Fairy Tales of the Mind: Tales of Mental Illness and Abuse
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Anxiety rises, fear of abandonment is constant on your mind, fear of being unloved is eating you up, and the world you envisioned to be a fairy tale is destroyed. So, you comfort yourself by letting your mind wander, and you wait for someone to save you even after the abuse, despite knowing full well that it’s unhealthy. Knowing that those daydreams you have of dying are unhealthy.
You survived the physical abuse and the neglect by escaping reality and continually dreaming of fairy tales, but you became too engrossed in those dreams. Those dreams resulted in you creating an alternative world in your mind in which you craved to stay in – like an addict, forgetting entirely that there existed a world outside of those dreams.
This is a collection of poetry about mental illness and the impact of child abuse in adulthood.
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Fairy Tales of the Mind - Ailina Walker
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Ailina Walker 2023
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First Published 2023
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Acknowledgement
Thank you to those of you who are taking the chance and time to read this book. Especially to my sister, who supported me during those difficult times.
Trigger Warning
Please note before reading that there is a risk for emotional distress. Especially for individuals who have experienced childhood abuse.
Dedication
To those who don’t know why they cry at night,
You are precious, and I love you.
For future parents,
Hug your child and kiss them goodnight.
To the little girl that was me,
I don’t remember you, but I try to imagine that there were times you were happy too.
Engrossed in Fairy
Tale Dreams
Once a long, long time ago, there was a young child, not much older than ten.
Her name was Jasmine, and her family was of royal blood.
Making her royal as well.
To the outside world, they were seen as the perfect family.
The most adored and the most loved but inside the castle was a different story.
Jasmine’s mother was hurting her. Her mother always told her never to tell a soul, and so Jasmine never did.
She went to school with bruises hidden beneath her clothes and never told a soul, but she did more than that. She stopped talking to anyone.
Not to her teachers or friends, not even to