The Purrfect Trilogy:: On Being Human and Finding Where You Want to Be

By Lynn Margaret Hamilton

The Purrfect Trilogy was written for the millions of ordinary, everyday people who will move our civilization into a new era and feel overwhelmed by this task. These books are written to the science of vibration. Different levels of understanding are woven through the text, so one will be right for you. Each time you read them, your comprehension changes, as you can see more than you could before. As your comprehension changes, so your vibration changes, and manifests according to your new tone. As we understand within ourselves, so we manifest withoutto explore our level of understanding, individually and collectively.

Through this journey of the rational mind and the emotional heart, youll explore different levels of understanding, eventually coming to see a bigger picture of yourself as you understand more about the human condition and our interconnectedness.

Micro to macro. The only way to greater understanding of humanity and how we create is through greater understanding of selfand the magic within oneself. The magic we use every day, but often misuse, when we dont realize were energy beings who use our mind to do magicevery day!

The Three-Step Lesson of This Trilogy:
Book 1: See with two eyes
Book 2: Open your heart to others and your experiences
Book 3: Live in your brother-/sisterhoodyour wholeness

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: May 31, 2013
• ISBN: 9781452509938

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The Purrfect Trilogy

The Purrfect Trilogy was written for the millions of ordinary everyday people who must move our civilization into a new era and feel overwhelmed by this task. These books are written to the science of vibration. Different levels of understanding are woven through the text. Each time you read them, your comprehension changes as you can see more than you could before. As your comprehension changes, so your vibration changes, and manifests according to your new tone.

Through this journey of the rational mind and the emotional heart, readers explore different levels of understanding and come to see a bigger picture of themselves as they gradually understand more about the human condition and our interconnectedness.

Micro to macro! The only way to greater understanding of humanity and how we create is through greater understanding of self – and the magic within oneself. The magic we use every day, but often misuse when we don’t realize we’re energy beings who use our mind to do magic - every day.

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Balboa Press rev. date: 05/22/13

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Seeing

In A New Way

Book 1

of

The PURRFECT Trilogy

Lynn Hamilton

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Spirit / Matter.

Multidimensional state; Serving as a doorway.

A transmitter and a receiver of merged Angelic presence.

Unlimited self; Oneness; Polarities merged; No duality.

For

Your Rational Mind

So you can see where you are taking

yourself.

Acknowledgements

This trilogy has been a journey, to open my mind and my heart, to the only thing which could fill the emptiness caused by having what society said I should be happy with. The journeys of the rational mind and the emotional heart, and then, the alchemy of the two, are big journeys - not because they’re hard work, but because of the many mind leaps one must make, and the faith in one’s judgement one must rely on. For assistance with these I have many people to thank. How many do I thank for accompanying me on these journeys? How many does it take to make a mind leap successfully? How many people do we need to develop faith in our own judgement? The answer to all of the above is heaps. And so, we have heaps.

To all those I’ve had the privilege of working with over many years; to those I played have-a-chat with in a supermarket queue, on the bus, plane or train; to those who have shared their stories, smiled or otherwise acknowledged the existence of another traveller participating in this, our Great School Of Self Worth - Planet Earth – thank you to my sometimes teachers.

And, to my inner circle, my regular teachers, my family and close friends (whatever dimension you choose to dwell in), you, who have stood beside me, wherever and whenever. Your friendship gives me the courage I need to be myself – and the well deserved prod in the backside when I’m not. Thank you for your caring, for your laughter, for being part of my life and for helping me to discover what I like. Thank you for being you.

Last, and a long way from least, to my special family and special friends - you are heaven sent. We’ve all been stretched, and, during the process have grown together. So, to Mum, Dad, Penny, Sonya, Miranda, Rose, Alayne, Denise and Judy; and not forgetting the love of my life, my husband Paul - from my heart to yours, each and every one of you, there’s no way I can ever thank you enough for bringing my baby out of my computer and into the form of these books. Thank you my friends, each and every one of you, for being you and doing what you do best – being yourself. And, in the process of being yourself, assisting me to make my dream come true.

About the Purrfect Trilogy

On being Human

And finding where you want to be

What does home mean to you? While our photos are different, the feeling of home is much the same for all of us. Home is not feeling we have to put on a show, not feeling we have to act how we think we ought to - not going by someone else’s rules. Home is feeling comfortable, relaxed, independent, and yet still part of the team - taking it fairly easy, doing what we enjoy, and also what we need to do to keep the comfort thing happening.

Home is more about a feeling than a place. And, we feel at home wherever we are, when we’re enjoying whatever happens to be going on in our life. Singing, dancing, having fun if we feel like it; arguing, solving problems; working, resting, and even being down in the dumps if that’s how we feel like enjoying ourself - for now. When we leave how we think we ought to think and ought to act behind, when we break a few rules and be how we enjoy, then we find out how we really are, how we really like being.

Then, most rubbish, all the stuff that makes us so miserable, simply floats out of the way, clearing the way for the real deal - that calm, relaxed, truly peaceful, comfortable in your own life, happy little ray of sunshine you always wanted to be.

