Thoughts In English: Mind

By Vad Nin

A swarm of thoughts lured out of the troubled mind.
A collection of poetry.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Apr 26, 2021
• ISBN: 9781667132747

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Thoughts In English

Mind

by Vad Nin

Copyright © Vad Nin 2016

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This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher.

ISBN 978-1-6671-3274-7

Just walking through the bottom of the Sky;

I’m here and there, only passing by.

***

Unpin my words from their clear meaning,

unbutton them from their perfect sense.

The irrational all around me spinning

my Russianness, thus the consequence.

Feel through these dungeons, liberate emotions.

Don’t think! – if really, if you really dare.

Betray the bitten, formulated notions.

...Misleading? – you don’t need to care!

Undo yourself like you always wanted,

then enter, for I came undone.

The world outside is forever haunted;

let go of it, since we’re nothing – none!

The irrational all around me spinning...

The wine is heady, candle’s melting, hence –

unpin my words from their clear meaning,

unbutton them from their perfect sense.

Gypsy Heart

(Poet)

I’m here and there, passing by,

(the rundown and the wealthy quarters)

just walking through the bottom of the Sky,

look closer, following those floaters

of my adventure ridden eyes,

this gypsy heart of mine – no cure,

because the dream, it never dies –

I’ll walk towards that something pure.

(...I’m here and there, passing by.)

***

Behold me – a creature of the Light

primarily that lurks in shadows,

avoiding capture all despite –

I bring some hope to many saddos.

A creature of the spread out wings,

available to all the winds

that carrying away their dreams,

...for nothing is the way it seems.

A creature of My Only Faith

in Higher Self – The DeepDownInner,

of which I am a hazy wraith;

a poet-saint – a poet-sinner.

***

(You, reading this, yes, you: Who do you think you are?

I will get through; repeat these words: ‘I want you.’

...Well, now, I want you more: This Much!, This far!

The echo of my words will ever haunt you.

I’ll always appear from within.

Escape you’ll try, although, of course, I doubt

you will be able to; closer than next of kin

I will become, so there’s no need to shout.

Repeat I will: ‘Who do you think you are?’

over and over till you get to know it.

Reading the answer off your mind; a striking scar,

I’ll whisper it again: ‘You are a Poet.’)

See Yourself

(In Me)

Searching for a clue? –

see yourself in me

as I do in you

...infinitely.

Deep, deep down, further.

All those ‘wrongs’ and ‘rights’,

the broken pieces, whole,

all those days and nights

of my troubled soul.

Deep, deep down, further.

Through the mirror balls

of the sadden eyes

follow where it goes –

to the truth through lies.

Deep, deep down, further.

(And if the above will appear

see-through, stainless, pure, clear –

look again, as I do, my dear.

...Deep, deep down, further.)

Naïve

Forever and a day I’ll grieve,

then –

set this World on fire

to punish it for being a thieve,

a hypocrite...

and most of all – a liar.

Then, I will simply watch it burn –

to hell this never ending story;

forever and a day they’ll learn

my vengeance in the blaze of Glory.

My unassuming universe,

which they belittled, pitied, spat on,

will burst out of my mind to curse –

c u r s e  t h e i r s

My nucleus unbutton

I shall;

the tremors of my voice

will raise the dead

right through the living –

The New Beginning...

Now – Rejoice!

...Can’t take no more;

it's time forgiving

My Love,

which will warm up The Others:

no barriers; the words will lose their use –

My Love,

the strength which gathers, gathers...

(each broken heart won’t seek excuse)

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