Freedom of F-----G Speech Baby
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This is an author who will never shy away from using strong vocabulary. Some of my thoughts and vocabulary that are used in this book may shock you and make you shake your head in disbelief. This book is not for the timid and shy readers. It is graphic and modern, because that is what we have become in 2013; very descriptive and contemporary. So enjoy what this wild natured mind has to offer the writing world. Enjoy the trip of a mind that is not afraid to speak and put her words on paper for everyone to read. This book portrays a woman of confidence that is shown in her writings and she has written some self- help and healing poems that will turn you into the self-assured person that you should be. That is why I chose the title Freedom Of F---ing Speech baby, because I believe that everyone should have that opportunity to write and speak freely because it shows a great sense of confidence. To me there is nothing better for a writer than writing whatever you feel at the time and if it is uncensored it makes its all the better; and having the chance to make a book of these feelings is one of the greatest achievements a person can offer to the world. I thank you for this opportunity.
Sherlyn Gajewski
Sherlyn always said that when she turned fifty years old that she was going to publish a book; well here it is baby. Sherlyn has been writing ever since she could remember. She remembers sitting in an empty classroom at school smoking out the window and typing out her poetry. Her love and passion for writing keeps her awake at night and wakes her from sleep only to grab that pen and paper to write things down, she will always give her writing the best. She is very strong, independent and charismatic. She loves to travel and always wanted to go to Jerusalem; so after she publishes this book in Indianapolis that is where she will be going. If she ever gets rich and famous off of this book; she plans on buying a huge cruise ship and inviting all of her friends and family to come and live with her there but they have to buy their own groceries. She has always been great in the arts. She is one of the best writers in this modern day and age. The only thing she can’t do in the arts is play an instrument. But writing has always been her passion and has been since she was a little girl. To go down in history as one of the great writers of all time would be a dream come true for her. She is a free spirited want to be wild child. She does not drink or do drugs which she is totally against but she loves to have fun when the time is right which is most often. She loves God, writing, the sun, her daughter and her granddaughter Blakely. To her those are the four most important things in life.
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Freedom of F-----G Speech Baby - Sherlyn Gajewski
© 2013 by Sherlyn Gajewski. All rights reserved.
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Published by AuthorHouse 05/16/2013
ISBN: 978-1-4817-5029-5 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4817-5028-8 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-4817-5027-1 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2013908586
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CONTENTS
A Vision Of God
A Vision Of God
The Voices Of The Women
Ode To A Hooker; (Born March 27, 1972)
Candora 248
Ode To A Stripper
Poems I Wrote In School
We Found Something New
A Promise That I Hope You Keep
Call Me
You Should Have Listened
The Blooming Of Love
Loneliness
The Little White Dove In Gallilee
Shyness
Making Believe
Please Don’t Go Away
You
The Good Birdie
The Mountain
I Am Sorry
Strive For Your Future
When Will I See You Again?
I Will Still Love You
The First Time
Seasons Of Love
Thinking About Summer In The Winter
Love Overpowered By Madness
I Was Wrong, Yeah Right
School
Outer Space Earthlings
What Is A Rainbow?
