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One Weak - Jason Kichline
December One Weak
Pouring Scotch
This place.
I wish you were here,
next to me…
across the table,
not telling me to stop,
but to continue.
Enthralled by my soul,
not my intoxication.
You are intoxicating.
Just you can make me smile.
Is that just a feeling?
Is it reality?
I don’t know.
I’m not sure.
But there you are.
Real…
Gazing back at me.
Real.
More real than reality.
What if we threw away practicality?
Threw away these inhibitions?
These chains that bind us?
What then?
Our logic melts away,
like the dust clearing after a rain.
I’m floating,
I’m flying,
I’m hovering,
I’m waiting…
For who?
For you?
I don’t want to go…
Where can I go?
Where can I roam?
Home?
No one’s home.
No light on…
but you.
You guide me like a light in the darkness.
Is my soul merely a fly?
A mindless creature?
Drawn to your light?
your warmth?
your allure?
Luring me.
Is this a trap?
Can’t escape.
Pouring out
like life.
Pouring out
like scotch.
Pouring out…
my will,
my heart,
my blood
Oh God.
Losing everything
for the taste of the forbidden.
Mayday
Two stars floating above.
Two stars as Venus, and Jupiter…
In love.
Passing in the black like two strangers.
Understood.
Bound by the laughing moon.
So soon.
So soon.
I’m numb, and my judgement fails.
Like staring into the sky.
Above.
Is this love?
Or just an illusion?
Oh God…
I’m falling.
A star.
Shooting.
Shooting towards the unknown
and yet…
the known.
I know where this is going…
But don’t want it to.
No.
No!
Please God…
Let this be more than just us.
Let this be you.
Let this be true.
Let this be real.
Real.
Deal.
Fate.
Chance.
No.
Real.
Let the guise of sanity be reality.
Are we crazy?
Or has reality engulfed us?
Our souls
Our everything.
Lord no.
Let me do your will in all of this.
This.
Bliss.
Miss.
This.
Dialtone
Now I’m the one.
I felt this was resolved and yet…
it’s 3:45 AM.
my heart is pounding.
I awoke.
Pulled closer to her.
Held closer to her.
But who was I holding?
In presence it was her.
In absence it was you.
I miss you.
I miss your voice.
I miss your smell.
My body picks up the phone.
My soul trying to make the call.
Hearing only…
Dialtone.
Rain
Squeezed from twisted torment.
It comes.
Unexpected.
A solitary drop like from a faucet of a leaking soul.
My hand reaches out to catch it.
My face reacts to pinch it.
My will intact to choke it.
Drip, drip.
Another.
Thoughts clash.
Feelings rumble.
Heart reverberates like the ground in the summer heat.
Waiting.
Waters gather.
They stream down my face without reason.
I smell the sweetness of rain hitting pavement.
I sense the steam rising.
I feel the drops splash my legs.
Crash.
The sky opens up again.
It comes in waves.
I look up into the swirling grey.
This surprise storm coming without reason.
The cool of a drop runs down my neck and along my shoulder.
I smile.
Like a boy.
Caught in the thick with no umbrella.
Looking for puddles.
Sliding Closer
aching.
this is not good.
my heart pounds over simple words.
my mind reels over innocent pauses.
my heart speaks and you listen.
my fingers finish your sentences.
I am happy.
I want to crawl into your thoughts.
I want to experience you.
your life.
your hurts.
your passion.
your everything.
though we are far apart.
our souls slide closer.
like two teenagers on a basement couch.
wondering if the parents will see.
how can this be wrong when it feels so right?
or maybe that is why it is so wrong.
we reasoned the nature of love and aroused it.
we questioned sin and awakened it.
we tempted fate for the thrill of it.
we drew the line, was it only to cross it?
we crossed paths, was it only to part?
shaking.
my questions grow.
my answers cease.
my logic fails.
my guard is dropped.
my heart is laid opened.
hurting.
Talking Over Coffee
I don’t want to break your heart
It was a cold and bitter morning
I’m not so sure it played a part
In where the tear was even going
I like some bite in my coffee treat
It goes so well with sweetness
How come you have to be so sweet?
