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    Thoughts of Suicide
    Thoughts of Suicide
    Thoughts of Suicide
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    Thoughts of Suicide

    By Calvin Ockletree and Dionte Miller

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    In "Thoughts of Suicide," delve into Calvin Ockletree's soul-stirring collection of poems, birthed from two harrowing stays in mental institutions. Unveil the raw emotions, the depths of despair, and the glimmers of hope, as his verses paint a poignant portrait of the human psyche's struggles. This poetic journey traverses the darkness, leading

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherLexxiKhan Presents Publishing
    Release dateSep 11, 2023
    ISBN9781958335079
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      Thoughts of Suicide - Calvin Ockletree

      Thoughts of Suicide

      Calvin Ockletree

      LexxiKhan Presents Publishing

      Copyright © 2023 Calvin Ockletree

      This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.  

      Copyright © 2023 Calvin Ockletree

      All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

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      DISCLAIMER FROM THE PUBLISHER: We, as the publisher of this poetry book, wish to explicitly state that our sole purpose in bringing forth these poems is not to glorify suicide. Rather, our intention is to shine a light on the significance of this subject within the lives

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