Life
Reminiscing
The Vow
The Story Of A Dying Love But Not Of A Dying Heart
Winter
The Days Of Snowy Gray Have Finally Gone Away
A Makeover
Problems Handled, Problems Solved
True Love
Gloomy Thoughts Of Winter Time
The Turn Around
The Night
Trails
My Friend
I Believe
Oh Those Boys
Ode To The Apple
I Became What You Needed From Me
I Thought That It Was You
Alone
Playing Coy
Caroline
God Please Free Me
I Made It
Newest Poems I Wrote
The Definition Of A Native Beauty
Coveted Holidays
The Angry Peaceful Sea
In The Water Thou Shall Not Float
A New Language
Blayce Won The Race
I Went To My Heavenly Chair
Serenity
Drinking Rum And Playing Bum
My Lifes Hits And Misses
Our Coveted Thunder
Something That Only I Can Acquire
I Am The Waving Queen
In And Out Thoughts
Good Repetition
The Marriage Between Oh Henry And Sweet Marie
The Ghosts Of Drake And Jake
Joe
Pinkles And The Red Rose
Mood Swing Trip
Mark, Sherlyn And Tootsie
Bitches
My Kingdom At The Top
Watch And Beware
The Story Of Amanda Todd
Dealings
To The Child That Once Was Amanda Todd
Homeless Lives
Only God Builds The House
The Potholes On The Road
New York City
The Haunting
The Flame
Not My Fault You Were Late
I Will Climb Past The Top
New Recipes For The Hungry Palet
Untitled Poems
The Fantasy Honeymoon Of The Minature Me
Every Poem Is Untitled
The Race Is On
The Race
Words Turned Into Ashes
Words From A Mind In Heat
One Night In Bangkok
The Stoner Is Doing Good
The Stage
Applause
The Poet Of Facebook
The Weed Will One Day Wed
Snowflakes
Difference In A Time Of Need
Coco Bongo Star
A Look Of Disbelief
The Conductor And Me
A Game For Fame
The Tractor In The Snow
Appetite
Eggs And Socks
The Blue Collar Gothic Cowboy
The Indianapolis 600
Intelligent Yes, Mature, To A Point
If It Is Broken And Works For You Leave It Alone
North, South, East, West And God
Swan Song
Cow, Sow Or A Big Bow Wow
Internet Stalker
Blue Sky
Broken Stones
Not Only On Sunday
Brilliant People
So Baby Let It Go
The Garden And Water In The Sky
He Is Looking Down At You
The Eyes And The Asshole
Broken Soul
Goodbye To The Man On The Internet
The Boy
Dave
I Will Go With Thee
Tea Towels
Significant Signs From God
Sufficient
Mrs. Styers
Unwind
Disarmed
Rise Up And Hit The Road Sher
Jim And Kim
Cross My Line
The Sadness Core
Southern Country
Writers Block
Lonely
Nine Days, Nine Words, Nine Rhymes
In My Peace Of Death
Me
The Tree Dump
My Inspiration Poem I Wrote To Myself (For The Book I Want To Be My Own Lawyer)
The Ironic Tale Of The Word Belief And God
Fuck You? I Fuck Me!
The Stars Of Light
He Draws The Line Of Me
Fucked Up And Not Fucked
Delving Of The Mind
Words
The Resume Of A Writer
Overpowering Power
A New School Year
Be The Best That You Can Be
Adios Mexico
Food Combination Number 5
The Time Is Near
Lust, Not Love
A Hermit
My Obsession With Numbers Three, Six And Nine And The Breaks
In Between
Internet Obsession
The Contradiction
The Lady In Blue
My Human Male Welfare Cheque
The Wild Side
Levon
The Empty Vase
The Other Side
My Baby Daughter
A Mother
Your Friendship Has Always Been The Answer
A Grandmother’s Words
The Light
Every Day
A Wedding Poem
Dedication To My Daughter
The Clock
The Model Of The Night
My Days Of The Week
The Other Side
A Child’s Remembrance
From Far Away To Near
The Candy Man
The Gun
Him And Me
My King Across The Sea
My Father
Abnormal Train
Kick The Balls
Sugar Shine
Sugar Sher
The Rings Of Life
Fun With Ink
The Best Of Me
The Rule
More Fun With Ink
Strange Range
Jesus The Jock
The Church Of
The Heart And Mind
My Child
Me; The Author
Being The Victim
The Battle Of The Potato Peelers
The Healthy Me
The Fairy Tale Divorce
Life Is Full Of Wants
The Lemon Meringue Pie, The Joint, The Rye, And I
Jealousy, Envy, Bullshit, Concrete Walls And Jesus
Bountiful Treasures Of Rain Drops
Tears Of The World
Raindrops Around The World
My House
Ted
Dr. Phil
Teddy Bears
The Certificate
Inside Computer Joy, Yeah Right!
