My Manipulative Memory

By Beth Hoyer

An amnesiac female schizophrenic living on an alien planet struggles to find her identity while manipulated to remember various memories of an identified female as herself while typing them down onto a computer laptop.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Beth Hoyer
• Release date: Aug 1, 2021
• ISBN: 9781005040307

Beth Hoyer

I'm currently a lover of cats. I love to type stories on my computer for hours. I like the science fiction fantasy genre with romance thrown in it when it comes to my stories. I like to take hikes through forests snapping photos to use as my covers for my stories. I'm an aspiring author of science fiction fantasy.AccomplishmentWe that seek goals and dreams,Seek many ways for the dreams,To be accomplished.We that seek the path to the goal,Know there will be many paths.Choosing the right one,Will take time.We that dream the impossible,To be accomplished,Will face many,Obstacles, bridges,And challenges,To be overcome in time.It will take time for,There’s no challenge too great,Nor too small that waits,To be conquered.

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My Manipulative Memory

Edenia Series

By Beth Hoyer 2021

I’ve been urged to type down my thoughts as insisted by the Meritanians telling me You to type down your thoughts of what’s bothering you.

I’ve obeyed to do that typing down despite slightly declared lunatic insane by doctors who diagnosed my mental health condition as schizophrenia. The Meritanians’ spy mini small plant named Taylerra that’s always everywhere wherever I went in the city has commented wording from time to time.

Taylerra said in response to me whining Why do I have voices of a mental health issue? she said Your mental illness is a side effect from a chemical not working right in your brain organ that’s for your mind that’s causing your own body to give you voices. We plants aren’t always responsible for First Ones we call the Human species sick with voiced problems dubbed a mental illness named schizophrenia. I think your mental illness is a side effect from your mother who carried you in a pregnancy status that was mentally ill herself. This is something the High Council noticed with females who are mentally ill ordered to carry experimental babies such as clones like yourself including genetic experimental weapons super soldiers. Figure out the rest of why the Zesky Asylum picked mental ill women for that pregnancy status.

I figured out that mental ill women were easily manipulated to think some male impregnate them and make them willing to give up the baby once born. I hate this joke still played onto people in planet Aire as that world should be called than that weird Japan rhyming name of Shadan. Yuk. I swear the nation of Japan is what the High Council is obsessed with from historical events of planet earth’s history. I’m not sure of where this fascination with Japan came from.

I heard from Taylerra said That’s from a war sympathizing with the loser of a battle.

I’m not sure of what battle but I know of Japan was in planetary war with other nations. I tried to explain that by typing that down but Taylerra kept on having me erasing that information. I’m not going to mention that war involving Japan into here. Anyway I wound up stuck home in Win’s Ville aka Winsted as named city. I was stuck in a three room apartment on a Sun’s day as the High Council called Sunday. I wasn’t doing much besides watching sporting events on TV like volleyball between Highlanders versus other Highlanders. The High Council has insisted that Highlanders only play Highlanders while First Ones’ only play First Ones. I think there was a rumor of too much bragging from either species whenever they defeated an opponent that wasn’t their own species. I think according to rumor the bragging by braggarts got too much for the High Council including leaders of the First Ones which both jointly laid down that law twin species play or fight twin species not opposites. Ugh.

Are you forgetting something? chanted voice very loud that I can’t hear myself think properly while I was sweating from watching a Highlanders’ volleyball game between a group of Asian Town natives versus Middle East natives.

I’m not sure of where the name Asian Town for Chinatown came from. I know that Middle East involving New Englanders’ area of the USA as referred by the High Council. Asian Town is the High Council’s name of the state area of New York in the USA that’s popularity populated by Highlanders with obsession in New York City. Oh don’t ask a Highlander on that question for the asker will get dumped into a body of water by a Meritanian doing it for the High Council is sick of nosy First Ones’ asking for that reason.

I’ve so far been sick with a loud noisy head that I can’t hear myself think very well. Are you forgetting some paranoid feeling?

I’ve been watching TV’s sporting events for the PONA games which are Protectors of Nature American games. Sort of like Olympics but not named that titled name of Olympics actually. Anyway I was watching sports all day with some outings to do mail and garbage including windows’ open because I kept on sweating from watching a sporting event. I notice I sweat heavily the voice gets involved which Taylerra gets off snickering like she’s found it funny before she demands water. I find her sitting onto my window still she transported herself there without me noticing her. Ugh she can transport herself all over the place like a big Meritanian unlike small kiddy plants can’t do that ability. I think the High Council ordered her to keep track of me and my memories or whatever my mind blares at me.

Mail truck here! as blared by Taylerra including that insufferable question by my own head’s voice Are you forgetting something? blared very loudly I can’t hear myself think.

I’ve got to show today is my head going off very loudly scaring and annoying me. I’m trying to watch TV like sports and movies but I get stressed out that causes me to get hot sweats. The hotness causes my head to go off singing over and over bothering me. I’m also trying to watch something else on the TV besides the Meritanians’ broadcasting involving listing a house or loving it.

Ugh I have to put up with hearing the voice said List it.

I heard for listing the house episodes reruns.

This is the same for hearing Love it

I hear that commentary for reruns of this show on TV a contest show between a designer and a real estate agent. I favor the designer because she’s a woman which the real estate agent is a man. I don’t care for list the house episodes or the Meritanians’ blaring comments and protests to the results of the TV series’ episodes.

The Meritanians sometimes broadcast say That’s so wrong not right. I hear from one while I hear another say That’s ridiculous when’s the house was built by the High Council. I sometimes hear Idiots they’ll pay for those listing results as ordered by the High Council.

The High Council in case anyone wants to know is a manipulative group of Highlanders mostly filled with males of smart variety while an occasion a female is included. I know that there’s records the group had two females with their decisions but nowadays their going with mostly males while females break ties. I also know that people tend to insult that group to the point to do things to spite them and their orders for playing god games-

Enough of that subject. I interrupted blared by a kiddy Meritanian plant I dub Taylerra that’s given transportation powers to transport herself all over the place including within vicinity of me no matter where I am planet side on Aire.

Taylerra as named is always within nosy distance of me and my mind to comment this talk.

Anyway what can I say? I asked Taylerra who said Explain your feelings regarding holidays.

I said as typed onto laptop my answer while feeling Taylerra mind scanning me to listen to my answer. I hate holidays on and off despite my love hate relationship with them. The holiday involving eating oneself fat as the High Council refer Thanksgiving than that actual name of thanking for food.

You’re a pig piglet. This chanted voice in response to me typing about food.

Ugh so what’s new that fattening holiday was lousy low on the rating scale of a one if I have to use five for good and one for worse. I didn't eat much food for breakfast trying to be hungry for lunch at Grandpa’s house. Grandpa in case anyone wants to know is a