Because your warmth surrounds my bleakness
and as it trickles down my throat
the heat removes my outer coat
and makes me feel from what you wrote
alive
awake
again
Faintly Follows Yes
Wandering, my soul trips.
Stumbling in the darkness,
over thick roots of trees,
and rocks wrapped in moss.
I hear a voice in the forest,
a babbling like water,
flowing from the deep,
and bubbling up from within.
I call out to it,
and hear a familiar response.
a voice I recognize,
a voice I long for,
a voice to lead me.
I begin to listen.
I listen to the sounds of the forest.
They resonate with my voice.
They harmonize with my dissonance.
I shout!
are you there?
are you listening?
are you hearing?
are you real?
Faintly follows,
Yes
Two Children
two children
in flight of passion fleeting
far from honor’s home
lost in lonely wood
forced cares of life retreating
ever desiring the roam
but our bearings broke their bushings
and as the night made chase to day
canopy concealed clear clarity
found us in woeful wood
a stark sanity of reality
breathing.
two lovers
high upon the forest sleeping
far from safe abode
shivered dares each twig snapping
ever huddling each tone
but our hearings hoped our hushings
and as the fright made chase to way
volume voiced vain verity
drew us toward dimming good
a spark, a reality of sanity
shaking.
two children
high above a cliff descending
far from grounded mode
unsettled, understood
quivered stares each look tingling
ever chilling each bone
but our peerings prodded our pushings
and as sight made chase to stray
feet feigned feared fatuity
bound us in freeing fall
a harsh brevity of gravity
splashing.
two lovers
in waters filled with passion flowing
far from normal’s zone
rushed tears each stroke groping
ever knowing each known
but their tearings stoked their thrustings
and as night made haste for day
lost lovers lauded levity
left one lone on heighten tall
to embark the same gravity of reality
smiling.
Day 7
we need romance to live
like air
like water
I don’t want that part of me to die
but this pain
this sweet pain
this lush agony…
it is romance
yes… it is
it is the tragedy
and the smile
and the beauty
and the life
and the blood
it is the stuff of great romantic tragedies
Of Drummers and Poets
if beats were like words
and sticks like the pen
then one could observe
and summarize then…
that it’s not what you say
it’s how and when it is said
it’s not so much what you play
but more accurately read…
it’s what you leave out,
it’s what you leave in,
it’s when you want to,
but don’t.
What I See
you
just glow
there is a joy in you
that you locked away for so long
and it presses at the creases of your skin
yearning to get out
and just to see you smile
makes me so happy
it’s your smile
that I notice
twirling
in rays of beaming light
in a field of tall grasses
careless
your hands brushing tuffs of wheat
smiling
shining
glowing
in the warm sun
The Second Scotch Was For You
lights dip
warmed glow
a slight sip
a no-show
frozen tones of glass and ice
trickling down this soothing vice
vacant chair
her lips lent
lingering stare
imagined scent
numbed by amber moistened kiss
lured by sweetened wafting bliss
hopes float
pains sink
your glistening throat
…or so I think
…or hope
loneliness longing to end
an empty toast towards sin to bend
rushing, reeling risk again
a lusting for lost lover friend
Wisps of Whispers
your fragrance leaping from your form
and to my nostril senses born
wisps of whispers from your soul
detected leaks of trust now torn
a moonlight moaning, summer’s end
moonflowers aroused by nymphs who tend
the hidden gardens of your soul
the nighttime call of woo to send
but bitters battle beneath bare bliss
behind your ears I hear a hiss
its scent sighs softly from a soul
waning, warning, withering, whiffs
unlike fair flowers in daylight’s gleam
this rare flower is rarely seen
until the nymph provokes a soul
whose fragrance sings nocturnal dream
Message From A Bottle
I think I drink a bit to end
this pride of stagnate prude
I raise a gaze to neighbor friend
and once again we send for booze
Two
, I sign for mine and hers,
two shots of who cares what
I raise my daze with lesser cares
and wrestle from my righteous rut
One
, ask I to try a smoke
for a night of plightful firsts
I gag a drag to outwards stoke
a burning heart of heinous hurts
In haze of ways unknown before
I grapple for a call
Composed in prose this nightful lore
a sole message from a cold bottle
To whom to doom my drunken shame
this send to friend requires?