Only God Can
Haul A Day
Candle Stick
Look For A Smile
Take A Walk
Trials And Tribulations
I Will Tell You What The Point Is
Altercation
The Debate Over Forgiveness
Toothpaste
A Babies Death
My Son
The Man Upstairs
Hero
Zillions Versus Millions
My Holy Grail
I Found The Best
The Miracle Tree
The Day
Treasures
The Movie Of The Night
The Two Fuck Ups
Nothing
Bedroom Eyes
Wondering Heart
Leave It Alone If It Is Not Yours
Truth Hurts
Bring It
Think Of That
He Can Crumble The Mountains
Configurations
Hundreds Of Poems
Creations
A Piece Of The Mind
Jesus Christ And God Damn
Stars
Creating
Something About You And I
I Want To Thank All Of You
Whole And Real Dreams Of Day
You Played The Game
Mary Jane
Light Of Your Life
I Love Sleep
On Paradise I Stand
Soon My Paradise Will Come
I Will Let You Eat Me
Tattered Rope
Credit Card
I Wonder What I Would Say To Thee
We May Totally Disagree, But?
I Ran Outside
Make The Heart Grow Fonder
I Got Stoned And I Missed It
Dicks In A Crowd
My Take On Life
Intellectual Poem
The Penny Wishing It Did Not Belong To You
I Am In A Room With Me
The Five Senses
I Had To Get Your Attention
Is Better Than Saying Nothing At All
The Effect
The Electronics Of Your Mind
Beauty Contest
Ghost Writer
Playing The Game
Menstruation Annihlation
Give To Those In The Rubble
Let Us Know Who Reigns Supreme
The Total
Sicker Than A Dicker
The Watching And The Waiting
The Einstein’s
Train Cars Of Stupidity
Their Reign Is Gone
Producing My Qualities
The Flower Is You
Dream Flowers
Ignore To The Ignorant; Explore To The Unexplored
The Makings Of A Great Writer
The Brain And Heart Of The Soul
The Fish Inside Of Me
The Toonie
Roses
Stories Of A Writing Superstar
The Writing Superstar
Me And The Walking Air
The Thump
The Bed
Marble
The Beauty Of A Woman
Too Many Bobs And Robs
There Is Nothing Like A Word
There Is Freedom
I Want The Free
The Others
Do You Like What I Write
The Nub In The Tub
The Jurisdiction
The Inmate
The Thought
The Road Of The Pills
The Game
The Pie
Poor Hot Dog
No Way Neil
He Doesn’t Know Bob
There Is Just Something About It
The Speck
The Story Before And Now
The Legacy Of Timothy
Gus
The Water Of The Sea
The Legend Of Leatherhead
The Akers
Repeat Eat
Punky The Monkey
Kandie And The Candy
Kissing And Kicking
The Norm
What If
The Roach And The Cock
Two Blind Men
The Period Time
Involved?
Only In My Dreams
Chucky And Blucky
The Earth
Cake Walk
Playing With Tions
The Bus And I
Memory Drown
Baby At The Sea
Fire On The Sea
December 29, 2012
Fifty
The Picture
I Am Back
The High To The Down
High Is Just A Lie
Nova
The Letter L
Your Hole
The Chickadee
Poor Linda
The Resolution
Never
The Chase
Matches
Touch
Silence
Number Two
My Girl
The Purpose
The Mirror
Chim, Chimney
Bitch What Are You On
His Name Is Kid Rock
The Fishing Hole
My Imaginary Friend
What Shall I Cook Today?
The Ground Is Your Heart
The Ghost
My Dream
Me And My Glutes
I Want You In My Legacy
Qualities Of You
When Will Your Money Come?