But, sad to say, our homes can sometimes be where we learn how to not be our real self. Sometimes we’re raised to believe we shouldn’t be our real self. Instead, we’re taught we should be approved of by all, which results in a merging of the ideas of others and feeling we’re never quite good enough. Then, we’re so preoccupied with how we think other people think we should be, that we don’t remember to include our own ideas about how we like being. It’s great when we listen to other’s ideas, but it’s also great when we listen to our own ideas. And, the best idea is the one that works for you - until a better idea reaches the surface.

We’re often raised to believe we have to be a certain way, and those who raised us were raised by those who raised them - continuing on with the old beliefs. People only want to do what they think is best for themself, and for those they love. That’s why we all try so hard to keep things how we think things ‘should’ to be.

Why we try so hard to be what we think we have to be. Why we try so hard to play the role and wear the mask we think is required, selling ourself out in the process - until we find out it’s not necessary.

When we’re not how we really like, how can we have a life that really suits us? Instead, we make a life that suits the person we think we are, or are pretending to be - or think we should be. But, it’s only after we’ve found out we made a life that doesn’t suit, that we can begin undoing some of those things that produced the life we don’t like.

It’s exactly the same inside ourself; we must let what we don’t like lead us to discover what we do like. Once we’ve found out that the life we made when we’re not being how we enjoy is not how we want to live – then, we know how we don’t want to be. So, finding out how we do want to be is a little bit easier – because, now we know how we don’t want to be.

And that’s all any of us are doing – just letting our ‘mistakes’ lead us back home.

What if you were already perfect, but didn’t know you were?

Then you’d think you weren’t.

So you’d struggle, suffer, and flail about, believing the nightmare was real.

Not realizing the truth.

You are fine.

You’re just having a bad dream, one you’ll wake up from.

When you do know the truth!

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And the world of your nightmare …

What if it was just perfect for waking you up from your nightmare?

Just perfect for taking you home to where you want to be.

What if it was just perfect for reminding you of who you really are?

That is your real journey.

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And the world you think you live in …

Is going to take you there.

But first, you have to understand the playing field.

Have a good game.

And, don’t worry. Be happy.

An Introduction from my Muses

Since starting to write these books there have been many beings who have wanted to help. Seven angels whose names are listed further on are my main guides. They, and others, have given me much information to help in my own life, to help in the lives of my friends and family, and to help in the lives of many others. We hope one of them will be you. I’d like to share some of their information with you. Some I found hard to swallow at first, because it required that I think differently to how I was used to. But, the longer I live with it, the more I understand it, so the more evidence of its truth I see. Their words are in italics.

I hope you enjoy the journey of self discovery you are now embarking upon. Namaste

This is their first welcome to you. Enjoy.

This book was written to celebrate life - your life, my life, all of our lives. To help you understand and value what you have been, and what you are now. And to help you find your way to the future you want for yourself.

Your past, present and future are inextricably linked. Yesterday’s thoughts and actions made your today, and it is today’s thoughts and subsequent actions that are the base for your tomorrow.

Like it or not, we have contributed to what we and our lives already are. Like it or not, we are the only one who can do anything about it. Others can help, but the real work is up to us. We have the choice to learn from our past or not. Our past does not have to trap us into a future we don’t want. It can be our reason, and our motivation, to do things differently. If we want different results, all we have to do is - do things differently.

We have the power to be what we want to be, and to have the lives we want to have. All we have to do is believe it! When we believe we have the power to make a difference in our own life, then we do. What suits others may not suit us. It is only by living with what we think may suit us that we find out what really does suit us.

If we try something, and find out it doesn’t suit - all we have to do is try something different.

We help each other by interacting. And, as we communicate and negotiate, we give ourself and others feedback. Together, we help each other. We help each other learn about, and understand, ourself.

We work together so we accomplish more than we can on our own. That’s why we’re helping you to accomplish the task you have set for yourselves. That’s why so many of us are helping so many of you find your way to where you want to be.

We dedicate this book to those of you who wish to make your lives more in alignment with your own true spirit.

MUCH LOVE AND JOY

RANA

We suspect there’s a purpose for living. We suspect there’s a purpose for being human. We also suspect there’s a purpose for our own specific existence. We are our own reason for living. We are our own special purpose. And, through our lives, we guide ourselves to that purpose.

When we’re open to our life experiences, they show us our lessons. But, if we’re not open to them, they cannot show us our lessons, so we cannot learn from them. So, can’t understand why we have so many problems.

When we finally discover our reason for living is ourself and our own refinement, life is much easier. Because, our approach to life is from a perspective of empowerment! Through that simple idea (we are our own reason for living) we empower ourself and our contributions to succeed in our own life.

When we’re open to looking at ourself, at how we are inside, we see how we contributed to produce the situations we have trouble dealing with. And, after we’ve dealt with them, we understand that those situations were just purrfect. Perfect for showing us how to become more at ease with ourself - more content, comfortable. So more peaceful; more willing to let go of ideas presented in future episodes of our life that get in the way of being able to make a good life for ourself - one we will enjoy.

When we finally realize that how we felt inside dictated what we thought and how we acted, we see the part we played in situations we live with. Because we now comprehend: How we thought and acted produced those situations. Then, because we now know how we made them, we now know how to solve them.

