Death: A Love Letter
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Death: A Love Letter casts a raw, unflinching stare into one man's personal abyss-a powerful search for purpose in a life torn asunder by tragedy and loss, and an inspiring chronicle of the discovery of self-love. More than just a collection of poetry, it offers a deeply personal and ultimately courageous view of the author coping with
Weston Charlesworth
Weston Charlesworth lives with his dog and all-around best friend, Poppy. They love to see new things and listen to music together. You can often see them out ski touring or biking in the mountains near their home. Following a series of traumatic events that culminated in being struck by a car on his bike in 2022, Weston began writing poetry to cope with the dissociation and CPTSD episodes triggered by that event. The poems contained in this book were written between September and November of 2022. He is an adamant supporter of mental health awareness
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Death - Weston Charlesworth
Copyright © 2023 Weston Charlesworth
ISBN: 978-1-957917-26-9 (paperback)
ISBN: 978-1-957917-27-6 (e-book)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2023902077
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without prior written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.
Cover design by Judith S. Design & Creativity
www.judithsdesign.com
Published by Glass Spider Publishing
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I dedicate this to you, the reader. This collection of poems is my attempt to share my experiences with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, the loss of family members, and severe depression. Sometimes the will to live is hard to find, but we can do it together. There isn’t a magic switch where everything gets better. But if we put in the work and stay brave, things can and will get better. As hard as it is, and it is so damn hard sometimes, we can get through this. Asking for help isn’t weakness; it’s the ultimate strength. You and I are now connected in our universal experience. Let’s choose from this moment on to make the decisions of the person we want to be, regardless of what has led us to this point. Sometimes we might need help. The resources below are totally anonymous and are there for you even if you aren’t suicidal. You’re a brilliant star shining in the universe; sometimes talking things out is all we need. Thank you for taking the time to share this experience with me.
Sincerely,
Weston
Crisis Text Line: Text BRAVE to 741741
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:
(1-800-273-TALK)
Contents
Preface
Laughter
Monsoon
Oh, to Be Content
Invisible
Third Muse
Confidence
Grief
Sunrise
Joy Hangover
Note
Fidelis ad Urnam
Dirty Pass
Acceptance
Sunset
Final Moment
Hometown Lycanthrope
A Carny’s Tale
It Cuts Deep
Soft Robot
Unread
Trust
Savior
Quitting
Daydream Judgment
Joseph
Boundaries
Work Trip
To Be
Yes, I Exist
Starburst
I’m So Tired
The Longest Days
Self-Fulfilled Prophecy
Another Blow
Semper Fi
Obsession
Poetry
Reflection
Misspoken Words
Alone
Missing Yo
How to Deserve a Partner in Mind
Fishes
Halloween Spooktacular
Fragments
Thinking, While Drinking
Purpose
Dropping Anchor
Mountain Valley
Heavy
SAM
Gone
Curiosity
Searching
Send It
Morning Coffee
Deepest Secrets
Rainy Days
Friends
Snuggle
Pressure
Youth
Pain
Anguish
So Close
Dream So Good
This Moment
Death
About the Author
About the Publisher
You are sitting on a comfortable sofa. There is an old television in front of you. A glass of your favorite beverage nearby, and some snacks. The television turns on. A red curtain on the screen parts. Behold...…
Preface
Here I lay broken before you. I can’t promise you’ll love what’s in store. You may not love it at all. I wish I could positively say it was all my fault.
I’d like to thank anyone in my life that has given me pain, or joy most, as all great friends will eventually give you both. I think you’ll enjoy it best with little context, though this must be said:
These are the stories of one who was nearly dead.
All we can do is strive. None of us make it out of here alive.
Laughter
It’s okay to laugh; life is a comedy. Even when it drives us to our knees. Sometimes it’s so savage it’s almost hard to believe. Is this show funny, or tragic? What is it exactly that you need? What’s the purpose of this service that I’ve provided for you? Will it help you discover your universal truth?
Can it please just be love and joy that you are after? The program director is starting to squeeze out tears, I’m hoping from laughter. What’s the purpose of this lust of dark disaster?
Maybe I’ll end up on a podcast, then the story would be faster. We can just revel in the high points by a soothing-voiced broadcaster.
Perspective is an illusion self-manifested. One man’s mountain of sorrow once divested could then be pressed into service and mined.
That is this poetry’s purpose. This is a work of my newly found mind. Enjoy. And let’s discover what I find.
Monsoon
They say when it rains it pours, but this feels more like a monsoon. I keep running around yelling to the sky that I’m barely staying alive. An alien buffoon, trying to focus on the moon through acid rain.
Focusing on one thing to ignore all the pain caused by my brain. Constantly enflamed by memories of pain, loss, and anger. Feelings of love pass by like