who holds your hand and bares a shoulder.