If we’re fearful, fear stops us being open. It makes us concerned with self protection. So, when we speak, our words reflect a desire for self preservation. Sometimes through an image of toughness; sometimes by using a watered down version of what we think; or by saying what we think others want to hear, letting our real words remain unspoken. Often, we’re so concerned about others and what they think and feel there’s no room left for being concerned with what we think and feel.

If we’re unafraid we simply say what we truly want to say. We may choose to be thoughtful, and say what we want kindly. We may choose to say our words firmly because we know what we have to say is important for others to hear. When we’re unafraid, we do not consider others have more or less value than we do. We see our opinion and what we desire, as being no more, and no less, important than that of others.

Fear is an energy which can alert us to possible danger. But, it can become magnified and take over. If we dwell in fear, we live with the way fear makes us become. Understanding how energy works helps us see how we made the situations in our life. If we create from fear, there has to be a fear component in what we create. If we create from love, love is in the situation. If a desire to control is our reason, we’d be silly to expect anything other than control. We must realize: What we get from a situation is the tone we put into it! When we finally discover how we contributed to both what we like and what we don’t like, then, we know how to make more of the type of situations we would have preferred.

If we’ve been a certain way for a long time - that’s how we’ve made our life. If we’ve been happy, that’s how we’ve made our life. If we’ve been unhappy, that too is how we’ve made our life. Life cannot be different to how we are. Whether we like it or not, whether the way we are works for us or against us - it is the way we are now. And we became the way we are now, by doing what we did. If we don’t like it, there’s no one else. We are the one who is responsible for our own life. No one else can save us from ourself! We are the only one who can make us become something we now know we’d like better.

Problems are simply our inside energy manifesting without - so we can see the tone of our own energy. Depending on how we see what we’ve done – that dictates what we think we have to do about it.

If we think someone else is responsible, we won’t see any reason to change what we do. If we think we’re responsible for everyone and everything, we think we have to solve everything for everyone. If we’re preoccupied with what others are or aren’t doing, there’s very little time or energy left to do our own work. But, if we simply permit ourself to solve our own problems, and get out of the way so others learn how to solve theirs (how their energy has manifested) – then, everyone learns their own lessons.

If you focus on doing a good job of learning your own lessons, you have more energy left to do the job you came here for - your life. You’ll do a better job on your own life if you concentrate on your work and let others get on with theirs. And so it becomes easier for everyone to do their own work, the work they came to do, the work they’re capable of doing - their lessons - as they present in their own life - relative to their individual understanding.

If you’re unhappy, and concentrating on unhappiness, you make yourself unhappier. If you desire to be happy, be more productively focussed on your lessons, one of which will be the tone of your own mind. Examine your tone. See what your life is showing you that you need to learn. Then, do what you must - to make you happy.

If you’re having trouble, just move your mind - your energy will follow. Remember: Happiness without can only manifest when there’s happiness within. Is it your will to stay with a decision to live in happiness? It’s not hard, but you do have to be aware that it’s your mind that takes your life exactly where your thoughts are. If you want to be in a place of happiness, move your thoughts in that direction. Be determined to be happy. Think happy thoughts, look for happy things, and, do your lessons - be true to yourself. Be prepared to work, rest and play. Happy is not all that complicated – unless you want to make it that way.

Please be open to being yourself. Let what you think manifest in your life. But, you must be prepared to work with those ideas. And, don’t forget, others are there to help you to work with your ideas!

Be open to what you like, what you think and what you feel. Be open to what others tell you, but, most importantly, be open to your own heart - your hot line to your own Spirit. Do not be afraid of experimenting, or of your own decisions. Please remember, you know much more than you give yourself credit for. Please believe in yourself, and in your ability to improve your own life.

If your heart is telling you you’re not happy, consider trying to be more focused on being happy. Let your desire for happiness move you from a negative to a positive state. Concentrate your thoughts in the direction you desire to be. And, as you concentrate on that state, more positive energy is available and able to manifest. You’ll become more proficient at letting your energy work for you, and allow yourself to become who you really always were - before the bad thoughts you had about yourself and others got in your way.

Be at peace with yourself, and you’ll soon be peaceful once again.

LOVE YOU,

I AM

AMON

A bit about me

This is a brief outline of the story concerning my awakening. I’ve shared it hoping that it may open the way for others. We’ve also included reference to some of my friends’ story patterns as another avenue for you to see your own patterns. We’ve intentionally kept the lessons in general terms. Specific details are only important to those who live the story. We hope that what we share is helpful in recognizing the stirring of your own spirit.

I began this life in many ways as a typical baby boomer. Born 16th June 1953 on a cold winter’s morning to a firm, loving, kind and nurturing mother who intended being a stay at home Mum; and a warm, loving, logical and intelligent father who intended being the breadwinner for his family. They made a happy home for us. I had a normal Aussie upbringing for a small town child of the fifties. At home we played happy families, even though the world outside our home wasn’t always as loving and kind. We had our normal sibling rivalry at times, but, when the chips were down - we looked after our own.

