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    The Words I'll Never Say
    The Words I'll Never Say
    The Words I'll Never Say
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    The Words I'll Never Say

    By L. Alice Bushuyev

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    Here lie the words I thought I'd never say. The dramatic, angsty, sometimes overexaggerated thoughts I'd have in my depressive state. Use them as a warning tale, as an inspiration, or as just an entertaining read.

    May God be with you. If these words touch you, reach out. I'll be out here, feeling better and closer to God.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherChristian Faith Publishing, Inc.
    Release dateOct 25, 2022
    ISBN9798886162783
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      The Words I'll Never Say - L. Alice Bushuyev

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      The Words I'll Never Say

      L. Alice Bushuyev

      ISBN 979-8-88616-277-6 (paperback)

      ISBN 979-8-88616-278-3 (digital)

      Copyright © 2022 by L. Alice Bushuyev

      All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods without the prior written permission of the publisher. For permission requests, solicit the publisher via the address below.

      Christian Faith Publishing

      832 Park Avenue

      Meadville, PA 16335

      www.christianfaithpublishing.com

      Printed in the United States of America

      Table of Contents

      Right Where You Need Me

      I Wanna Be…

      Princess Emily

      A Helping Hand

      I'm Sorry

      Doll

      Day of Atonement

      About Him

      Who Are You?

      Home

      Love Letter That You'll Never See

      Bleeding Paper Heart

      Another Heartbreak

      Fighting My Thoughts

      Running

      Best Friend

      Prayer

      First Three Members

      Feel

      02/25/2016

      Forgiveness

      Mercy

      Hypocrisy

      Yesterday

      06/25/2016

      Metaphor

      Red Flags

      Take Me Back

      What Is Love?

      About the Author

      Blood runs cold,

      It runs red.

      She feels relief

      From the pain

      That she hides.

      That's the day

      She leaves with

      A real smile

      On her face.

      One she doesn't

      Have to fake.

      She found life

      In a silver blade.

      Painting red

      She's hurt too long.

      And now

      She's

      gone.

      Everybody falls sometimes,

      Everybody hurts.

      Everybody feels the pain.

      You just got to love,

      You just got to trust.

      Let me help you up.

      I know where you've been,

      I have felt your pain,

      Don't you go away

      I'm right there,

      I'm right here.

      Let me see your pain.

      There's no need to fake a smile.

      Let me be the one for you

      Let me be the one to show you

      the truth.

      I'll be here to love

      I'll be here to cherish you,

      Just know you are never alone.

      We are a

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