Coming Out As Mentally Ill
By Jason Blake
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Have you ever thought that you or a loved one might suffer from mental illness?
Approximately one in five adults in America experience a mental illness in a given year. And yet we rarely talk about it. Mental illness gets spo
Jason Blake
Jason Blake is originally from Conyers, Georgia. He moved to the island of Kauai from Chicago in 2005. Jason has been published in trade publications, multiple newspapers and magazines. 10 Things I Learned Living on an Island is Jason's first book. Jason is the founder of the long-running fundraiser Kauai Sings. He lives in Puhi, Hawaii, with his spouse Philip and their dogs Lucky and Stella.
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Coming Out As Mentally Ill - Jason Blake
Copyright © 2019 Jason Blake.
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ISBN: 978-0-9977116-4-6 (ebook)
Front cover image by Elena Dimitrova.
Book design by Damonza.com.
Printed by Laki Press in the United States of America.
First printing edition 2019.
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A note on language in this book
Language evolves over time, and we become more careful with it. Currently, professionals refer to people with some form of mental illness as a person with depression
or a person living with schizophrenia,
or whatever the diagnosis is. This is currently the highest and best way to describe someone who has a mental illness.
Several times in this book, however, I state something like, I am mentally ill.
I recognize this is not the current best practice of the professional psychological community and that it would be unkind to refer to another in that way. I specifically use this slightly irreverent phrasing in this book for the purpose of removing the stigma and shame associated with mental illness. For decades, LGBTQ+ people have been called gay, queer, faggot, dyke, and so on. The people in those communities have started to self-identify with those words as a way to take back the power that had been used in those verbal assaults. That is why so often in this book I state, I am mentally ill.
Mental illness should not be stigmatized or shamed. It should be learned about, treated, and ultimately managed as a form of empowerment for the individuals and their loved ones living with it.
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Introduction
My name is Jason Blake. I am mentally ill.
I’m in a unique position to come out as mentally ill. I’m an adult living in my own household, so I can’t be kicked out or told to just pray it away. I’m self-employed, so I cannot be fired for admitting I’m mentally ill. I have my own business health insurance, so my coverage cannot be denied or canceled as I seek treatment for mental illness. I live in a state that is not perfect, but has some public resources for mental illness that other states do not.
As I begin to write this, I am forty-seven years old. I have lived as an openly gay man since I was about twenty-four years old. Coming out as gay or queer is often a process of a couple of years. One starts by telling one’s closest friends, then moves onto a larger circle of friends and family. I believe I had outed
myself as gay, in one way or another, by age twenty-four.
Coming out is just the beginning. Coming out is letting go of the corrosive secret that can ruin a psyche and a life if it is never handled properly. Self-acceptance can take longer based on the individual. Eventually there can be what is called gay or queer pride.
Gay pride is often misunderstood as some type of boastfulness. It’s not. Gay pride is saying, I’m really okay with who I am, and there happen to be some pretty awesome things about being me and being queer.
I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ADHD approximately a decade ago. Despite what some extremists may try to peddle, these illnesses have nothing to do with the fact that I’m gay. But I brought up my sexual identity for a reason. The purpose of this book is to encourage the same wave of coming out with mental illness that has happened with sexual and gender identity in the Western world over the past fifty or so years.
At first I had no idea that I suffered from any mental illness. I only realized that despite my best efforts, my life did not work. I was not professionally successful, and this led, I believed, to great unhappiness and undue stress in my closest relationships. It also separated me from consistently showing up in society in vibrant ways.
Eventually I decided it was time for professional help. I visited my primary care physician and asked for a referral to a local psychiatrist. After several sessions of weekly talk therapy,