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Freedom of F-----g Speech Baby is the perfect title for this book, for it is what we all want to be. Its a no holds barred book with words unhidden and unhindered. I am so glad that I live in a country that allows me to have this freedom of speech and that has allowed me to write this book and I am one who is not afraid to use this opportunity to its fullest extent.

This is an author who will never shy away from using strong vocabulary. Some of my thoughts and vocabulary that are used in this book may shock you and make you shake your head in disbelief. This book is not for the timid and shy readers. It is graphic and modern, because that is what we have become in 2013; very descriptive and contemporary. So enjoy what this wild natured mind has to offer the writing world. Enjoy the trip of a mind that is not afraid to speak and put her words on paper for everyone to read. This book portrays a woman of confidence that is shown in her writings and she has written some self- help and healing poems that will turn you into the self-assured person that you should be. That is why I chose the title Freedom Of F---ing Speech baby, because I believe that everyone should have that opportunity to write and speak freely because it shows a great sense of confidence. To me there is nothing better for a writer than writing whatever you feel at the time and if it is uncensored it makes its all the better; and having the chance to make a book of these feelings is one of the greatest achievements a person can offer to the world. I thank you for this opportunity.
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Release dateMay 20, 2013
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Freedom of F-----G Speech Baby
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Sherlyn Gajewski

Sherlyn always said that when she turned fifty years old that she was going to publish a book; well here it is baby. Sherlyn has been writing ever since she could remember. She remembers sitting in an empty classroom at school smoking out the window and typing out her poetry. Her love and passion for writing keeps her awake at night and wakes her from sleep only to grab that pen and paper to write things down, she will always give her writing the best. She is very strong, independent and charismatic. She loves to travel and always wanted to go to Jerusalem; so after she publishes this book in Indianapolis that is where she will be going. If she ever gets rich and famous off of this book; she plans on buying a huge cruise ship and inviting all of her friends and family to come and live with her there but they have to buy their own groceries. She has always been great in the arts. She is one of the best writers in this modern day and age. The only thing she can’t do in the arts is play an instrument. But writing has always been her passion and has been since she was a little girl. To go down in history as one of the great writers of all time would be a dream come true for her. She is a free spirited want to be wild child. She does not drink or do drugs which she is totally against but she loves to have fun when the time is right which is most often. She loves God, writing, the sun, her daughter and her granddaughter Blakely. To her those are the four most important things in life.

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    Freedom of F-----G Speech Baby - Sherlyn Gajewski

    © 2013 by Sherlyn Gajewski. All rights reserved.

    No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

    Published by AuthorHouse    05/16/2013

    ISBN: 978-1-4817-5029-5 (sc)

    ISBN: 978-1-4817-5028-8 (hc)

    ISBN: 978-1-4817-5027-1 (e)

    Library of Congress Control Number: 2013908586

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    Because of the dynamic nature of the Internet, any web addresses or links contained in this book may have changed since publication and may no longer be valid. The views expressed in this work are solely those of the author and do not necessarily reflect the views of the publisher, and the publisher hereby disclaims any responsibility for them.

    CONTENTS

    A Vision Of God

    A Vision Of God

    The Voices Of The Women

    Ode To A Hooker; (Born March 27, 1972)

    Candora 248

    Ode To A Stripper

    Poems I Wrote In School

    We Found Something New

    A Promise That I Hope You Keep

    Call Me

    You Should Have Listened

    The Blooming Of Love

    Loneliness

    The Little White Dove In Gallilee

    Shyness

    Making Believe

    Please Don’t Go Away

    You

    The Good Birdie

    The Mountain

    I Am Sorry

    Strive For Your Future

    When Will I See You Again?

    I Will Still Love You

    The First Time

    Seasons Of Love

    Thinking About Summer In The Winter

    Love Overpowered By Madness

    I Was Wrong, Yeah Right

    School

    Outer Space Earthlings

    What Is A Rainbow?