From early childhood, way before I was old enough to go to Sunday School, I knew about GOD. I looked at the clouds, the birds, and the world without. I paid attention to my dreams, how I felt about the world without. I was also aware of a world within me and I kept myself open to the messages THEY wanted to send me. THEY are my angel friends. I shared some dreams with my brother, time tripped and a kind lady in a white dress often helped me. Her name is Ada. She helps one of my daughters now. There are seven helpers altogether. They are my friends, my angels from God and they are very dear to me. Each of these friends (and others) have been with me in different ways at different times in my life.

At different stages of my journey, through this life and in all my other lives, angels have changed according to their specialities, their roles and the lessons I chose to learn, and shown themselves in different ways relative to my growth and the plan. Sometimes they tell me things, sometimes they guide, lead or challenge me, but, mostly they’re there to love me, and give me encouragement and confidence as I learn my own lessons at my own pace. I thought everyone else was the same.

As I got older, I found out other people saw things differently to me. I discovered my truths and my reality were not the truths or the reality others lived. I found out my childlike simplicity and honesty scared others. I didn’t like the names that went with their fears. I didn’t like how their fears made me feel about myself.

I learnt, in their opinion, it wasn’t enough to simply be that which I am. I learnt they expected that I couldn’t see, couldn’t be free and couldn’t be me. That I was expected to obey, to look, think, speak and act according to what was expected. So, I learnt how to conform and obey, on the outside anyway. Inside, it was a different story. Inside, I learned not to talk to others about angels and the messages the world around me revealed. I learned to keep those things to myself, to be self reliant and to keep my real self to myself. I learned how to be guarded, so adopted self-protective strategies to protect my true self from outsiders. I learned to hide the light within; how to hide myself, how to make a mask, and to perform according to the expected!

As I grew older still, I discovered those things I had previously accepted as normal for me were considered symptoms of mental illness. Am I a psycho chicken? I regularly asked myself. It was quite a worry. As the self doubt experience always is.

To protect me from myself, I pushed that part of myself well away. As well as hiding from others, I hid from myself. And, most of the time it worked. When I did time trip or receive messages (against my conscious wishes) I found it almost impossible to tell people what was going to happen, or to relay the message. The knowledge I’d be helping others (which I really wanted to do) often did not outweigh the rejection, the looks on their faces and the hurtful words they spoke. I tried hard to stop listening to my guides, to stop seeing energy fields, looking at clouds, listening to the birds and being friends with Ada. And, the harder I tried, the more I learnt to be fearful of myself.

In the sixties I concentrated on growing up. That was fun and scary at the same time. In the seventies and eighties, my efforts were consciously directed towards marriage, family and my teaching career. I kept myself very busy indeed with the physical world of practicalities. The busier I was, the easier it was to block out the part of me that remained connected to Spirit, and focus on only the physical dimension. The more solid my mask became, the more I felt accepted by others, and in turn by myself.

During the nineties however, the mask and all my old tricks for keeping the spiritual side of me at bay were failing to work. Spirit is a big part of me and my purpose, and it was refusing to be ignored any longer. The fear of Spirit, and the fear of fear itself, were growing and taking over. And, just like any other fear, the harder I tried to ignore it, the more it insisted on being recognized. This was a time of great personal struggle for me and my whole family. Spirit certainly made itself known in the physical. I was forced to know stuff I didn’t want to know, to deal with issues I didn’t want to deal with, to make choices and take actions I would’ve preferred not to. I was forced to take a stand I didn’t want to take, to accept parts of myself I didn’t want to accept, to draw boundaries and follow pathways I would not have otherwise chosen. I was not a happy little vegemite – not happy at all!

Destiny insisted on having its way regardless of my conscious wishes. And, the more I stuck my head in the sand, the more people and situations presented themselves, demanding that I not only get my head out of the sand, but that I actually do something about it. The harder I tried not to know, not to deal with issues or draw boundaries, not to make choices or take a definite stand, the more fate pushed me into it. If only I’d realized other people and situations were my clues; if only I’d stayed willing to be my real self and to listen to my angels, life would’ve been so much easier. But, I wasn’t awake enough to recognize that yet. So I suffered, until I was ready - until I was finally willing to learn about myself. As opposed to that which I’d spent most of my life to date learning, - how to conform to my desire to fit in with what I thought others expected of me.

Eventually, I came to understand my thinking and my behaviour patterns had more to do with my desire to be accepted and to please others, than with being how I enjoyed being. My real self had had more than enough of that attitude, and was not willing to take a back seat any longer, so I was being forced to take off my mask - forced to find the real me.

Would the real me please stand up?

In This Book

Chapter 1 - Awakening

Chapter 2 – A Reason to Rise and Shine

Chapter 3 -Natural, Living & Plan Principles

Chapter 1 – Awakening

THE FIRST AWAKENING – At the Personal Level

This was very difficult. I was a most worthy opponent. And all the years of thought conditioning, behaviour patterns and habits, which by then operated on automatic pilot, compounded the problem. I blamed others, until I eventually came to realize that other people and situations weren’t the problem, I was. They were simply giving me information about the results of my thinking patterns, and the behaviour patterns that accompanied them. My results gave me feedback about my problems, but I was too blind to see. My mask and a desire to blame others were blocking my vision. But, slowly, bit by bit, I came to see the real me.

