Silent Riot

By Marley Cote

Silent Riot

I was only five and six

You had to take away

My only innocence

There was nothing I could say

Nothing I could do

Absolutely nothing

You didnt care

I was never something

I was your toy

I was your little girl

Hands were always on me

Everything changed in a swirl

Once I was careless

Once I was free

Once I was innocent

Once I was me

Anger pulses in my veins

Hurt pumps my heart

Revenge is my only thought

Hate is my art

Your hands were always on me

I didnt understand

That you were using me

I never got a lending hand

I never got an ear

I never got an eye

I never had a voice

Her hands are nigh

I didnt know what to do

So I kept quiet

Holding everything in

I was a silent riot

My dad was working

My mom was a drunk

I had no one to go to

My being sunk

I was only five and six

You put down your crucifix

Just to destroy my innocence

Anything left of a childhood

Once I was vulnerable

Once I was happy

Once I was innocent

But you had to change that

You couldnt let me go

I was your treasure

You had to continue

I was your hidden pleasure

You could never let me go

Not without a mark

I had to be your property

All light was lost

I was confused

About the world and life

You knew this

I was on the edge of a knife

You were supposed to be the adult

I was the victim

Youre a female

It was supposed to be him

With the grief at home

And at school

I began to give up

I began to drown in the pool

I needed an escape

But I was lost

No one would help me

Freezing in the frost

I was only five and six

You threw away your crucifix

Lust to end a childhood

Nothing left to this innocence

Now I see

The cunt you are

But I still hold a grudge

Your hands went too far

I cant forgive and forget

For what you did

My hear is blackened

By the touch of your bid

Youre the monster that created me

Youre the reason I hate me

Youre why I have a scorched soul

Just die and let me be

I was only five and six

You burned your crucifix

Loved to desecrate innocence

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Feb 28, 2013
• ISBN: 9781456884499

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Contents

Silent Riot

My Ghost

Fallen Dolls

Temptation

Family Disgrace

Dreams v. Reality

Nameless

Dear Mother,

Unreliable

Dualities of Liberation

Unforgiven sins

My Master

Skars of Temptation

Stitches of Silence

Happy Birthday

American Dream

Molested: FYVE

Cherry Blozzom

The Shadows Voice

Room of Syn

Nigh-tmair

Immortality

Sors Salutis

Flames of Seduction

Stranger

Hangman’s Knot

Addiction

Fillter

Human

Paranoid

Good Enough?

Self mutilation

My Scars

Personal Legend

Used Condom

Unbelievable

Given Uhp

ReGroup

Always and Forever

Breathe

Forsaken

Quartz

Surrogate

Blind

Mum

Intifada

Trend of Deceit

Untitled I

Untitled II

Blanche

Untitled III

One More

Free Ride

Untitled IV

Untitled V

Left Behind

InNOcence Redeemed

Goose w/a Noose

Word-for-Word

Arrogant-Ignorant

End of All Hope

The Inferno

Tomorrow’s Sorrow

Period

Confrontation

Forever

Finally home

Three of Swords

Wait to Bleed

Untitled VI

Happy Place

Repent pt. 2

Uh-Greed

Shattered Reflection

Speak no Evil

See no Evil

Hear no Evil

Womanizer

Claimed

King of Liars

Green Monster

BeLieve

Lullabye

V-DAY

Stronger, Better, More

Disguise

Princess of Manipulation

NE!N PILLS

Disgrace Missing

Flesh and Bone

Vendetta

Repression of Emotion

My Heroine

Inconsistent

Silent Riot

I was only five and six

You had to take away

My only innocence

There was nothing I could say

Nothing I could do

Absolutely nothing

You didn’t care

I was never something

I was your toy

I was your little girl

Hands were always on me

Everything changed in a swirl

Once I was careless

Once I was free

Once I was innocent

Once I was me

Anger pulses in my veins

Hurt pumps my heart

Revenge is my only thought

Hate is my art

Your hands were always on me

I didn’t understand

That you were using me

I never got a lending hand

I never got an ear

I never got an eye

I never had a voice

Her hands are nigh

I didn’t know what to do

So I kept quiet

Holding everything in

I was a silent riot

My dad was working

My mom was a drunk

I had no one to go to

My being sunk

I was only five and six

You put down your crucifix

Just to destroy my innocence

Anything left of a childhood

Once I was vulnerable

Once I was happy

Once I was innocent

But you had to change that

You couldn’t let me go

I was your treasure

You had to continue

I was your hidden pleasure

You could never let me go

Not without a mark

I had to be your property

All light was lost

I was confused

About the world and life

You knew this

I was on the edge of a knife

You were supposed to be the adult

I was the victim

You’re a female

It was supposed to be him

With the grief at home

And at school

I began to give up

I began to drown in the pool

I needed an escape

But I was lost

No one would help me

Freezing in the frost

I was only five and six

You threw away your crucifix

Lust to end a childhood

Nothing left to this innocence

Now I see

The cunt you are

But I still hold a grudge

Your hands went too far

I can’t forgive and forget

For what you did

My hear is blackened

By the touch of your bid

You’re the monster that created me

You’re the reason I hate me

You’re why I have a scorched soul

Just die and let me be

I was only five and six

You burned your crucifix

Loved to