Hi Spiritual Superstar! ? Have you ever felt like you're going through a Spiritual Initiation? I used to think spirituality should only be light, rainbows, and unicorns.  This old paradigm is a pitfall and a trap.  Life is a masterclass, developing us and testing us. This time in history is awakening each of us to become the GURU. Gu = Darkness Ru = Remover  "You can only have as much light as you can have as much dark"✨  www.soulciete.com www.drerin.tv TRANSCRIPTIONS: (00:00): When I was a little girl, I used to have all types of dets and entities come to me. I would tell my mom about it and she thought I was possessed. She literally said, Make them go away. I didn't understand anything. I was very confused. I still had one foot in one realm and another foot in this earthly realm. But what I came to really realize was that whatever was going on within me and my spiritual abilities was dangerous. So I shut it all down. So today I wanna share with you one of the biggest lessons that I've learned in having spiritual abilities and really what it looks like to be human in the realm of this. If you want to learn more and tap into the guru in you definitely wanna listen to this podcast. Welcome (00:51): To the Dr. Erin Podcast. This is a top spiritual psychology coach podcast to inspire and teach you how to transform your trauma, birth, your soul's purpose, and manifest your dreams. Hi, I'm Dr. Erin. Dr. Divinity. I'm committed to bringing you the best coaching tips, spiritual advice, trauma healing, and metaphysical recovery secrets. I'm here to help you monetize your spiritual gifts and love your life. I want you to know that I've been exactly where you are, and I believe in you. Together, we're awakening the world. (01:27): Hi, my soul family. I'm super excited to dive deep with you today about a prophetic conversation about spiritual initiation and really becoming the guru. So years back, after I shut everything down, as a little girl, my mom thought I was completely possessed. As a little girl, having a lot of abilities and being able to read things like auras and being able to really understand what was going on with each adult, but never being acknowledged for it, I began to shut down all of my abilities and become totally human. I began to turn back on my abilities over time, but it's taken a long time to really understand how to navigate this human world. And so today I wanna break on down a very important, almost prophetic conversation for myself and for the world right now, which is we are going through a massive spiritual initiation, really developing each and every one of us as the guru that we are. (02:31): So I wanna take you back some time. Back when I began my spiritual journey again in my twenties and early thirties, I was diving into spirituality, taking courses, meditating, and kind of looking to the world of what is this thing called spirituality? And what I used to think was, Wow, it's all positive. It's the power of mind. And one day I'm going to get to a destination where it's only high vibes and everything is heaven on earth, and I have all my spiritual abilities, and I'm back to some rainbows and butterflies. I really, really thought that. And I remember many years feeling really high on life. Yes, I'd have some hard days here and there, but overall I'd be manifesting and getting in high vibe and manifesting a bunch more material things. And it's kind of interesting because if you think about it, is that the blessing or is that the curse? (03:32): Right? So as time went on, actually the manifesting got harder and harder because I realize, wow, none of this stuff is actually fulfilling me, and huh, something's missing here. Even when I have everything that I want, or even when I'm having some success in my business or with friends or I'm traveling or doing whatever it is that would be considered successful, something was missing. And so today I wanna talk to you about what we're really going through, which i