The Universal Dream
Mr Foxy
The Intercourse
Figments
Wicked Deeds
My Impression Of You
The Penny
The Unwanted Troll
Injuries
Clouds
My Peace Is Her
Your Eyes
The Key
Yes
East Witch Versus West Witch
Crossroads
Sunny And Forever More
Mediation
Nikki
Barbie Dolls
God Will Read It
Dark And Sinister
Moving Up The Corporate Ladder
Feedback
Patience
Rain
No Thanks Marijuana
Discrepancies
I Am Clean, Mean, A Machine, And I Have An In Between
Truth And Justice
Wolf Dance
The Cross Of God
My Halo
The Journey
I Have Risen
Success Relies On It
In Order To Grow
Ignorance And Stupidity Versus Intelligence
Unknown Fairy Tales
Attract The Man
I Just Don’t Know
Cake Bake
What Lies Beneath The Circle Of My Hair
Stoned Frog
Of Course
Material And Life
Walk Around The Dead Butterfly
Sherlyn Gajewski
I Will Never Fall
The Color Of The People
What God Did For Me Today
Hope For The Best
Karma
My Radiation Friend
The Book Shelf Of Life
Stitches To Close The Wound
The Urge
Words To A Song
Say No To The Fun Bum
Peace To Anger
My Own Lawyer
The Penny Poem
The Call Of The Penny
Loco Locomotion
Penny In My Pocket
Race Car Of Time
Momma My Chum
You Weren’t My King Or Kong
The Hand
Penny Miracles
The Page Of The Magazine
The Threat Of Oh Henry
Greedy For A Penny
The Snowed In Pennies
The Rash From The Slue
The Christmas Slippers
Seventy Six Wishes
The End Of Freedom Of Fucken Speech Baby
Daytime
Happy Birthday Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, (March 27, 2013)
600 Stars (Written On March 28, 2013)
The Envelope
Time
I Want To Be The One
I Am Not A Chicken Shit
The Purpose
The Ground
Never Destroy A Book
Me And Use, Uce, Oose And Uice
To The Young And The Old; These Words Are Meant For You
Xantheppe
Two Boys From Zambia
The Yak
A Poet Is Who I Am
I Have To Feel Your Vibes
Destiny #2
When Pigs Fly
Molly And Her Dolly
People Watching
Poetry Master
I Am The Master
This Baby Is A Freak
The Permanent Marriage
My North Star
Freedom Of Fucking Speech Baby #1
The Perfect Me
We Can Not Decide
Obstacles
Shingles
Two Different Things
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
About me, Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, author of one of the best poetry books that you will ever read.
I am fifty years old; and I always said that when I was 50 that I was going to publish a book, well here it is baby.
I am independent and free spirited and free worded.
I love to travel. I always wanted to go to Jerusalem; so after I publish this book in Indiana I will be doing that.
If I ever get rich and famous off of this book; I plan on buying a huge cruise ship and inviting all of my friends and family to come and live with me forever but they have to buy their own groceries.
I have always been great in the arts. I am one of the best writers that you will ever see and read. I draw but only cartoons from a picture. I am a great dancer and people always told me that I could have been a choreographer. My voice could have made in on American Idol; win I am not sure. I think I could with the right songs. I am a great cook and people told me that I should have opened up a restaurant.
But writing is my passion, always has been since I have been a little girl and always will be. To go down in history as one of the great writers of all time would be a dream come true.
I am a wild sort of person I guess. I do not drink or do drugs but I love to have fun if and when the time is right.
I love summer as you will see in my writings. I love getting dropped off in the middle of the lake with just me and swimming and lying on my back on an air mattress for hours on end just baking in the hot sun.
I am a heavy metal kind of girl. I love Motley Crue, Guns and Roses, AC DC, Kid Rock, and Shania Twain is the only country music that I like and will listen too. I love Lady Gaga with her theatrical lyrics and music, one of the best writers and singers ever.
Listening to Kid Rock, or Motley Crue full blast so the whole town can hear it in the summer is what I like the best and these are the occasions where I would smoke a little cabbage and drink a little beer, never over doing it, and just having the best of times with friends and family. That is what life is all about, having a blast.
And that is what this book is a blast. It is not for the timid and shy readers, so enjoy what this wild natured and wild mind have to offer. Enjoy the ride of a mind that is not afraid to speak and put her words on paper for everyone to read.
Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, shy of vocabulary never.
A VISION OF GOD
A VISION OF GOD
On my way to I didn’t know where;
I was leaving my world behind;
I was looking for peace and happiness,
I knew that I had to find.
I started on my destination,
Which way I didn’t care;
And I thought that if I stayed behind,
I would never get anywhere.
I slept in the rain and wind,
The night air was damp and cold;
But I held fast to my dream,
And to that promise I did hold.
I had almost given up,
On my pursuit of something new;
But every morning that would come and pass,
I would get up and begin anew.
Something kept me walking,
East or west I did not know;
It felt like something was about to happen,
What it was I did not know.
I felt starved and weak with hunger,
It felt like the end was near;
I was frightened for myself,
And I had a dying fear.
So on and on I walked,
On the endless rocky ground;
Too tired to walk another mile,
I was too sick to hear a sound.
