Waking Up Paradise

By Dezarae Starnes

Love is not something we do, but rather it is the very essence of who we are. As you experience my story of tragedy, triumph, and awakening to truth may your spirit soar as you realize all you need is all you already are! When a person decides to stop running and begins to peel away the layers of pain, conditioning, limiting beliefs and toxic ideas they have about themselves, they are left with only the warm comforting embrace of unconditional love. This is why no matter who you are you crave love, you seek love, you find and devour love, and you break when your perception leads you to believe that love is leaving you. It is the one divine thread we each have in common no matter where life's rugged path has taken us. You will burn so bright it will feel as if you are deeply in love, and in fact you will be – in love with your divine miraculous Self, drawing strength and passion from your own radiant and pure soul just as was intended all along.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: May 9, 2015
• ISBN: 9781329125223

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