Memoirs of a Beautiful Disaster

By Ashley Simmons

This book is my story and journey from dealing with many things in life we sometimes don't like to speak on but live with, this is my transition from strife to triumph. Although I am still a work in progress I am loving the growth of who I am becoming, learning to not let life not break me but make me stronger and wiser. I hope that this book can too help others whom may have possibly gone through similar issues or if they just need some motivation to dust yourself off and readjust your crown.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Apr 7, 2021
• ISBN: 9781664163201

Ashley Simmons

Born and raised in Colorado Springs, Colorado, Ashley Simmons spent her early years reading such classics as "To Kill A Mockingbird", "Jane Eyre" and "Little Women". During high school, an English teacher gave her a copy of "The Hobbit" and she was forever hooked on fantasy. "When people tell me they would love to write, I tell them to write what they love. I love fantasy. Some of the greatest literature of the 20th century is hidden within this genre and it is sorely overlooked by the mainstream public. Stepping into an imaginative world and seeing the main characters struggling to deal with issues as typical as jealousy, betrayal, or shattered love-lives allows readers to get a different perspective on their own problems. Though the worlds I write about are vastly different from ours, I try to keep them as real as possible." Ashley currently resides in Utah with her husband, five dogs, and four Friesian horses.

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MEMOIRS OF A

Beautiful Disaster

ASHLEY SIMMONS

Copyright © 2021 by Ashley Simmons.

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the copyright owner.

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Rev. date: 04/16/2021

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Contents

Don Don

Star Player

Intense

Shit be so Temporary

The Curse

Apology to The Good Men

Midnight

It was Never You

Call of Booty

Infidelity

Reflection

Wrongfully Deflowered

Mind Games

Gone

Until

Missing The Signs

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Chasing Love in Lust

Beauty in the Mess

Mind Fuck Me

Understand This

I Am The Moon

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Confidence

Threesomes are Fun

What Will it Be

Nothing Regular About Your Black Sis

Be Fair

I Submit

Do You Really See Me

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Potential Get You Every Time

Survivor

Reincarnation

No one

Self Love in this Generation is a Joke

Letter to My Dad

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The Makings of A Woman

Page Turner

May I...

Her

5 Yrs....

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The Tears Behind The Smile

Don Don

Thank you for choosing me

When I felt like I was losing me

You gave me sight of things I was refusing to see

You choosing me is helping me to be who I’m supposed to be

Becoming your mom was what I was meant to be, you have given me such a purpose that is adding to me like a surplus

I look at you and it’s my drive to thrive, because of you I

have arrived, before it was that I had only survived and felt deprived

I see your smile and and it drives me wild I feel so alive

I will always put you first even when I’m at my worst

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Star Player

When you met me you were building your line up

I was never your star player though, I never stuck out showing great potential

She became the MVP from the start and even when I showed potential it didn’t matter she was already the star player, the rest of us didn’t stand chance

We all tried tirelessly tried to show