    Life

    Reminiscing

    The Vow

    The Story Of A Dying Love But Not Of A Dying Heart

    Winter

    The Days Of Snowy Gray Have Finally Gone Away

    A Makeover

    Problems Handled, Problems Solved

    True Love

    Gloomy Thoughts Of Winter Time

    The Turn Around

    The Night

    Trails

    My Friend

    I Believe

    Oh Those Boys

    Ode To The Apple

    I Became What You Needed From Me

    I Thought That It Was You

    Alone

    Playing Coy

    Caroline

    God Please Free Me

    I Made It

    Newest Poems I Wrote

    The Definition Of A Native Beauty

    Coveted Holidays

    The Angry Peaceful Sea

    In The Water Thou Shall Not Float

    A New Language

    Blayce Won The Race

    I Went To My Heavenly Chair

    Serenity

    Drinking Rum And Playing Bum

    My Lifes Hits And Misses

    Our Coveted Thunder

    Something That Only I Can Acquire

    I Am The Waving Queen

    In And Out Thoughts

    Good Repetition

    The Marriage Between Oh Henry And Sweet Marie

    The Ghosts Of Drake And Jake

    Joe

    Pinkles And The Red Rose

    Mood Swing Trip

    Mark, Sherlyn And Tootsie

    Bitches

    My Kingdom At The Top

    Watch And Beware

    The Story Of Amanda Todd

    Dealings

    To The Child That Once Was Amanda Todd

    Homeless Lives

    Only God Builds The House

    The Potholes On The Road

    New York City

    The Haunting

    The Flame

    Not My Fault You Were Late

    I Will Climb Past The Top

    New Recipes For The Hungry Palet

    Untitled Poems

    The Fantasy Honeymoon Of The Minature Me

    Every Poem Is Untitled

    The Race Is On

    The Race

    Words Turned Into Ashes

    Words From A Mind In Heat

    One Night In Bangkok

    The Stoner Is Doing Good

    The Stage

    Applause

    The Poet Of Facebook

    The Weed Will One Day Wed

    Snowflakes

    Difference In A Time Of Need

    Coco Bongo Star

    A Look Of Disbelief

    The Conductor And Me

    A Game For Fame

    The Tractor In The Snow

    Appetite

    Eggs And Socks

    The Blue Collar Gothic Cowboy

    The Indianapolis 600

    Intelligent Yes, Mature, To A Point

    If It Is Broken And Works For You Leave It Alone

    North, South, East, West And God

    Swan Song

    Cow, Sow Or A Big Bow Wow

    Internet Stalker

    Blue Sky

    Broken Stones

    Not Only On Sunday

    Brilliant People

    So Baby Let It Go

    The Garden And Water In The Sky

    He Is Looking Down At You

    The Eyes And The Asshole

    Broken Soul

    Goodbye To The Man On The Internet

    The Boy

    Dave

    I Will Go With Thee

    Tea Towels

    Significant Signs From God

    Sufficient

    Mrs. Styers

    Unwind

    Disarmed

    Rise Up And Hit The Road Sher

    Jim And Kim

    Cross My Line

    The Sadness Core

    Southern Country

    Writers Block

    Lonely

    Nine Days, Nine Words, Nine Rhymes

    In My Peace Of Death

    Me

    The Tree Dump

    My Inspiration Poem I Wrote To Myself (For The Book I Want To Be My Own Lawyer)

    The Ironic Tale Of The Word Belief And God

    Fuck You? I Fuck Me!

