Memoirs of a Vet's Mind Wars
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This book is dedicated to the men and women of the armed forces, those heroes who defended their homeland from both foreign and domestic threats. I wrote this book because I wanted to talk about trauma from many different angles. Trauma comes in many forms, including physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. Military families often experienc
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Memoirs of a Vet's Mind Wars - Ron D Britton
PTSD Mind
My mind runs from yesterday’s memories of trauma unknown.
My exposure to human crisis set me on the edge.
Nothing is as it used to be.
At times, I feel caged within this cyclical process of human suffering,
repeating moments I can’t escape.
I live in a constant state of emergency.
My mind is thrown back and forth from reality to unreality,
because rage buries these painful memories,
and I seek help from those who can bring my unreality
back to normality where I can find peace of mind.
In my personal asylum, nightmares replace dreams,
fear replaces strength, despair replaces hope,
but I will hold on and cope with whatever comes my way,
because I am a survivor.
No Man Left Behind
In wartime, the motto is No Man Left Behind.
A dying comrade is never abandoned on the battlefield.
There is no stronger love than the love created
between two men who swore an oath to defend each other
at the cost of their own lives, no greater oath
than the promise to defend one’s country.
To risk your life by putting yourself in harm’s way
is called selflessness.
It is a sign of bravery, courage, and honor.
This philosophy should apply not only to the military,
but to everyday civilian life.
Our perceptions of one another would change
if only we learned "I can’t live without you,
and you can’t live without my help."
In times of crisis, it takes a community,
bound by honor and loyalty,
to overcome any unexpected conflict.
If we stay ready, we no longer have to get ready.
Forced to Be a Martyr
Too much is at stake - the Savior couldn’t wait,
as the sands of time seeped through the hourglass,
as our lives bled into eternal time.
The Creator never intended mankind
to lose all hope of redemption,
but our enemies were scheming against us,
so He, Christ, was forced to be a martyr,
to free the bound souls,
lost over what was perceived as fool’s gold
sold to humanity.
Now the people scream
because they believed the enemy’s lies.
The enemy hated humanity
from the beginning,
and because of our disobedience,
the Savior was forced to be a martyr,
giving his own life
to make things right.
Imprisoned
I am imprisoned by trauma.
I am a product of conflict.
I believed it was my duty
to serve and protect
the freedoms I love most.
I was ready and willing to fight
until my last breath.
I’ve seen people, shackled
by the burdens of men,
who cared not for their own survival.
Whether they lived or died
meant nothing to them,
so long as they could rule with an iron fist.
I am imprisoned by trauma,
a product of conflict.
No longer will I sit idle,
like the proverbial fog
hovering above a pot of water
while the heat is turned up,
dying slowly.
10 x 10
I just moved into a 10x10 room.
Somehow, I stuffed everything I own
into this little home,
but my surroundings feel so estranged,
and my life feels rearranged.
I’m feeling the pain
of being tossed aside,
a part of me has died a thousand deaths,
and I can’t even collect death benefits -
I need to make adjustments,
but my beliefs won’t bend,
and I’m trapped in this maze,
fading into a world with no end.
Still, a 10x10 is better than
living on the dark and lonely streets
with nothing to eat, trying to survive,
trying to forget how far you’ve fallen
from grace.
In my case, I’m just trying to trace
from where I fell
and why my life went to hell,
no money for bail,
and all I could do was yell.
Maybe someone will have mercy on me,
drop a few dimes,
but it’s so rough
trying to tough it out
while I wait for blessings to fall from the sky,
begging the Heavens, "Oh me oh my, may I please
have a piece of the pie before I die?"
It’s been quite an experience
living within a 10x10 room,
and one day, when I leave,
I hope I’m ready to cope with something bigger
than a 10x10, but until then,
I’m gonna work with it until I can kick it
with the big ballers.
Scared Mirror
As I gaze upon the window
that reflects the image of who I am,
it shows me a misnomer
of my true self.
I’ve struggled with distorted perceptions
of the other self
while searching for my own greatness,
I’ve discovered my altered ego
while pondering my future.
I’ve discussed the multi-dimensional complexities
of the inner and outer selves
with me, myself, and I,
and we came to the conclusion
that the nomenclature of my existence
must be birthed from within the circle
of my confidants.
The mass destruction caused
by others’ words
have temporarily stifled my progress to glory,
but I will not be defeated.
Though I’ve been bruised, misused,
ostracized and scandalized,
I rise above my burdens,
and my brokenness will be the formation
of the real me
as I rise from the ashes of obscurity.
Living Without Regret
As I look back upon my life,
I see so many mistakes,