Lies, Façade & Deceit: Life After A Toxic Marriage Part 2: 2

By Dee Evans

Relationships are ending and some are rekindling. A rekindled love affair with an unexpected end changes Navia's life around forever.
Everything that has been in the dark is coming to the light.

Is Navia as strong as she thinks she is? Will she be able to handle the truth or will it break her?

 

Has she overcame her toxic past or is her toxic past still hunting her??

• Language: English
• Publisher: Dee Evans
• Release date: Aug 1, 2021
• ISBN: 9798201318611

Dee Evans

Dee Evans was born in Miami, FL to Caribbean parents. She is married with one handsome son and a beautiful bonus daughter. She prides herself on being a diverse inspirational writer. Her mission is to write books that people can relate to, become inspired by, and enjoy. She is passionate about serving the Most High God and serving others. Dee is a Business Consultant, Podcaster, Course Developer, and Certified Professional Life Coach. Within her coaching practice she focuses on Personal development; Spiritual, Relationship, Healing, Trauma & Crisis Coaching at On the Go Life Coaching LLC. If interested in talking with Dee please visit: www.onthegolifecoaching.com Podcast all Streaming sites:"Dee Poetry & Inspiration Podcast" YouTube Channel: LifecoachDee7

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DEDICATION

This book is dedicated to anyone who has Overcame a Toxic relationship.

INTRODUCTION

Two weeks later, surprisingly Pablo is still hanging around. He wants to get away from Atlanta and come visit me. I just don’t know how I feel about that. I think he is dope but I am still not ready.

Hey Hun I answered Punkin.

What you got going on over there? she asked.

Just chatting with Pablo. He wants to come up here to see me to get away. But I don’t know. I told her.

Here we go again. Just tell him to get a hotel and let him take you out. You don’t have to sleep with him. She suggested.

Well, I know that because I’m celibate. I just don’t want to move fast, and he already showed me that he is Mr. Pop up on yo ass. I said jokingly.

Well, you right about that one. She agreed.

I just have to pray about it and think about it some more. How are you and the girls?

We good. Just checking on you and Kai. She said.

Okay, we love you! I told her.

We love you too! she said before hanging up.

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As, I lay here in my bed this morning and reflect. I am for the first really happy with my life. I am so proud to be back intune within myself and my relationship with God. I am so intune that I will never allow myself to settle or lower my expectations. I must admit I was in a weak space, spiritually, emotionally, and mentally.

I turned from God and placed all my faith in Man. I learned that whenever you praise a man, more than God you will always loose. God will never leave you or forsaken you. It doesn’t matter how many times you fall; God is always there to pick you right back up through repentance. I am so thankful for God’s mercy and grace. I love God so much and I am so happy I surrendered and found my way back to him. God love is unconditional and everlasting. Therefore, I will always put my trust in God, and not Man. Thank you Lord for the lesson that turned into a blessing.

I am Alive! I am finally at peace and in a happy space. For the first time since I can remember I am happy. It feels even more beautiful because, I am not happy over a man! In the past I always defined my happiness from a man. I may have finally met the one but only time will tell because I am leaning on God this time around for guidance through prayer.

(Knock knock.... Knock... knock knock at the door)

Its like seven in the morning. Who is that at my damn door?  It couldn’t be... Am I sleep walking or dreaming right now...Are my eyes playing tricks on me? I know damn well this is not JAYVILLE at my damn door.

Oh Wow, it is him and it looks like he has a gift in his hand for me. What in the fuckin World!

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TO BE CONTINUED......

chapter 1

Old thang back

As I contemplate on opening the door, my heart is pounding. My anxiety is starting to kick in, and I am becoming nervous. In this moment I am debating if I should even open the door. I was finally over him and in a great space within. Looking in the peep hole at the gift bag has me intrigued. Now, I am more focused on this gift. I love gifts and surprise gifts.

As I begin to open the door, he pretty much forced his bodyweight inside. He didn’t allow me the opportunity to talk to him outside. All I could think is THIS NIGGA, must think I have someone else in here

What are you doing here Jayville? I asked.