First, I had to start facing parts of myself that caused the things I didn’t like about my life. It was hard to learn to think differently about myself, and actually give me and what I wanted some value. It was hard to play a totally different game and change the ways I was used to. The hardest thing was learning to put aside my fear of not being good enough and to act on my own information. To say, Thanks for your information, but this is what I think, so I hope you’ll pardon me for not being obedient to what you want. I had to practice this in quite a few areas. It was harder in some areas than others. Sometimes it still is.

It was really hard for me to put aside other people’s feelings and hurt them by speaking honestly, even though I tried to do it politely. Sometimes, there just is no polite way to say what must be said. It was hard for us all to get through my rocking the boat and upsetting the status quo. I was filled with self doubt. I didn’t know if I was doing the ‘right’ thing. Sometimes I thought it’d be easier to give up and go back to what we were all used to, and so I did, many times. Then, after a while, I’d remember why I didn’t want to continue with more of the same. All I knew was: I had to find a way that suited me better. So, my journey back to my true self began.

It’s impossible to know what our real self is at the beginning of the journey, so I had many experiments trying to find out. There were fears to face, and self doubt to conquer. I often thought, This is all too much, I just want to rest. Then, one day I remembered the relaxation techniques I’d learnt when preparing for the birth of my children. They worked much better for this type of situation than they did for delivering babies.

Inadvertently, I’d started retraining myself. Learning how to centre myself, to keep myself grounded in the here and now, instead of being diverted by rubbish from yesterday or fears for tomorrow. I started learning to make time to do some of what I wanted now, instead of only doing what I thought I ‘should’ do now. It was through learning how to enjoy life once again (instead of feeling like a robot tackling one task after another) that I began to get in touch with my real self.

Other people were also trying to find ways that suited them better than ones they’d practised most of their life. And, it just so happened that at a very low point in time I coincidently bumped into a stranger who pointed to a way that’s been good for me. I met some other women who were also interested in regaining their own spirit. They were looking in the ‘spiritual’ field. And, because of my fear of being a psycho chicken, I approached it with extreme caution. Slowly, I proved to myself that I was not weird. And, if so, there were others just as weird as me. Even if ‘spiritual stuff’ seems weird to some - ‘weird’ works for me.

It was through our friendship, our mutual support, encouragement and our acceptance of each other (even if we had trouble accepting ourselves), that I learnt to accept myself. By talking more openly with others, I found out, to some, my so called psychic abilities (something I’d learned to fear), were considered more of a blessing than the curse I’d come to consider them to be. And, when I wasn’t afraid of them anymore, my beloved angels came back. I’d only thought they’d gone. But, they were just waiting, waiting for me to want them in my life again.

Without fear clouding my vision, I was able to see society had changed. The realm of Spirit had gained more acceptance while I was hiding from it. The poles had shifted from the realm of the purely physical, where concrete and logic (what you can physically see and touch) is all there is, towards more acceptance of mystical forces - those beyond the physical. Now it was quite acceptable to not only know things, but to talk about them! Finally, it was okay to be me.

The less I feared myself, the more I accepted myself. The more I accepted myself, the more I trusted myself. The more I trusted myself, the more self confidence I got. The more self confidence I got, the more I liked myself. The more I liked myself, the easier it became to accept my mistakes and accept criticism. As I did this with my spiritual work I formed new attitudes. They carried across to my physical work.

What I didn’t know at the time was, while I thought I was working on a particular physical situation, I was actually doing spiritual work as well. Eventually, it became apparent that the physical situation I was having difficulty with represented an inner situation. And, once I started thinking, "How have I contributed?" it became easier to solve the problem. By changing how I contributed, the situation changed. Slowly, I went from struggling enormously trying to change everyone and everything, to concentrating on just changing my own contribution. It was much easier; I had more energy and felt a lot better, so I was much happier.

I’d unwittingly empowered myself. I no longer felt that I was dancing to everyone else’s tune, or that I was beating my head on a brick wall trying to make others change. I no longer felt I was powerless! I’d been trying to control that which I had no power to control (others), so naturally, I proved I had no control. By only trying to be in control of myself, I found it much easier to make the changes I desired. I also found it much easier to say, No thanks.

I was pretty happy with what I was doing with my life. Sometimes, when things I didn’t like happened, I’d go back to my old ways. Until I realized what I was doing! Then I’d go for a walk to burn off the adrenaline, listen to my music, and do my relaxation exercises to clear my mind of all the old rubbish - do something nice for myself, and then get on with the business of making today better instead of worse.

After I’d centred myself, was feeling calmer and thinking more clearly, things didn’t seem so bad. It was then easier to concentrate on taking small steps to get where I wanted to go. That way, it was easier to make today a good one, and after that, tomorrow even better. It didn’t always run silky smooth, still doesn’t. I expect I’d get bored if it did. At least, now I know I don’t have to be perfect and get it right first go - and neither does anyone else. Now I know making mistakes is the only way I’m going to find out what I do like, and what I don’t like. And, others only make mistakes so they can learn too. We’re all learning and growing, and the only way we can do this successfully is to speak openly and honestly to ourself and each other - to go past old hurts and grievances and remove those masks we hide behind. The more I’ve come to accept myself, and like what I’m doing, the more comfortable I am with myself. I find others seem more comfortable with me too now. Sometimes I wonder why I put in so much effort to hide the real me in the first place. But, I guess it was a journey I had to take. And if I hadn’t taken it, I wouldn’t have found out all that I have.

