Addiction of Our Lives

By Jude Ladouceur

I know lots of us saying that I love drinking. So do I, I love
drinking. I love smoking weeds. But thinking that but think
what were doing to, our body that God gives us. Like, I said
before. I can only talk about myself. What I want or what I
need in my life. Some, of us maybe says that I need one million
dollars. Thats not gonna change. Yours or my addictions.
Money doesnt change. Youre, still carrying and walking
with a diseases that can get you. Six feet under. The town that
I came from. Someone that few of friends knew him. He had
a law suits and won, few thousand dollars. Before, he had his
money everything was fine, he had a life he, also, used to be an
addicts. Well, soon he had his money. Three days later he was
gone

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Feb 8, 2013
• ISBN: 9781479790456

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Copyright © 2013 by Jude Ladouceur.

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Contents

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ONE

Addiction of Our Lives

Life, is not easy

Why we, all think or even saying that life, is not fair? Most of us ask themselves? Why does my life has to be like that? And someone’s else’s life, doing better than others. Most of us ask ourselves why me? Why everyone in my family doesn’t have, alcohol or drug addiction, and I do? Why some, of my friends can go to the bar and have two, or three glasses of beer or whatever and then they go home.

Myself, I have to drink so much to get drunk or I’ll get sick. We have a lot and so many questions to ask ourselves. Why this? Why that? It is not so easy to stop any addictions we struggle with. And so many times we struggle. To change our lives. Our addictions keep calling back. So many times. I’ll go to N/A or A.A. Everyone’s saying the same thing I lost my job, my family, my house. I went to jail for so many years.

I lost my kids, or my son, or my daughter. It doesn’t have anything to do with me. Through for years I have so many friends that passed away. Well listen to me, the, for the one who doesn’t have, any problems with alcohol or drugs, I’m not making any excuses, cause, I’m an alcoholic. Before, we judge anyone that has an addiction. It doesn’t matter what problems I have, or my addiction I’m still a human.

I can’t really speak for everyone. I can only speak for myself. Since, I was sixteen, I started drinking. I wasn’t really a drinker. But I knew that I wanted to smoke cigarettes. Never thought I was gonna became, an alcoholic. I’m doing my best to stop. Most of us that have, an addictions. We drinking or drugging just to takes our pains away. Or hiding our felling from the world. How many times that we drink or drugging got so drunk or so high. We say no more never and never again. How many times we end up in the hospital. Saying please, give, another chance to live. Now you calling God name. Before, you went to the hospital your words were. That there’s no God F—ck god.

I know lots of us saying that I love drinking. So do I, I love drinking. I love smoking weeds. But thinking that but think