I thus focus to cry her name
the match who sparked my soul’s desire
Withdrawal
each breath
cigarettes taunt me
mock me
laugh at me
lungs fill with
heavy tingly and
vapored reinvite
each bite
alcohol accuses me
proves to me
my stupidity
stomach fills with
painful pangs and
vanishing appetite
each step
levity reminds me
blinds me
challenging upright
mind fills with
random thoughts and
dark depressive dew
each move
separation confines me
chains me
skin chilled and crawling
body fills with
longing, a deep aching
a withdrawal from you
Angel
Your face is what I see
when I’m struggling through
You make your call to me
when I need you to
Grace carries your every move
and lifts you on its wing
Your feet planted to soothe
and with your voice you sing…
Over me, an ancient song
in radiance of white
The word of God in holiness longs
to fill my soul with might
Thank you for all that you have done
standing for what’s true
The darkness falls, the light has won
because an angel came through you
The Entrance
down an alley wrought with grime
found a folly fraught with time
an antique arching entrance way to
bounded tally of words sublime
time forgot this timeless shop and
I’m now caught in destined plot
to enter arching entrance way
entwining thought for souls to swap
an elder woman shop kept thus
and held her whom then she could trust
through entering arching entrance way
expelled the webs and shelving dust
she led me through the stale and cold
and said she knew of tale untold
of why through arching entrance way
I tread, debuted the veil of old
I opened books and pages peered
I hoped in nooks and ages neared
as entering arching entrance way
invoked the looks of sages feared
hours flew as pages turned
powers grew as stages spurned
centering in arching entrance way
cower ensued as ages burned
I made my way back out to leave
afraid to stay, I did conceive
outside the arching entrance way
a young girl stood with duster cleaved
Dancing
every word is a move for you
every stanza a swaying beat
I hold your hand and slide my feet
to mingle with yours
this dance so sweet
the lighting fades
the music dims
glimmering orbs
sparkle within
across your form
I take your hand
and lead you there
middle of the floor
in awkward stand
your soul to warm
my gaze seeks the soul of you
my hand rests on the small of your back
closer we merge, I cannot pull back
together we crash as two distant shores
waves of passion lapping our lack
my mind races, cherishing you
but my shoulder senses a distinctive tap
further diverged we quickly pull back
I turn and see that I am not yours
your husband cuts in, fulfilling our gap
Fragments
I try to be still,
but thoughts still they come,
like glassy fragments.
Random.
They spill overtime,
like diamonds of my mind.
Each one beautiful and yet,
pointless unless pointed and set.
I can’t stop this flow,
of overdubbed voices.
They discuss and debate,
my life’s future choices.
Perhaps one day soon,
the voices will stop,
the pieces aligned,
from one pill to pop.
Labyrinth
you intrigue me
more than you ought
your depths yearning to be explored
intriguing
wanting to discover
with boyish wonder
like passing through a labyrinth
smiling at each corner
at each turn
at each dead end
you smile at me
like adventure herself
saying something so benign
opens up a whole other side of you
and then another
and another
lost
the next thing I know
you’re all I think about
this complexity that culminates
in a simple beauty
of you
and I could get lost in your labyrinth tonight
Your Voice
Today fell silent
No words came
My mind was still
Today merely went
Just the same
My conscious, chill
Tonight I pause
Not the same
My ears unfilled
Tonight because
No words came
Nil poetic skill
Tonight is past
The week ends at last
And your voice is
Still.
