My Journey Home

By Mette Christensen

I Initially wrote this book to retrieve my voice and it took on a life of its own. There are so many people that are struggling with their emotions and finding their voice. They have no understanding why their life is crumbling all around them.
By sharing my story it is my hope that you will find the courage to go within and throw off the shackles of pain and suffering, to stand tall in the full Glory of your Essence, the love that you are and to retrieve your voice. To live in and from the Peace, Joy, Grace and Power that is your Essence is what we are here to be and do. We are The One that we have been waiting for. If my story opens the door for just one person, to find the Peace and Love they have been yearning for, it would have been worth everything.

Lifes journeys are great adventures for all of us. But if were really lucky, some of them take us beyond anything we might have imagined. Mett e Christensens journey is surely one of those. Were fortunate indeed to have her share it.
George Greene, PhD
I believe fervently in being the change that I want to see. It all starts with us as individuals. This book is about one amazing womans journey through a lifetime, and how it can transcend for all of us; it just starts from within you. It is filled with key reminders of universal tools that we oft en forget when we feel our lives are shaken to the core. I find it essential to keep around and reference back to as I walk through my own journey.
J. Darland, Business Consultant

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Jan 20, 2014
• ISBN: 9781452576480

Mette Christensen

Mette Christensen grew up in Oslo, Norway, and moved to Los Angeles, California, in 1975, where she married and raised her family. In 1997 she became ordained in ULC and relocated to the east coast of Florida in 2001 to care for her parents. She loves to help other people on their spiritual journeys and has changed the lives of many people in her walk through life.

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Table of Contents

Author’s Note

Chapter  1  My Soul Speaks

Chapter  2  The Human And Divine Crossroad

Chapter  3  The Flashlight

Chapter  4  The Voice Of God

Chapter  5  The Mirror

Chapter  6  The I Am Presence

Chapter  7  The Release Of Anger

Chapter  8  Forgiveness

Chapter  9  You Are Perfect Just As You Are

Chapter  10  The Name Of God

Chapter  11  Your Word Becomes Manifest

Chapter  12  Covering Your Soul

Chapter  13  Uncovering Your Soul

Chapter  14  Abandonment

Chapter  15  Passing Our Sins On To Our Children

Chapter  16  Experiencing The Love Of God

Chapter  17  Multiple Lives

Chapter  18  Sharing My Stories

Chapter  19  My Homecoming

Chapter  20  The Onion

Chapter  21  Completion With 3rd Dimensional Consciouness

Chapter  22  The 100Th Monkey Syndrome

Chapter  23  Creating Our Foundation

Chapter  24  The Plan

Chapter  25  Remembering

Chapter  26  Reflections

Chapter  27  Being In The Eye Of The Hurricane

Chapter  28  The Union Of My Heart And Mind

Chapter  29  Who Is Guiding You?

Chapter  30  The Old And New Believes

Chapter  31  Being Part Of Changing History

Chapter  32  My Soul’s Mission And Purpose

Chapter  33  My Family And Friends’ Reaction

Chapter  34  A Society Ruled By The Heart

Chapter  35  Divinity And Authenticity

Chapter  36  Sexuality And Money

Chapter  37  The Strengthening

Chapter  38  Mother Mary

Chapter  39  Healing Power

Chapter  40  Accepting My Gift

Chapter  41  My Return To My Earthly Roots, Norway

Chapter  42  My Birth

Chapter  43  Coming Full Circle

Epilogue

Acknowledgments

Footnotes

I dedicate this book

To all the beautiful

Souls that agreed

To play with me

On the plane of

Illusion

Author’s Note

I AM WRITING THIS BOOK FOR all the beautiful Souls that are now awakening and those that are starting their inner journey but do not understand what is going on in their life. If you find yourself reading this book know that there is a message in here for you that might turn the key that opens the door to a deeper knowing and a more expanded view of what is going on in your own life, and in the rest of the world. I wish I had this book when I first started my inner journey. Know that you are deeply loved and cherished for your courage. This journey is not for the faint of heart, but it is oh so rewarding.

CHAPTER 1

My Soul Speaks

O H, THE JOY I FEEL in this moment that I finally have given permission for my Soul to come out of hiding. Putting pen to words on paper and speaking of what I know give me an incredible feeling. I incarnated in this physical body and covered myself with garments of fear, doubt, resentments, low self-esteem, envy, greed, and arrogance so that I could experience what it would be like to live separate from my own Divinity and God. The purpose of the experience is my own realization of my true authentic nature. That I willingly chose to forget who I AM in truth boggles my human mind. To think that life is filled with pain and suffering is something as a human I have difficulty grasping, but as a Soul I joyfully chose this path for my own evolution.

CHAPTER 2

The Human And Divine Crossroad

I AM MAKING A NEW CHOICE of coming into full remembrance and stepping into the truth of my Soul, leaving behind the old way of being: the pain, suffering, doubts, low self-esteem, the old beliefs of sacrifice, shame, guilt, fear, and all the old lower vibratory frequencies. All is Divine as God is all that is. These negative beliefs are what I call the shadow side of the God force. Stepping into my full light is not as easy as one would think. The old way of being is so ingrained in our very cells and all of it has to come up into our full consciousness, out of hiding so to speak, to be purified and to integrate all those lost aspects of ourselves that want to be brought back home and loved into wholeness . All those thoughts and beliefs that have been programed into our very being from our parents and society have to be changed. The old behavior is addictive. It is almost as if it is calling us back, like a comfortable pair of old shoes. We know how it fits and how it feels. It is what our body is used to. Your soul knows differently though. That is where our conscience comes in and our internal battle starts. Sometimes our conscience wins but more often it does not, and then we feel guilty and cover our soul with the garment of guilt.

Stepping into sunshine after spending decades in the dark can be very painful for your eyes, so you put on sunglasses to let your eyes adjust with more ease. The same goes for stepping into the light of your Soul because the light is so bright. In the light all is revealed. When you realize that everything you have believed about yourself and others is a complete falsity it can bring you to your knees in absolute devastation of what you have done to yourself, others, and God. The sorrow is so deep it can tear you apart. Or you can give yourself permission and be willing to fully forgive and accept full forgiveness and be lifted up into freedom. You can let the love of God, which you are a part of and in which your Soul resides, wrap you in the softest blanket to comfort you and absolve you of all your sorrow and guilt to set you free. At that point you can choose to live in the full light of your own Divinity, which resides in the heart of God full time.

This is where I find myself now, at the cross road sitting here feeling the grace of God that I AM, feeling the joy of God bubbling up in me, feeling the gentle love of God I AM sweeping through my being. As I ask, What if I am the forgiveness of God? I feel the melting of all thoughts, beliefs, and feelings about others and myself. If I am the forgiveness of God, then all has to be forgiven; otherwise I AM not. In that moment all judgments disappear. I actually feel dizzy and