    The Stars Of Light

    He Draws The Line Of Me

    Fucked Up And Not Fucked

    Delving Of The Mind

    Words

    The Resume Of A Writer

    Overpowering Power

    A New School Year

    Be The Best That You Can Be

    Adios Mexico

    Food Combination Number 5

    The Time Is Near

    Lust, Not Love

    A Hermit

    My Obsession With Numbers Three, Six And Nine And The Breaks

    In Between

    Internet Obsession

    The Contradiction

    The Lady In Blue

    My Human Male Welfare Cheque

    The Wild Side

    Levon

    The Empty Vase

    The Other Side

    My Baby Daughter

    A Mother

    Your Friendship Has Always Been The Answer

    A Grandmother’s Words

    The Light

    Every Day

    A Wedding Poem

    Dedication To My Daughter

    The Clock

    The Model Of The Night

    My Days Of The Week

    The Other Side

    A Child’s Remembrance

    From Far Away To Near

    The Candy Man

    The Gun

    Him And Me

    My King Across The Sea

    My Father

    Abnormal Train

    Kick The Balls

    Sugar Shine

    Sugar Sher

    The Rings Of Life

    Fun With Ink

    The Best Of Me

    The Rule

    More Fun With Ink

    Strange Range

    Jesus The Jock

    The Church Of

    The Heart And Mind

    My Child

    Me; The Author

    Being The Victim

    The Battle Of The Potato Peelers

    The Healthy Me

    The Fairy Tale Divorce

    Life Is Full Of Wants

    The Lemon Meringue Pie, The Joint, The Rye, And I

    Jealousy, Envy, Bullshit, Concrete Walls And Jesus

    Bountiful Treasures Of Rain Drops

    Tears Of The World

    Raindrops Around The World

    My House

    Ted

    Dr. Phil

    Teddy Bears

    The Certificate

    Inside Computer Joy, Yeah Right!

    Only God Can

    Haul A Day

    Candle Stick

    Look For A Smile

    Take A Walk

    Trials And Tribulations

    I Will Tell You What The Point Is

    Altercation

    The Debate Over Forgiveness

    Toothpaste

    A Babies Death

    My Son

    The Man Upstairs

    Hero

    Zillions Versus Millions

    My Holy Grail

    I Found The Best

    The Miracle Tree

    The Day

    Treasures

    The Movie Of The Night

    The Two Fuck Ups

    Nothing

    Bedroom Eyes

    Wondering Heart

    Leave It Alone If It Is Not Yours

    Truth Hurts

    Bring It

    Think Of That

    He Can Crumble The Mountains

    Configurations

    Hundreds Of Poems

    Creations

    A Piece Of The Mind

    Jesus Christ And God Damn

    Stars

    Creating

    Something About You And I

    I Want To Thank All Of You

    Whole And Real Dreams Of Day

    You Played The Game

    Mary Jane

    Light Of Your Life

    I Love Sleep

    On Paradise I Stand

    Soon My Paradise Will Come

    I Will Let You Eat Me

    Tattered Rope

    Credit Card

    I Wonder What I Would Say To Thee

    We May Totally Disagree, But?

    I Ran Outside

    Make The Heart Grow Fonder

    I Got Stoned And I Missed It

    Dicks In A Crowd

    My Take On Life

    Intellectual Poem

    The Penny Wishing It Did Not Belong To You

    I Am In A Room With Me

    The Five Senses

    I Had To Get Your Attention

    Is Better Than Saying Nothing At All

    The Effect

    The Electronics Of Your Mind

    Beauty Contest

    Ghost Writer

    Playing The Game

    Menstruation Annihlation

    Give To Those In The Rubble

    Let Us Know Who Reigns Supreme

    The Total

    Sicker Than A Dicker

    The Watching And The Waiting

    The Einstein’s

    Train Cars Of Stupidity

    Their Reign Is Gone

    Producing My Qualities

    The Flower Is You

    Dream Flowers

    Ignore To The Ignorant; Explore To The Unexplored

    The Makings Of A Great Writer

    The Brain And Heart Of The Soul

    The Fish Inside Of Me

    The Toonie

    Roses

    Stories Of A Writing Superstar

    The Writing Superstar

    Me And The Walking Air

    The Thump

    The Bed

    Marble

    The Beauty Of A Woman

    Too Many Bobs And Robs

    There Is Nothing Like A Word

    There Is Freedom

    I Want The Free

    The Others

    Do You Like What I Write

    The Nub In The Tub

    The Jurisdiction

    The Inmate

    The Thought

    The Road Of The Pills

    The Game

    The Pie

    Poor Hot Dog

    No Way Neil

    He Doesn’t Know Bob

    There Is Just Something About It

    The Speck

    The Story Before And Now

    The Legacy Of Timothy

    Gus

    The Water Of The Sea

    The Legend Of Leatherhead

    The Akers

    Repeat Eat

    Punky The Monkey

    Kandie And The Candy

    Kissing And Kicking

    The Norm

    What If

    The Roach And The Cock

    Two Blind Men

    The Period Time

    Involved?