One little change led to another. It was gradual thing, but has made a big difference to the outcome. The evidence of how my information works for me is in my life, and, the proof of the pudding is in the eating. I’m enjoying my life at last. I’ve seen and heard about chain reactions and the snowball effect, but until it happens in your own life it’s hard to believe one small change can make such a difference. The real me did stand up. And I liked what I saw, which shocked me right out of my brain. It was like WOW! Who turned the lights on? ME! And I have to say, that feels pretty good.

It was an intensive learning curve, and I survived. I did more than survive. I learnt a great deal while struggling in the dark; a great deal about life, living and loving; a great deal about myself, others and our interactions - a great deal about our world. Many doors were opened when I needed them to be, not just merely when I wanted them to be. It was harder, but in hindsight, it was better sticking with the situation and finishing the lesson, than if I’d copped out part way through.

With the doors open to let in more light, I can see more clearly. I’ve gained much, so am now grateful for my struggles. They are how I came to know I’m okay. They’re why I’m more secure in myself now. My struggles were necessary to improve my life, and necessary to begin this new part of my journey. I’m positive the next part of my adventure will have ups and downs too, and new situations will assist in my lessons and growth. And it’s nice to know, the main thing I have to do is: Remember to believe in myself. And don’t forget: When the going gets tough, the tough get going!

I’m grateful to my husband, my children, my parents, my sister and the rest of my family and friends (some of whom presented themselves as strangers) for the lessons they’ve taught and will teach me. Change usually isn’t easy for anyone. Fear of change makes it harder. But, we all eventually learn from ourselves and each other, whether we want to or not. Together, we all transform. Strengthening or weakening ourselves, our families and our world.

I’m extremely grateful to a special stranger/friend who also channels. It was through her urging at a shopping centre, even though we’d never met before, that prompted my changed life, the reason I’m writing now. We must have looked like blubbering idiots to bystanders as she told me she had a message from Ada. She told me enough specific details about my experiences and the books in my head, and insisted I must share what I’ve learnt, and have been told. My life was not just for me!

She told me a lot of things, but most of all, I discovered I was sane, and not a psycho chicken after all. After a period of prolonged self doubt, as you can imagine, this was an immense relief. And even though she’s not in my life at this time, she pointed the way for me to meet some other very special human angels undertaking their own awakenings, as so many are during this time on our planet. We’ve all been waiting so long for this moment to arrive, even if we were dragged to it kicking and screaming our protests all the way. God bless us all.

Their individual stories are much the same as my own. Some have been psychic all of their lives. To others, it’s a brand new and exciting experience, even if a little scary at times. The details and degrees of our different situations varied, but by hook or by crook, they too were forced to discard their masks, discard old thinking and behaviour patterns, and learn about themself. They too were forced kicking and screaming to awaken. Slowly and reluctantly at first, but gradually, as the momentum swelled, to look forward to, and revel in, newfound knowledge and the personal power that brings - a new base for a new growth cycle. We look forward to helping each other learn about ourselves and our purposes, and then spreading our wings to fly onto our next big adventure.

I’m sure your story will follow a similar master plan too. The pattern initially involves vague discontent, nothing you can exactly put your finger on. This spreads to general discontent, plenty to put your finger on! You see it as other people and or situations forcing change. You try to change other people or the situation/s and let yourself keep on keeping on, the same as always. This may or may not have worked. If it did, it won’t have lasted for long. Vague discontent turns into general discontent, and then into great discontent (to put it extremely politely). This will have shown itself in anger, rage, disgust or similar so called negative emotions. You will have resented or raged at the people and or situations, and your or their inability to change. This is part of the pattern, and part of the plan.

Your thoughts and emotions carry far more energy than you could possibly realize. Energy is contagious. You are one, together we are many. Where does all this energy go? Some is picked up by those nearest to you (physically and mentally), some is dispersed into the atmosphere, and some is absorbed into the soil below you - living and non-living as you call it.

The Earth is a living being. This may or may not be foreign to the way you choose to perceive your planet. The soil, and all the water and air thereon, are all part of this being. You are one of the many creatures that populate this being, in the same way as many microscopic beings populate you. You can choose to work together with the Earth or you can choose to work in discord, in much the same way as the beings that populate your body can help or hinder your body.

The Earth has its own energies, just like you. Your energies interact with each other and interact with the Earth, just as the Earth’s energies interact with those of her solar system and all that live on and in her.

All things (living and so called non-living) have their own individual energy flows and fields which interact to produce bigger group energy fields. These group energy fields interact with other group energy fields to produce a community energy field. Many community energy fields interact to produce a global energy field, a global consciousness. At every level of energy interaction, all things (living and ‘non-living’) contribute.

The thought and action energies you release are incorporated into the energy fields and flows of your planet, and those who share your world. They drag you down or lift you up, and are mirrored back for all to see. In one word, keep it simple, how do you feel about yourself, others and your world?

