Super Radiant A Doctor's Personal Journey
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Super Radiant speaks to the healing process that TM (Transcendental Meditation) provided me after I experienced 2 personal tragedies: the death of my spouse and severe financial setback. It's a story about rebuilding my Practice from scratch and how a professional Doctor recovered from these difficulties in a natural, drug free manner. It offer
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Super Radiant A Doctor's Personal Journey - Joseph L Schwartz
PROLOGUE
Ifound my wife of thirteen years stone dead the last day of September 2014, sitting straight up in a hospital bed. Her eyes and mouth were wide open; she stared straight ahead. Next to her were several empty pill bottles, including a prescription for morphine prescribed by one of her doctors. She wanted to sleep downstairs on the second floor of our three-story townhouse we were renting because it was easier to get to the bathroom and kitchen. I was in total shock and panic. My immediate thoughts were self-blame and immense guilt: Well, you really have done it now, Joe!
(as if I really had done anything). Lisa had had a slow but steady decline in her mental state over the last three years since her father had passed away in 2011.
As a husband I was always there for her, traveling miles throughout the places we lived in New Jersey, Georgia, and Delaware, taking her to pain management doctors and psychiatrists for an assortment of pills and believing she was telling me the truth about her real or imagined problems. It was codependency and enabling at its best. I take full responsibility for that since I am describing only one side of our story, and I firmly believe both partners cause relationships to fail. But when your partner becomes enraged and threatens that she won’t love you anymore or may abandon you, this is what happens. As her sister and dad alluded to early on, it was always about Lisa.
In December 2013 I had slipped and fallen while I was taking down the trash on the first floor of our townhouse after our cat accidentally peed. Logan was a sensitive little fellow, and he must have reacted to the last argument Lisa and I recently had. At the time, I suffered a compound fracture. There was a lot of blood, and the bone was sticking out of my leg! Needless to say, I was in horrific pain. What happened next was mind-boggling. I called up to Lisa, but she refused to help, making me literally drag my body up a flight of stairs to call 911. All the time, she yelled that this was payback
for me not calling for an ambulance right away when she once fell backward at our home in New Jersey. So, I was thinking, since when do two wrongs make a right? Plus, once the New Jersey ambulance came, her hospital x-rays showed there was nothing seriously wrong. It was just another ruse by her to get drugs at the ER! Meanwhile…that day, I was bleeding with a bone protruding from my shin!
My second wife had a troubled history of treatment for depression and bipolar disorder, as well as doctor shopping, using pain management and psychiatrists to fuel her opioid dependence and prescription drug addiction. In addition, she had immediate conflicts with my two wonderful children, Heather and Daniel, the product of a first marriage dating back to 1981. Stupidly, I allowed her to browbeat me into making sure that she came first over my kids. Visitations with them were always extremely stressful. Lisa made sure I spent only the required amount of time with them during the week and weekends, even though they lived nearby. I think that in hindsight, Lisa couldn’t deal with the fact that I had a great relationship with them, while she had a very strained one with her two boys and abusive ex-husband. The first seven years of our thirteen-year marriage were relatively good compared to the last six. I had made a huge error against the advice of my wife and beloved father-in-law, Sid, and moved out of state…to Georgia! My sister and brother-in-law had been living in Atlanta for many years. It was my eighty-year-old mother’s declaration that only a daughter could really take care of her
that got my attention. I wanted to be part of my family, even if it took moving out of state.
So, going forward, let’s be clear about a couple of things. First, you are hearing my side of this story only. Lisa has passed on, and of course, when