Then I heard the thunder crack and saw the lightning strike,
And the skies parted wide;
I felt scared at the thought of not knowing,
I felt like running away to look for a place to hide.
Then I heard a loud voice,
From the skies up above;
"Do not be afraid and run in fear my son; for it is, I your God from heaven above.
Where you are going my son problems exist there to
"Turn back and face your problems that you have at home my son,
Then you will find peace and happiness and your destiny will be done.
But if you wish to go forth,
Go ahead and see;
You may find what you are searching for,
But that is not your destiny.
Peace and happiness, is everyone’s desire;
Don’t go looking at life with hate and despair,
Its beauty and wisdom one must admire.
And if you ever feel like talking,
You will always know that I am here;
You must look to me for guidance,
And know that you must not fear.
I will handle all of your life’s problems,
If you work hard to set them free;
But you must trust and give me your love,
But most of all you must believe in me."
I looked at the vision,
Up in the sky;
I knew that I had found my peace,
And I began to cry.
I bowed to the Lord,
To this God of ours;
Than as if by magic this sandy, desolate, desert land, bloomed millions and millions of colored flowers.
Green grass bloomed,
Animals appeared;
Birds flew high,
And the rivers flowed clear.
The skies were blue,
The sun brightly shone;
The wind died down,
And the rain was gone.
I fell to my knees,
And I began to pray;
I didn’t know how,
But I tried anyway.
God
, I said,
"I have found the way;
I want you in my heart,
I want you to stay.
Never leave,
Stay with me;
For I have found the light,
You have given me new eyes to see."
As the vision began to fade, God said,
"Starting now each of your days will begin anew;
So go in peace my child,
God be with you."
I stared at the vision,
Until it faded away;
But it was molded in my heart,
Like a bright new ray
I had a long way to go,
To reach my home;
But now there was something different,
I would never be alone.
I had a friend a confidant,
To talk to day and night;
To share my hopes, secrets and dreams;
Someone who will guide me to do what is right.
So I turned around,
And I followed my track;
I was going home,
I was going back.
I walked through fields,
Of golden wheat;
Mountains high,
And rivers that meet.
I felt a hand hold mine,
An invisible hand that I couldn’t see;
But if felt his presence near,
God was coming home with me.
My daughter Regent memorized this whole poem for school when she was in grade 6. I was so proud of her.
THE VOICES OF THE WOMEN
This poem is dedicated to all of the grandmothers, mothers, daughters, pregnant teenagers and little girls. Dedicated also to all the women in the world who have and who are suffering.
Voices, voices, a thousand; thousand voices;
Whispering, whispering; the time has come for choices.
This poem is dedicated to all the grandmothers, mothers, daughters, pregnant teenagers, little girls, and to all the single women out there in the world.
These women have the voice of strength and power;
That is never afraid of fear.
The voice that speaks up loud and clear;
And never stumbles mute.
They have the voice of knowing right from wrong; and a mind knowing to choose the positive.
The voice of pride and dignity; which makes them rise up tall.
They have the voice of confidence and control which makes them look you in the eye.
The voice that makes a difference;
And never stagnates in a soured world.
They have the voice of love and caring;
When it seems that there is no one there who cares.
They have a voice of hope and understanding; in a world of crying pain.
They have the voice of faithful truth; which is honored and never will lie.
They have the voice of life learned wisdom; which was fought time and again, but never died.
They have the voice of knowing that they have a voice;
To be reckoned with throughout the day.
They have a voice of tenderness and compassion; which lies an assuring hand.
They have the voice of many cultures,
All with a common bond;
To be knows as an equal, and to not be played upon.
They have the voice of the loudest volume; to make sure that they are heard.
They have the voice that takes away the tears;
Of the angered, saddened, and pained.
A voice that always offers,
Help to those in constant need.
They have the power of courage and dedication to look after their loved one’s in time of need.
The voice that rings out with laughter;
That puts a smile on your face.
They have the voice that lets out secrets, but only the secrets of the good.
The voice that was once considered forgotten; is forgotten no more.
They have the sweetest voice of a woman;
No man could ever resist.
The voice of man’s equal;
But of course they are the better half.
They have the voice that once was silenced;
But will be silenced never more.