That one word indicates your direction - of your energies and of the path you are creating in your world. How you feel is what you are and what you make. This message has been ignored for so long that now the Earth is mirroring it back to you on a grander scale. It is trying to wake you up.

If you, as a global group, think that generally your hearts, your lives, your families, your towns, your cities, your nations and your world are in a state of discontent, disorder or chaos, and you see this confirmed in yourselves, others and situations around you, your nations and the globe, then why do you act surprised when the Earth echoes back your energies and your thoughts?

Then you say I don’t know why our weather patterns are out of balance, why so many natural disasters are occurring, why there are so many wars, so much crime. This is all too much. Let’s do the only thing we can do and panic!

Panic is how most of us have felt at some stage in our story pattern. Since when did panic solve anything? It only causes more trouble. We do have options other than panic. Panic is simply a knee-jerk reaction to confusion and fear. If fearful, some react with anger, rage or greed. But, the good news is, you can leave any of those paths - anytime you choose to wake up to the patterns that keep you there.

Others may choose to react to panic, fear or confusion with hopelessness and despair, which sucks energy right out of them, leaving them paralysed - inaction. They think they couldn’t move even if they wanted to. We all have a turn at this place too, and see it as the period/s in our lives when we felt totally and positively at the bottom of the pit. That it would’ve been impossible to get any lower (emotionally speaking). Naturally, both your physical and your spiritual bodies will have reacted to this great diverting of energy, so you would’ve felt what was left was an unfocussed, totally drained and depleted shell of your former self. And so you became anxious.

Many people have been feeling anxious for quite some time. They feel their hearts quicken in response. They see their anxiety mirrored back at them in terms of situations and others who share their lives and their planet. This makes them more anxious. They know the time to do something about it is now, and they feel increasingly urgent about what to do. Understand that your anxiousness speeds up the quickening.

Others have begun to awaken in different ways. Each, in their own way, feels their spirit stirring within. Each gravitates towards like kinds, and attempts to refine their individual purposes and roles. They hold a vision for themself and their world, and they’re learning how to make it a reality. Every one of us has a purpose and our role to play. We may need to experiment a little or a lot in order to find it.

It is much easier than you thought possible.

Know that real change comes from within you. Put your energy into making your own life more to your own liking. Learn about yourself and that which makes you uniquely you. Congratulate yourself for all of your achievements. Be aware of your own and others perceptions and expectations of you, and how they influence your choices.

Then change what you want about yourself. Be grateful to others for their contributions. Recognize, appreciate and congratulate yourself for all of your achievements. Celebrate your own spirit in your own life. Be clear in your own mind about what you want. How can you make you happy? Think about it, talk about it. What do you really want? Don’t expect to leap tall buildings in a single bound. Be content to take small steps. Rejoice in small victories and don’t let setbacks get you down. Are you serious about making what you say you want? Do you think you’re worth the effort?

Do you want it enough to be willing to put in the effort real change takes? Or, is it your pattern to want what you want now, only to change your mind as soon as you have it - or find out how much work it requires? Choose carefully and wisely. Without being ruled by fear. Face your fears and show yourself that they weren’t as bad as you imagined. It’ll give you a wonderful sense of achievement to get past the fear hurdle. Satisfaction will snowball to other areas of your life. And, satisfaction strengthens and encourages you!

Experiment; try what you want on for size - to decide what you do want. You’ll know the direction is right, because you’ll feel the flow of positive energy. If after a while it appears to be another lesson you needed to learn, remember, that was a necessary experience - so you could move on to another level. Eventually, you’ll feel good about the decisions you make, and things will go more smoothly.

After the confusion passes, you’ll see the consequences of what you chose in the past, and other options you could’ve chosen. And, as you make choices that suit you better, you’ll more easily see the evidence of your own spirit in the new life you are creating. Enjoy your spirit and the life you recreate for yourself.

Feel your first tentative steps as you learn to walk in a way that suits you better. While you’re mastering your new way of walking, enjoy the path you are walking. Share your information, talk to others, including your children, about why you are now walking this way. Help them, but let them learn their own lessons. Then stand back and confidently watch them soar. Watch how your world slowly changes before your eyes. And rejoice.

Divine.

Through my lessons, I’ve learnt about loving, respecting and valuing my spiritual side as well as my physical, because it always was, and will be, a big part of me. It may’ve been willing to take a back seat for a while, when it was necessary for me to busy myself in the physical world, but, when it was needed for the next stage, it refused to be ignored. I’ve discovered there are many others just like me, and there are others who scoff at us. And, we all have our role to play in the balancing!

Others are not me, and I am not them. But together, we make the whole. Every single one of us has cycles where we grope in the dark, and then awaken in our own special time. Some lessons are minor and cause hardly a ripple. Others are major and change our lives dramatically. They open our eyes widely indeed.

We are all unique. All have strengths, weaknesses and emotions. Do not be afraid of them. They’re there to assist, guide and strengthen you.

Everyone struggles at times. Find compassion in your heart for yourself and each other. Be kind to yourself and each other. Lend a hand in times of difficulty. Help others to help themself. Be willing to help yourself. Know helping isn’t always sweet and nice.

