In My Own Words: The Dark Chapter

By Joel Sigle

Take a journey through the mind of an addict. This book will take you down to the depths of a living hell and through the emotions an addict goes through. You'll see how guilt and self-hatred turn an addict into their worst enemy. This is my true story.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Page Publishing, Inc.
• Release date: Mar 23, 2020
• ISBN: 9781646286249

Book preview

The Party

Ms. Cocaine

I love you

In Texas

Ms. Cocaine

You’re mine

In California

Love me

Hate me

Kill me

Mr. Cocaine

I need you

In Seattle

Mr. Cocaine

Is after me

In New York City

Grab me

Hate me

Kill me

When the Music Stops

The party’s over

When the music stops

Stuck inside yourself

With only your thoughts

Becomes a lonely hell

Doctor Ruin

I was always running

I was always running away

I love to run

Hell, I’ll run from the day

Here comes pain

I don’t wanna feel

Here comes love

I can get hurt

Turns to pain

I don’t wanna feel again

Hi! How you doing

Let me introduce myself

I’m the new doctor in town

I’ve got prescriptions

Made to numb you instantly

Here’s a sample

It’s on the house

It’s free

Remember one thing

You got to buy

Next time

I’m still running

I’ll keep running

I wanna win

The best race of them all

I wanna run from myself

And my private hell

I’m depressed

I don’t wanna feel

I’m sad and lonely

I’m coming down

I don’t wanna feel

Hi! I’m the doctor on the street

Did you call