    Only In My Dreams

    Chucky And Blucky

    The Earth

    Cake Walk

    Playing With Tions

    The Bus And I

    Memory Drown

    Baby At The Sea

    Fire On The Sea

    December 29, 2012

    Fifty

    The Picture

    I Am Back

    The High To The Down

    High Is Just A Lie

    Nova

    The Letter L

    Your Hole

    The Chickadee

    Poor Linda

    The Resolution

    Never

    The Chase

    Matches

    Touch

    Silence

    Number Two

    My Girl

    The Purpose

    The Mirror

    Chim, Chimney

    Bitch What Are You On

    His Name Is Kid Rock

    The Fishing Hole

    My Imaginary Friend

    What Shall I Cook Today?

    The Ground Is Your Heart

    The Ghost

    My Dream

    Me And My Glutes

    I Want You In My Legacy

    Qualities Of You

    When Will Your Money Come?

    The Universal Dream

    Mr Foxy

    The Intercourse

    Figments

    Wicked Deeds

    My Impression Of You

    The Penny

    The Unwanted Troll

    Injuries

    Clouds

    My Peace Is Her

    Your Eyes

    The Key

    Yes

    East Witch Versus West Witch

    Crossroads

    Sunny And Forever More

    Mediation

    Nikki

    Barbie Dolls

    God Will Read It

    Dark And Sinister

    Moving Up The Corporate Ladder

    Feedback

    Patience

    Rain

    No Thanks Marijuana

    Discrepancies

    I Am Clean, Mean, A Machine, And I Have An In Between

    Truth And Justice

    Wolf Dance

    The Cross Of God

    My Halo

    The Journey

    I Have Risen

    Success Relies On It

    In Order To Grow

    Ignorance And Stupidity Versus Intelligence

    Unknown Fairy Tales

    Attract The Man

    I Just Don’t Know

    Cake Bake

    What Lies Beneath The Circle Of My Hair

    Stoned Frog

    Of Course

    Material And Life

    Walk Around The Dead Butterfly

    Sherlyn Gajewski

    I Will Never Fall

    Facebook

    The Color Of The People

    What God Did For Me Today

    Hope For The Best

    Karma

    My Radiation Friend

    The Book Shelf Of Life

    Stitches To Close The Wound

    The Urge

    Words To A Song

    Say No To The Fun Bum

    Peace To Anger

    My Own Lawyer

    The Penny Poem

    The Call Of The Penny

    Loco Locomotion

    Penny In My Pocket

    Race Car Of Time

    Momma My Chum

    You Weren’t My King Or Kong

    The Hand

    Penny Miracles

    The Page Of The Magazine

    The Threat Of Oh Henry

    Greedy For A Penny

    The Snowed In Pennies

    The Rash From The Slue

    The Christmas Slippers

    Seventy Six Wishes

    The End Of Freedom Of Fucken Speech Baby

    Daytime

    Happy Birthday Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, (March 27, 2013)

    600 Stars (Written On March 28, 2013)

    The Envelope

    Time

    I Want To Be The One

    I Am Not A Chicken Shit

    The Purpose

    The Ground

    Never Destroy A Book

    Me And Use, Uce, Oose And Uice

    To The Young And The Old; These Words Are Meant For You

    Xantheppe

    Two Boys From Zambia

    The Yak

    A Poet Is Who I Am

    I Have To Feel Your Vibes

    Destiny #2

    When Pigs Fly

    Molly And Her Dolly

    People Watching

    Poetry Master

    I Am The Master

    This Baby Is A Freak

    The Permanent Marriage

    My North Star

    Freedom Of Fucking Speech Baby #1

    The Perfect Me

    We Can Not Decide

    Obstacles

    Shingles

    Two Different Things

    ABOUT THE AUTHOR

    About me, Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, author of one of the best poetry books that you will ever read.