You gotta Nigga in here? You moved on huh. Jayville answered.

WHAATTT! I responded. Shaking my head.

You took forever to open the damn door. I am just saying. He said.

I know damn where the same Man who I haven’t spoken too or seen in months is questioning me. The same Man that just popped up at my door with no phone call or warning is questioning me.

What are you doing here Sir? I asked politely.

As he walked in, I watched him sit the gift bag down on my dining table and walk back towards me.

Chill out, chill out.. I miss you! he said as he grabbed me closely and hugged me tightly.

These tight hugs, reminds me of how fragile and petite my body frame is. His tall is makes me feel like a midget without my heels on. At least my heels give me a little more inches.

Where is jr at? He asked.

He is with his Dad. So, you came all the way over here because you miss me without calling first or texting. I said with a fake attitude.

Oh Shit, So you didn’t block my number. I assumed you blocked me. And I really wanted to see you and give you this. He said.

He grabbed the gift bag off my dining table and handed it to me.

First of all, you’re not even blocked. Clearly proves you did not even try to call or text. We both have iPhones so you will know when you’re blocked. What’s in here anyway? I asked.

I snatched the bag from him and opened it. I discovered a pair of beautiful diamond earrings and heart pendant necklace. My vagina instantly moist and butterflies consumed my stomach. I know this wasn’t a cheap gift and I see he put thought into it. He knows that I love heart pendants. It just melted my heart. All the months of healing and moving on from him just went out the window in that very moment. Not just out the window but down the damn drain.

Thank you so much Baby! I love it I said smiling really hard.

Jayville grabbed my hand and walked me to my bedroom. We started tongue kissing as we began to undress our clothing.

I missed you so much I whispered in his ear. As I began to pull down my own panties and lay flat on my back on the bed. He began pulling down his pants and boxers he laid next to me on my bed and lifted my petite body up to guide me on top of him in a riding position.

I miss you more Baby. he whispered.

As he began to suck on my right breast nipple.

Oouuu wiiii.... This feels so good Baby. I moaned.

As I am enjoying the hell out of this foreplay. All I can think about in this moment is condoms. We have not had sex in months. I have not seen him in months. I cannot take this risk and have unprotected sex with him. I began to feel him trying to stick his raw penis inside my vagina. In my mind I am fighting him off without the condom. My flesh got the best of me. I started guiding his penis inside of me.

You missed Daddy dick?! Ooouuu.. Baby DAMN Jayville moaned as he inserted inside my wet, tight treasures.

I know this Nigga is not about cum already.

Yes, Daddy I missed it! Daddy, don’t cum yet. I whispered.

I continued riding him slowly while licking and sucking on his neck.

SHIT, SHIT, this feels too fucking good. I missed this warm good ass pussy. Oooooouuu wiiiii. He said.

In my mind I already know this Nigga is about to cum. Shit I can’t even focus on climaxing at this point. Yet, his state of weakness is turning me on...

Ooii Im cumming Papi. I yelled surprisingly.

Fuck! Im about to cum! He replied.

In the moment, I forgot to ask where.

Babbbbbb....

Before I could complete the word Jayville reached up and started tonguing me down as he was cumming inside of me.

Damn, this feels so fucking good. I pray this Nigga did not give me anything. All these thoughts running in my mind all at once.

Babe, why you didn’t pull out? I asked.

I then got up and went to use the bathroom.

Girl, you know you got that good shit, super wet wet edition. Ill cash app you some money to get a Plan B. My bad. I missed yo fine ass. He explained.

Now I have to take a fucking Plan B how convenient for him. Those pills is not good for your body. Now, I have to get tested again too. To make it worst, I just got tested. I pray this Man is disease free. He was last time I got tested. I must stop putting myself through this shit with this him.

Ugh, Jayville you know I hate putting my body through that. Plan B is like an Abortion pill. We have to start back using condoms because I can’t.