Within
darkness hides beneath the skin
dust lies inside these walls
one cannot inspect within
only listen as it crawls
outside appears pure and true
a flat and painted plane
memories adorn those who view
the facade of simply sane
time it takes its tenuous toll
eroding what is seen
sin protrudes once from its hole
then scurries within the scene
facades cannot hold a house
they buckle under strain
we must exterminate each mouse
and cleanse each and every stain
humbled I asked Him just for that
once falling on my knees
to find sin lured out like a rat
with a savory speck of cheese
Heavy
it’s how I feel
at night, alone
my heart hangs inside my chest
like dead weight
on strings straining
to hesitate
it’s that moment when
my breath shallows
my mood darkens inside my head
like abandoned dreams
on memories fading
or so it seems
it’s all I want then
just to feel a touch
my skin crawls along my frame
like watchmen above
on ramparts aging
seeking love
so when I see you
for who you are to me
my mood brightens
my breath quickens
my heart leaps
like a young boy
on sugar rushing
experiencing joy
Passion
Passion is two souls merging
like fluttering heartbeats of a first date
it is a spiritual essence
best represented by the physical
it is sharing ideas so deep
that you gaze into her eyes
it is communication so perfect
it goes unspoken in speechlessness
it is finishing each others sentences
in a way that fingers interlock for the very first time
it is wanting your emotions to run and hide
but staying put even while vulnerable
it is two spirits sliding through a dark room
meeting only to dance in the sparkling twilight
it is getting so close
you can smell her fragrance
and to share secrets so hidden
like undressing without shame
and then it is covering up that pain
and whispering in her ear…
everything is going to be OK
and when she asks are you sure?
holding her ever closer
to share the warmth
of two souls flickering,
radiating resonance,
in the darkened cold
Norman
Calm.
There a peace in your hands.
Sturdy fingers roughened gentle,
worn and worked in.
Strength.
You wait.
Peaceful.
Peering out the window
looking behind the curtains
for someone.
Anyone.
Smiling.
You greet others,
filled with hearty laugher
like a warm bowl of chowder,
or a hot cup of coffee
in front of a roaring wood fire
on a cold winter day.
Inviting.
Reaching.
You outstretch your hands.
to help another up.
Focused on the work
that needs to be done
in the most selfless of ways.
Thinking.
Humble is your definition.
a kingly worker robed in blue.
a man worth living up to.
a guy to whom I say I love you
.
a true friend I call dad
.
Twilight
Timid
She paints
On outstretched canvas
Woven from deep memories
With colors vibrant and dark
This tapestry she wears in fragility
Hiding
She chooses
Shades of twilight
Hues of cast shadows
Muted mauve or diminished teal
Covering a lifetime of wonders hidden
Melancholy
Serene beauty
Eerie silence singing
Like summer cricket choruses
Carried on chilled autumn winds
Unsung sirens luring other twilight wanderers
Seeking
Found her
A lone artist
Painting pictures of twilight
Outside the warm welcoming houses
Alone under moonlight in her beauty
Painting
Vault
sound alarm
everyone out
chamber door
heavy hinging
slowly towards
entrance sealing
remains inside
unclaimed treasure
precious thoughts
boyhood longings
dusty shelves
forgotten feelings
lights outened
guards posted
keeping watch
thief kneeling
now detained
hearts healing
locked up
private vault
once again
now revealing
romantic soul
worth stealing
Shirley
There’s enthusiasm in that smile of yours…
the corners of your lips wink at doubt
an assurance that anything is possible.
your spirit beams like a young girl chanting try me
and we’ll just see what can be done about that!
You roll up your sleeves without hesitation.
teaching me that success comes from hard work,
convincing me of the value of money,
guiding me through your actions,
and raising me in your ways.
I remember…
shaking the snow off your hair when we shoveled
splattered paint on purple sweatshirts
the sweat stains on ratty t-shirts
and the dirt caked under your fingernails
I forgot…
how much I cherish being driven by love
guided to loving others with tangible actions
instructed in your near perfect wisdom
and the simple bliss of slumber after a good full day
I see in myself a glimmer of you
and that brings a boyish smile to my face
and a sense that nothing is truly, ever impossible.
Kristin
brightness surrounds you
like