    I am fifty years old; and I always said that when I was 50 that I was going to publish a book, well here it is baby.

    I am independent and free spirited and free worded.

    I love to travel. I always wanted to go to Jerusalem; so after I publish this book in Indiana I will be doing that.

    If I ever get rich and famous off of this book; I plan on buying a huge cruise ship and inviting all of my friends and family to come and live with me forever but they have to buy their own groceries.

    I have always been great in the arts. I am one of the best writers that you will ever see and read. I draw but only cartoons from a picture. I am a great dancer and people always told me that I could have been a choreographer. My voice could have made in on American Idol; win I am not sure. I think I could with the right songs. I am a great cook and people told me that I should have opened up a restaurant.

    But writing is my passion, always has been since I have been a little girl and always will be. To go down in history as one of the great writers of all time would be a dream come true.

    I am a wild sort of person I guess. I do not drink or do drugs but I love to have fun if and when the time is right.

    I love summer as you will see in my writings. I love getting dropped off in the middle of the lake with just me and swimming and lying on my back on an air mattress for hours on end just baking in the hot sun.

    I am a heavy metal kind of girl. I love Motley Crue, Guns and Roses, AC DC, Kid Rock, and Shania Twain is the only country music that I like and will listen too. I love Lady Gaga with her theatrical lyrics and music, one of the best writers and singers ever.

    Listening to Kid Rock, or Motley Crue full blast so the whole town can hear it in the summer is what I like the best and these are the occasions where I would smoke a little cabbage and drink a little beer, never over doing it, and just having the best of times with friends and family. That is what life is all about, having a blast.

    And that is what this book is a blast. It is not for the timid and shy readers, so enjoy what this wild natured and wild mind have to offer. Enjoy the ride of a mind that is not afraid to speak and put her words on paper for everyone to read.

    Sherlyn Joan Marie Gajewski, shy of vocabulary never.

    A VISION OF GOD

    A VISION OF GOD

    On my way to I didn’t know where;

    I was leaving my world behind;

    I was looking for peace and happiness,

    I knew that I had to find.

    I started on my destination,

    Which way I didn’t care;

    And I thought that if I stayed behind,

    I would never get anywhere.

    I slept in the rain and wind,

    The night air was damp and cold;

    But I held fast to my dream,

    And to that promise I did hold.

    I had almost given up,

    On my pursuit of something new;

    But every morning that would come and pass,

    I would get up and begin anew.

    Something kept me walking,

    East or west I did not know;

    It felt like something was about to happen,

    What it was I did not know.

    I felt starved and weak with hunger,

    It felt like the end was near;

    I was frightened for myself,

    And I had a dying fear.

    So on and on I walked,

    On the endless rocky ground;

    Too tired to walk another mile,

    I was too sick to hear a sound.

    Then I heard the thunder crack and saw the lightning strike,

    And the skies parted wide;

    I felt scared at the thought of not knowing,

    I felt like running away to look for a place to hide.

    Then I heard a loud voice,

    From the skies up above;

    "Do not be afraid and run in fear my son; for it is, I your God from heaven above.

    Where you are going my son problems exist there to

    "Turn back and face your problems that you have at home my son,

    Then you will find peace and happiness and your destiny will be done.

    But if you wish to go forth,

    Go ahead and see;

    You may find what you are searching for,

    But that is not your destiny.

    Peace and happiness, is everyone’s desire;

    Don’t go looking at life with hate and despair,

    Its beauty and wisdom one must admire.

    And if you ever feel like talking,

    You will always know that I am here;

    You must look to me for guidance,

    And know that you must not fear.

    I will handle all of your life’s problems,

    If you work hard to set them free;

    But you must trust and give me your love,

    But most of all you must believe in me."

