I went in search of myself
By Paul Brenner
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This is a collection of poetry written for the end of days. Both in the practical sense of writing at the end of the day, in contemplating particular events or circumstances, and in the apocalyptic sense. In these writings I sought to examine my own thoughts about life, death, time, eternity and the divine, as well as the past, culture and its s
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I went in search of myself - Paul Brenner
I went in search of myself
Poetry for the end of days
Copyright © 2023 Paul Brenner
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-6458057-0-3
Life screams relentlessly at us
Scraping and banging
Time’s brutal rhythm
Marching steady as it comes
Bearing down in waves
Breaking against our sanity
We find combusted then
Elements, stirrings
Pieces left over
A game of circumstance
A knowledge waning
Interrupted faith
Where kinship is dispersed
And childless forfeited
Generations succumb
Their belonging irrevocably torn
In transgression we find
Measure of despair
Desperation wills its course
To breach ministry,
Justice, fury incumbent
Upon souls that dwindle
As the sun cuts a path
Across acres and homesteads
Mapping each module
Diminishing responsibility
Of care for growth and station
As fertility wilts
And age gives way to passing
When death creeps ineluctable
Joints twist and rupture
Fibrous being torn asunder
Hastened escape slips its juncture
When souls become moist
Carried on fragile wings
They bear not truly
As we hold on to delight while it lasts
Ultimate reality screams
Bearing down fast
As passion chokes reason
Dynamism of life melts into formless desire
Unceasing pressure builds monotonous
A drudgery enters and crushes
Yearning for quiet solemnity replaced
With perfidious clamour of lechery
Our dignity lost to base conscription
Consigned to faithless drive
Being to nightmarish emptiness
Where the soul cannot survive
Renewal only of flesh and form
Not a thing beyond the mire
Lost in demonic possession
Full of hatred, repugnant cascading
Entropic spiral, dominion punishing
A violent corruption of human devotion
To love and to treasure – instead
Truth collapsing, spirit expires
If it were custom to obey
Then one could shed the precepts
Of determined defiance
Opposed in all manners
As a spoilt microcosm
Thrown open to the macro
Summarised and crucified
When the counsel remains
But it is not that way
Though one forgets despite
All gates herding us
Directed to deign to defy
The edifice of nothing
As if it were something
Where what is left is already abandoned
Like a swirling blast
Mandated to rust
In the exhaustion of time
When all life