The voice that once was a whisper; to a voice that booms out strong.
And the voice that has turned into power;
That is the voice that is here to forever stay.
For this is the voice of us women;
That is made equal by the hands of God.
It is the voice of the angels;
Who will never, hide behind the voice of the man.
Voices, voices, now a million, million voice; never whispering, whispering,
The time has come for choices.
ODE TO A HOOKER;
(born March 27, 1972)
She walks the streets of darkness,
And she heads down to the stroll;
She becomes a part of the shadows, as she looks for a strangers glow.
Girls line up the sidewalks,
They are all looking for the same;
A chance to make the money,
From the men who will play their game.
A hooker, call girl, prostitute,
Her body she does share;
From fifty to one hundred dollars,
This lady sells her wares.
She stands on her selected corner,
And waits for passersby;
Some look at her with disgust,
So she turns away her eyes.
She looks upon the other girls,
The ones who are just like her;
The ladies of the evening,
All dressed up in furs.
In fishnet stockings, and five inch heels,
They walk back and forth a mile;
In miniskirts and halter tops,
They display their feminine wiles.
The streets are almost deserted,
Except for only some;
The men make their selection,
And leave with their chosen one.
One by one they disappear,
These hookers of the night;
And back again they come to stand, under the security of the street light.
A lonely man comes up to her,
He eyes her up and down;
He could be from this city, or a made up little town.
His real name could be Bob,
A name that she will never know;
They hide behind a disguise,
And like the wind they come and go.
She gets into his car,
She is scared so much she shakes;
And she prays to God to keep her safe, because her profession has high risk stakes.
She closes her eyes in silent prayer,
A belief that she holds very strong;
An angel at his mercy,
But in his eyes she has done wrong.
She wonders if she will return,
Or be found somewhere dead and cold;
Be kidnapped and be tortured,
Or to the underground will she be sold.
He takes her away,
Sometimes away too far;
And he has his way with her in the back seat of his car.
She asks for her fee,
But sometimes she forgets;
It is the heat of the moment,
That could wind up as a losing bet.
He takes her away,
Sometimes away too far;
And he has his way with her in the back seat of his car.
She could drown in their passion,
Be off somewhere in space;
They could use her to their advantage, while they take off her dress of lace.
She holds them tighter to her body,
And hears their cries from deep within;
It is an ecstasy that is paid for even though it is a sin.
She tells them that they are wonderful,
The best that she has ever had;
She is making someone happy, which in her thinking is not bad.
She whispers the sweet little nothings,
They want so desperately to hear;
If even for only a moment,
It makes their loneliness disappear.
He drops her off where he picked her up,
She looks the same as she did before;
She gets out of his car and says goodbye,
As she forever closes the door.
One time she went away,
On her mission to fulfill;
They found her body raped, strangled dead, lying naked beside a beautiful hill.
She was only 16 years old,
A child in her prime;
They have never found the man, who had done this hideous crime.
She never made it home this time,
They buried her deep inside;
That cold and blacked ground,
She thought that she would never lie.
So now she has paid her due,
And has lost in a game of chance;
Life dealt her a losing hand, in a hateful game of fake romance.
Now she lies in a lonely grave,
And leaves us behind to mourn;
For the beautiful girl she should have been,
And who has left our hearts shattered and torn.
She died: April 2, 1988.
My daughter was born a year after that on April 20, 1989.
CANDORA 248
This was a community center that I went to in the early 1990s. It was my first experience with community centres in one of the worst areas of Edmonton, and I thank God for them. At that time I wasn’t writing, and it brought it back to me; I wrote this poem, and The Voices of the Women. It brought so much to my life, and this is my way of thanking them. It was a program that I took their called Personal and Community Enrichment, (PACE for short). It changed me and made me a better person, and this was my thanks to them. That course made me start believing in myself and my writing again. I want to tell those who read this to always check the community centers out; they are a great place for programs and new friendships.
Personal community development is what Candora 248 is all about.
It is the best community project in Edmonton,
So take a gander and check it out.
In the midst of all this chaos,
Of gangs, poverty, and abuse;
It is a committee that pulls together, and helps us to prepare a truce.
A community center linked to our families and children,
That can make a difference in their lives;
And for