Waking up in the Wrong Body

By Tommy Gilbert

I am writing this book to clear up a few misunderstandings
and wrong beliefs about the dual sexuality beings' community
(which you call the gay community). And that is, it is not their
personal choice to be different, it is just who they are. Secondly,
dual sexuality beings are born with an unknown but coming
disorder which is called the dual sexuality genetic disorder. Third
and most importantly, this book is also a wakeup call to all people,
both heterosexual and dual sexuality people, to open their minds
to new and different ideas; to get out of the old negative ways
of thinking that you have been taught through your life, so that
you can free your spirit, My main subject in this book is talking
about the dual sexuality beings community. The most important
message to be found is that we need to love and respect each
other as human beings and learn to respect each other because
God created us different, not to despise each other but to love
each other.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Dec 3, 2012
• ISBN: 9781477279274

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© 2012 by Tommy Gilbert. All rights reserved.

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Published by AuthorHouse 11/29/2012

ISBN: 978-1-4772-7928-1 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4772-7926-7 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-4772-7927-4 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2012919013

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Contents

Chapter 1      How I Began my Journey into this Knowledge

Chapter 2      The diary of Thomas Brown and Sarah Rose

Chapter 3      Understanding the Basics of My Analogy

Chapter 4      Diary of Sarah Rose and Thomas Brown

Chapter 6      Diary of Thomas Brown and Sarah Rose

Chapter 7      Interviews and Opinions

Chapter 8      The diary of Sarah Rose

Chapter 9      The diary of Thomas Brown

Chapter 10      The Vital Point of their Life

Writer’s Notes

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To my readers:

I am writing this book to clear up a few misunderstandings and wrong beliefs about the dual sexuality beings’ community (which you call the gay community). And that is, it is not their personal choice to be different, it is just who they are. Secondly, dual sexuality beings are born with an unknown but coming disorder which is called the dual sexuality genetic disorder. Third and most importantly, this book is also a wakeup call to all people, both heterosexual and dual sexuality people, to open their minds to new and different ideas; to get out of the old negative ways of thinking that you have been taught through your life, so that you can free your spirit, My main subject in this book is talking about the dual sexuality beings community. The most important message to be found is that we need to love and respect each other as human beings and learn to respect each other because God created us different, not to despise each other but to love each other.

This is not a gay book and this is not a weirdo book: this is an educational book about a lot of different things. The miracle about this book is that God has used an illiterate person to relay a message to the world about a hidden secret that no one was aware of. This is a genetic disorder that I have named dual sexuality genetic disorder. As I watch talk shows and speak to people in this world, I can see that there is a desperate need for the message that I am giving in this book. A few people that I have let sample read my book have said to me, Please hurry up and finish writing, the world needs to hear the things you teach in this book! Actually, I am amazed at some of the things that God has shared with the world through me. I have been illiterate all my life, diagnosed with learning deficit disorder and with difficulties focusing and understanding written forms. I have been overwhelmed with a strong driving force to relay this message. Something inside me kept bringing these thoughts in my head, God has a purpose for you: God has a mission for you to complete. I said out loud, I don’t know how to spell and can barely read, so how can I relate anything to anyone. I was afraid no one would take me seriously because of my learning disability. It literally drove me crazy trying to hold this knowledge inside of me, so I am forced by a power much greater than myself to relate this message to the world.

Chapter 1

How I Began my Journey into this Knowledge

I first began my studies for this book about twenty-five to thirty years ago. I began my study of dual sexuality beings because I was faced with a dilemma. I had a very strong hatred for dual sexuality beings (I was what you would call a gay basher). To me they were evil, foul, a disgrace to the human race. And this is how i was brought up to believe like most people in the world, especially Americans. Until one day i was forced with a life changing dilemma. My best friend that i grew up with came to me one day and confessed something that would change my life. Now I’ve always been the type of person that questions what i was brought up to believe, especially if it does not make sense to me. And what my friend told me made me question the hate that i had inside for dual sexuality beings. I’ll never forget it. I can remember it like it was yesterday.

It was June15, 1980, I was just getting out of the shower, getting ready to start my day, when I heard a knock at my door. I finished putting my clothes on and then i went to the door to see who was there. When i opened the door i was shocked and amazed to see my very best friend standing there. it had been about five years since i had last seen him. I said in a surprised voice, Thomas! What’s up? And I grabbed him and gave my friend an embrace, and told him to please come in. When he came in we started talking, reminiscing about old times. He asked me how I had been doing, how my life had been going. I told him pretty good, and I asked him what he’d been doing for the past five years, and how his life had been going. And he told me how he had a very good job, but he took sick leave to handle some very important business in his life.

Now about an hour had gone by since he had showed up at my house, and he looked at me with such a serious look on his face that it began to make me worry. He said to me, That’s why I came to see you, there’s something I need to tell you, that I should have told you a long time ago. Stop right there, I said abruptly, you’re not going to tell me that you’re terminally ill with some disease and you only have six months or a year to live, are you? And he said, No, I’m not going to die, not yet. He looked at me again and he said in a low voice, Bro, I’m gay. At first I started laughing. I said, Man I know you didn’t just say you was gay. And in a laughing voice I said, I know you’re joking man. He looked at me and said in a very slow, stern voice, Yeah, I did say I was gay—and I’ve been this way all my life. And I said, Man have you lost your mind? This is some joke you’re pulling… Is it April fool’s up in here? I said, Haha, you got me, you really had me going man.

Thomas looked at me and said, I’m not joking man, I’m serious. This is the hardest thing I had to do in my life—to tell you who I really am, and how I really feel. And I said, Man, you’re talking crazy. You hate gays just as much as I hate gays. I said, Man, you used to be right with me when we used to lump them and talk shit to them, And remember that day downtown? Thomas said, Yeah I remember that day and it ate me up inside, that day has haunted me ever since, knowing that I felt the same way inside that he did. I felt like I was torturing myself. Now, when I realized that my friend was serious, I said, "Have you been talking