    I looked at the vision,

    Up in the sky;

    I knew that I had found my peace,

    And I began to cry.

    I bowed to the Lord,

    To this God of ours;

    Than as if by magic this sandy, desolate, desert land, bloomed millions and millions of colored flowers.

    Green grass bloomed,

    Animals appeared;

    Birds flew high,

    And the rivers flowed clear.

    The skies were blue,

    The sun brightly shone;

    The wind died down,

    And the rain was gone.

    I fell to my knees,

    And I began to pray;

    I didn’t know how,

    But I tried anyway.

    God , I said,

    "I have found the way;

    I want you in my heart,

    I want you to stay.

    Never leave,

    Stay with me;

    For I have found the light,

    You have given me new eyes to see."

    As the vision began to fade, God said,

    "Starting now each of your days will begin anew;

    So go in peace my child,

    God be with you."

    I stared at the vision,

    Until it faded away;

    But it was molded in my heart,

    Like a bright new ray

    I had a long way to go,

    To reach my home;

    But now there was something different,

    I would never be alone.

    I had a friend a confidant,

    To talk to day and night;

    To share my hopes, secrets and dreams;

    Someone who will guide me to do what is right.

    So I turned around,

    And I followed my track;

    I was going home,

    I was going back.

    I walked through fields,

    Of golden wheat;

    Mountains high,

    And rivers that meet.

    I felt a hand hold mine,

    An invisible hand that I couldn’t see;

    But if felt his presence near,

    God was coming home with me.

    My daughter Regent memorized this whole poem for school when she was in grade 6. I was so proud of her.

    THE VOICES OF THE WOMEN

    This poem is dedicated to all of the grandmothers, mothers, daughters, pregnant teenagers and little girls. Dedicated also to all the women in the world who have and who are suffering.

    Voices, voices, a thousand; thousand voices;

    Whispering, whispering; the time has come for choices.

    This poem is dedicated to all the grandmothers, mothers, daughters, pregnant teenagers, little girls, and to all the single women out there in the world.

    These women have the voice of strength and power;

    That is never afraid of fear.

    The voice that speaks up loud and clear;

    And never stumbles mute.

    They have the voice of knowing right from wrong; and a mind knowing to choose the positive.

    The voice of pride and dignity; which makes them rise up tall.

    They have the voice of confidence and control which makes them look you in the eye.

    The voice that makes a difference;

    And never stagnates in a soured world.

    They have the voice of love and caring;

    When it seems that there is no one there who cares.

    They have a voice of hope and understanding; in a world of crying pain.

    They have the voice of faithful truth; which is honored and never will lie.

    They have the voice of life learned wisdom; which was fought time and again, but never died.

    They have the voice of knowing that they have a voice;

    To be reckoned with throughout the day.

    They have a voice of tenderness and compassion; which lies an assuring hand.

    They have the voice of many cultures,

    All with a common bond;

    To be knows as an equal, and to not be played upon.

    They have the voice of the loudest volume; to make sure that they are heard.

    They have the voice that takes away the tears;

    Of the angered, saddened, and pained.

    A voice that always offers,

    Help to those in constant need.

    They have the power of courage and dedication to look after their loved one’s in time of need.

    The voice that rings out with laughter;

    That puts a smile on your face.

    They have the voice that lets out secrets, but only the secrets of the good.

    The voice that was once considered forgotten; is forgotten no more.

    They have the sweetest voice of a woman;

    No man could ever resist.

    The voice of man’s equal;

    But of course they are the better half.

    They have the voice that once was silenced;

    But will be silenced never more.

    The voice that once was a whisper; to a voice that booms out strong.

    And the voice that has turned into power;

    That is the voice that is here to forever stay.

    For this is the voice of us women;

    That is made equal by the hands of God.

    It is the voice of the angels;

    Who will never, hide behind the voice of the man.

    Voices, voices, now a million, million voice; never whispering, whispering,

    The time has come for choices.

    ODE TO A HOOKER;

     (born March 27, 1972)

    She walks the streets of darkness,

    And she heads down to the stroll;

    She becomes a part of the shadows, as she looks for a strangers glow.