Similarly, we all soar at times. Join with them in their rejoicing. Know your time of rejoicing will come when you’re awake enough to recognize it. Start by rejoicing in little things. Be grateful for what you have now, and more will follow - if you truly want it.

Know that similarities and differences only serve to help you illuminate and clarify yourself and what you want. That you have to be strong enough, and discerning enough, to accept yourself for what you are - and to accept others for what they are. You are you, and they are them. Neither can be the other, but you can be willing to work alone and to work together, to draw your own boundaries and to accept the boundaries of others.

Be open enough to communicate freely with yourself and each other. In your communications and interactions, honour, respect and value yourself, your opinion - your world. Treat others as you want to be treated. If you choose to give, give purely for the giving, without an intention of receiving. If you only like to give, remember to be gracious enough to learn to receive, so others may also experience the pleasure of giving. Love in a balanced way.

I’m grateful for the opportunity to explore and learn about myself. I now know I’m not afraid of me anymore, which makes it easier not to be afraid of others. I’ve learnt to appreciate and value our differences, to say and mean, So shall it be! I accept what’s easy and normal for me may be incomprehensible to others, and vice versa. I enjoy many aspects of my physical world as well as many aspects of the spirit world. I know above all else, what I am today is the direct result and sum total of where I directed my energies in all of my yesterdays. And, what I am tomorrow will be because of where I choose to direct my energies today. I, no one else, make my choices. I choose my thoughts, actions and my reality. I am responsible for my life. And, I have the power to make it what I want!

I accept and appreciate that others have different ways, and this is good. Our differences help us come to know and appreciate ourself better. I know I love helping those who want to help themself, in whatever quiet way I can. I hope something we’ve written stirs your spirit and points you in your direction - helps you find your way home. I know this is part of my journey.

This book was written with the intention of sharing information I learnt for myself and have been told by my angels. Many others have helped on this project. We hope our information is useful for you. Much of the trilogy is a group effort, so much of a group effort it’s hard to distinguish who contributed what. I think it makes it interesting, if as well as a group voice, we add our own personal touches here and there. Each angel’s contribution is in italics, so you can distinguish when we change from a group voice to an individual voice.

It’s my very great pleasure to introduce you to my dear friend Amon. We’ve known each other for many eons. Amon is a master guide and the coordinator for these books. I thank him for everything he is and all that he has done. I thank him for his love, his guidance, his encouragement, his information and the opportunity to work with him on this project. Most of all, I want to thank him for being my friend.

Bruthony, Cressiant, Tibuumulun and Athenmon are also long-term friends who have come to help and encourage me. Each is magnificent in many ways. I thank them for their love, their wealth of knowledge which they so generously share, and for also being my very dear long-time friends.

Brendan and Robrydge are my dear new friends. They’re magnificent also. Thanks for your love, wisdom and understanding, and for all the help you’ve given. Thanks for your strength and caring. Bless you my dear new friends. It’s been great working with you - perhaps we’ll meet again sometime.

I am Amon. I am a group of angels. We have many names, and together we are Amon. There are other beings like me helping to write this book. They have individual names, and together have other names. Each has much power, much love and compassion.

You are the reason we have come. Many feel your life lacks richness, that your spirit has lost its colour and its shine. That is why we have chosen light and colour. Already many of you see and know us as colours within yourself. Together, we are many colours. Together, you are many colours. And together, we are Rana - a rainbow of many colours. Many colours to show different facets of clear light, light to help you find your way.

You know there’s a rainbow after a storm, but often you forget this when you’re scared. We’ve come to remind you of the rainbow, of its light, its beauty and its promise after the storm. We remind you of its colours, different colours for different people - each with their own strengths, their own beauty; each with their own weaknesses, their opportunities for growth. Each with their own strengths and weaknesses to build on - each with their own potential! United you are more powerful than on your own - much more powerful than you know.

You have much power, much authority and much wisdom. We love you like a mother. You are very dear to us, and it hurts us to see you suffer. We can only help and guide you. You must learn your lessons for yourself. As you learn from your own children, you can only help them if they’re willing to help themselves. It’s the same for us. We won’t do it for you. If we do, you learn nothing, so cannot grow and cannot reach your potential. We’d be doing you a disservice if we didn’t let you do it for yourself. We love you enough to let you make your own mistakes, let you learn your own lessons, let you find your own potential - let you create and take credit for your own life.

You have the authority to do what you choose with your own life. You have more than enough power to be yourself. And you have enough wisdom to learn from your own lessons. We’re writing to remind you of that which you’ve forgotten. That, when you concentrate on the fear of the storm, you forget there’s a rainbow. You forget your own power, authority and wisdom.

We invite you to remember the beauty of your true self. To know you are special. That you are you as only you can be. And others are special too. They are them as only they can be. Together, you make your own light and your own shadows, as you search for your own way together.

At different times you walk on your own, and at other times with others. You have opportunities to learn many lessons. People enter your life, and people leave. Situations come and go. And so you form patterns for thinking and doing. These are your realities. Your realities dictate how you view yourself, others and your world. Your lessons and how you feel about them are your reasons for change. Perhaps you like where you’re taking yourself, or you may not. You may like the general direction and just wish to make a few modifications, or you may wish to make a complete transformation. It’s easier than you think when