No Weapon Formed Against Me Will Ever Be More Than I Can Bare

By Empress I’ Mel

Come with me on a poetical journey of a lifetime.

Through the joys, realisations, painful aspects and experiences in my life. In this book you are bound to experience every form of emotion going. You will see how much times I fell or was failed before I finally stood back up. Throughout this book you will be inspired in every shape and form at times I also offer further advice into certain experiences of life and how we can do our best to turn it all around. We should not allow ourselves to be governed by the things that other people do or say to us. Because you are somebody all on your own and you have been someone since you was conceived. The title of this book is Biblical and it locks together the awesome promises which God gave to us. Which are No weapon formed against you shall prosper and that God will Never allow you to go through more than you can bare.

Read the book and you will be aware of that promise at work in my life and yours also. This book can help those who have gone through or are going through to regain some hope and to take back power from their pain

My dream for this book is that it will serve as a manual for those
Who think there is no escape from the pain. Hopeful it will lead them to seek or enter into a life of unique oneness with ones self and understand their connection to the world they experience outside of themselves. Therefore they will no longer be a prisoner of their own captivity.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
• Release date: Feb 18, 2013
• ISBN: 9781481783392

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Published by AuthorHouse 02/13/2013

ISBN: 978-1-4817-8338-5 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4817-8339-2 (e)

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Contents

Acknowledgements And dedications

Are you scared

As It Was so Shall It Be

As the wind blows by

Biblical

Black Man

Black on Black

Black Woman

Bless Those

Bread and butter on a plate

Brighter days

Bye Bye My Brother

Children

Confused

Contridiction Love Me / Hate Me

Diversity

End of Misery

Father

Feelings

Forgiveness

Ghetto Loving

Graduation

Granny was

He

Here I sit

Hope

I, a world at war

Inspiration

Letting go

Life

Looking

Looking for love

Loss Of Memory

Million Women Rise

More than a conqueror

Motherhood

My Children

My children are my life

No Greater Gangster

Peace like a river

Prayer for Mother

Some try

Sorry

Spirit Check

Street Life

The opposing rose

The world has changed

This is my vision for this book

Time is rolling on

To all my real friends

Uncle William

Violence

Waiting On Love

When I’m young

When I look into your eyes

When I wake

Why

YOU

You was raised

Acknowledgements

And dedications

I dedicated this book to my children the apple of my eye Kevarnie and Shavarnni White as will as my little angel child. My Mother Claudette Hyacinth Molyneaux-Russell who sadly passed away in December, my late brother Leon Richard Gardener. My two Nan’s Prudence Gardener and Ruth Molyneaux for being there, showing me unconditional love, Gods Word and promises, for them hours I watched and helped them both in their kitchens. Cause now I can cook and bake some of them same dishes, breads, cakes both for and with my own children.

This book is also dedicated to My 8 aunties, My 2 uncles, All my cousins especially Nathan Richard Russell for guiding me towards the book the Secrets and helping me to see that my thoughts bring me my experiences. Look what you have created!!!!

Nyrox I love your bravery I am scared but babes I am also proud.To all my graduate cousins and all those still in Uni or Education. Keep your eye on your dream. Don’t lose your focus and push as far as you can go. I may have not mentioned your name

but I’m proud of you also.

One love to My Father Trevor Gardener. For always being there for my children whenever they or I need him. That means the world to me. Big Big Respect to my Step Father Winston wino ranks Russell for being the best husband a woman could ever have and for seeing my mum through the worst of her storm. Thank you greatly.

One massive hug and love to my little Brother Daniel Russell for inspiring me as a little boy and for just always putting his best into what he does. Thank you to my aunty Vanessa Molyneaux for understanding that I write will enough to be a published household name and for always reminding me where is this book.

Thank you and here it is.

To Calvin my big brother we love you guys. Lets bring these children up together and give them a chance that we never had.

Also one big shout out goes out to my aunty Bernice Molyneaux for believing enough in my gift to arrange for me to personally present my work to a live audience. During her years on the Domestic Violence team with Hackney Council. Thank you also to Hackney Council for giving me that opportunity.

Kori your large trust me thanks for the personal growth, Organising my counselling and accepting and understanding me. Kori is a youth and child Organisation in my local area where I had the privilege to have worked for a while. Kori has helped to transform the life and future of many of our young people.

Thanks to my real friends the ones that are still here and also to the ones that have gone. Cause some how you both help and inspire me in various different ways to be the best reflection of myself. Yeah Michaela and Mark, Tinesha, Kemi, Mo, Vanessa, Dayna and Jasmine.

Big shout out to my little sis Emma Browne For being one

of the best young Mothers Around. I am truly proud of you cause babes big sis knows it isn’t always easy bringing up children or a child on your own. Keep up the good work trust me.

Thank you to my Aunty Yvonne Gardener for just really supporting me throughout my life and my mother’s sickness and never being to busy to answer my emails. Also I would like to thank my aunty Sandra Gardener for always being there for my mum when I was a teen who at the time was angry and disobedient at times. Thank you for the times you spoke to me sternly to me on behalf of my mum. Making me see where I was wrong wither I liked it or not. Thanks for caring enough to take your time out to do those things.

My little big RI RI aka Ria Monet Gardener. You are so bless and so large. I am so proud of you. You are also an inspiration to me because I admire the way you Keep your dreams in sight and pursue them with such a zeal and confidence in ones self. You’re going to take the music world like a storm. Remember I done put in my order for the first copy of the Album. I wouldn’t mind the master copy but I think I’ll let you keep that one. LOL

To my cousin Andrew James Williams. Thanks for always coming to check that I’m bless. I appreciate