    Girls line up the sidewalks,

    They are all looking for the same;

    A chance to make the money,

    From the men who will play their game.

    A hooker, call girl, prostitute,

    Her body she does share;

    From fifty to one hundred dollars,

    This lady sells her wares.

    She stands on her selected corner,

    And waits for passersby;

    Some look at her with disgust,

    So she turns away her eyes.

    She looks upon the other girls,

    The ones who are just like her;

    The ladies of the evening,

    All dressed up in furs.

    In fishnet stockings, and five inch heels,

    They walk back and forth a mile;

    In miniskirts and halter tops,

    They display their feminine wiles.

    The streets are almost deserted,

    Except for only some;

    The men make their selection,

    And leave with their chosen one.

    One by one they disappear,

    These hookers of the night;

    And back again they come to stand, under the security of the street light.

    A lonely man comes up to her,

    He eyes her up and down;

    He could be from this city, or a made up little town.

    His real name could be Bob,

    A name that she will never know;

    They hide behind a disguise,

    And like the wind they come and go.

    She gets into his car,

    She is scared so much she shakes;

    And she prays to God to keep her safe, because her profession has high risk stakes.

    She closes her eyes in silent prayer,

    A belief that she holds very strong;

    An angel at his mercy,

    But in his eyes she has done wrong.

    She wonders if she will return,

    Or be found somewhere dead and cold;

    Be kidnapped and be tortured,

    Or to the underground will she be sold.

    He takes her away,

    Sometimes away too far;

    And he has his way with her in the back seat of his car.

    She asks for her fee,

    But sometimes she forgets;

    It is the heat of the moment,

    That could wind up as a losing bet.

    He takes her away,

    Sometimes away too far;

    And he has his way with her in the back seat of his car.

    She could drown in their passion,

    Be off somewhere in space;

    They could use her to their advantage, while they take off her dress of lace.

    She holds them tighter to her body,

    And hears their cries from deep within;

    It is an ecstasy that is paid for even though it is a sin.

    She tells them that they are wonderful,

    The best that she has ever had;

    She is making someone happy, which in her thinking is not bad.

    She whispers the sweet little nothings,

    They want so desperately to hear;

    If even for only a moment,

    It makes their loneliness disappear.

    He drops her off where he picked her up,

    She looks the same as she did before;

    She gets out of his car and says goodbye,

    As she forever closes the door.

    One time she went away,

    On her mission to fulfill;

    They found her body raped, strangled dead, lying naked beside a beautiful hill.

    She was only 16 years old,

    A child in her prime;

    They have never found the man, who had done this hideous crime.

    She never made it home this time,

    They buried her deep inside;

    That cold and blacked ground,

    She thought that she would never lie.

    So now she has paid her due,

    And has lost in a game of chance;

    Life dealt her a losing hand, in a hateful game of fake romance.

    Now she lies in a lonely grave,

    And leaves us behind to mourn;

    For the beautiful girl she should have been,

    And who has left our hearts shattered and torn.

    She died: April 2, 1988.

    My daughter was born a year after that on April 20, 1989.

    CANDORA 248

    This was a community center that I went to in the early 1990s. It was my first experience with community centres in one of the worst areas of Edmonton, and I thank God for them. At that time I wasn’t writing, and it brought it back to me; I wrote this poem, and The Voices of the Women. It brought so much to my life, and this is my way of thanking them. It was a program that I took their called Personal and Community Enrichment, (PACE for short). It changed me and made me a better person, and this was my thanks to them. That course made me start believing in myself and my writing again. I want to tell those who read this to always check the community centers out; they are a great place for programs and new friendships.

    Personal community development is what Candora 248 is all about.

    It is the best community project in Edmonton,

    So take a gander and check it out.

    In the midst of all this chaos,

    Of gangs, poverty, and abuse;

    It is a committee that pulls together, and helps us to prepare a truce.

    A community center linked to our families and children,

    That can make a difference in their lives;

    And for

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