Through Me to Me
By Kay T. Smith
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Through Me to Me - Kay T. Smith
Copyright © 2019 by Kay T. Smith.
Library of Congress Control Number: 2019901929
ISBN: Hardcover 978-1-7960-1668-0
Softcover 978-1-7960-1669-7
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Rev. date: 02/26/2019
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Acknowledgement
To my son; you are my heart and a true gift from God. You have ministered to me from such a young age and I am grateful to God for you. To Pat; thank you for believing in me and for helping me to cross the street.
To everyone that has read or allowed me to read my pieces to them and encouraged me to share this gift; thank you for being vessels of God. You are greatly appreciated….
God is faithful; I trust Him!
Kay
Contents
Struggle…
No One Bothers
Through Me…..To Me
Who Will Fight For Me?
Questions
Who Knew?
Painful Memory
Life’s Therapy
Awakened
Forgiveness
My Dance
Sigh
Peoples
Downsized
Perversion
Weariness
The Chase
Stagnant
Going it Alone
The Emotions of D
To Be….
Cleansing
Remember…
If You Knew
Perspective
The Friendship Meal
The Walk
The Gift of Life and Choice
Empty Love
Beautiful Seed
Biologically Abandoned
Hidden Agendas
Scene l
Scene ll
Searching
Reflection on Rejection
Fear
Be Free
Truth
The Gift of Life and Choice – pt 2
Replay
Destination
Travelling to?
Heartbreak
Help!
Burst
Retreat
Praise Team Bully
Emotional Safety
Disposable Me
Antisocial
Disregard
Love…
Afraid
On This Day
Intimacy
Relationships Awry
Connection
Ssshhhh
Dilemma
In Love
Forsaken
Regrets
Twisted Love
Longing
Reality
The Heaviness of Love
Mature Love
Seasons of Love
Influences…
Friend for Life
Elegance, Grace and Beauty
Great is Thy Faithfulness
Trusting the Process
Journey of the Designated Homeless
The Day God Orchestrated Just For Me
The Leak
The Voice Lesson
Crossing the Street
The Gift
Falsely Accused
ReeRee’s Groove
Portrait of Negativity
Feet in My Back
Fetish
Jane Elliott
Change Maker - Prophecy
Healing
Growth…
Growth
Processing Confusion
GIT!!
Closing My Eyes
Humorous Survival
Conversation
Visualize
Nail Biting
Being First
No Pain
Surrender, Stand Back and See
Small Things
Letting Go
Bondage
Point of Separation
Alive But Bound
It’s Not About Me
Pressing
But God
Nail it to the Cross
Moving On
Reaping
Half of 114
Expectations…
Identity
Trippin’
Lost, But Found
40 Plays in 4 Days
The Big Picture
Why Do People Gotta Be So Mean?
Thunder Storms
Peace
Spiritual Attack
Ill Intentions
His Bruises for My Bruises
Humility
Default
Reflection
Imperfect Me
Full Circle
Family
Finding My Place
Reminding Redeemer
Current Mood
Celebration
Struggle…
No One Bothers
Kay Smith
Invisible tears became visible today
Silent suffering became static
The fight inside became fear
and gave way to any chance of freedom,
But no one bothers to really see…
Eagles soar, dolphins dive
into their places of freedom
To fly and swim another day
They are connected to each other
We are dysfunctional so
No one bothers to really see…
Through Me…..To Me
Finding me has been exhausting to say the least
It’s been an emotional trip to hell and back
and I have been the feast
To deposit something positive into just one life
Has only been the goal of one
and that’s the living Christ
Through HIM and only HIM alone
Cause there has been no other
Is the reason that I’ve grown
Not brother, sister, father
and no not even mother
I think of those that have support of
praying friends and family
I’d get so angry deep inside
wondering who was there for me
We cannot choose our parents,
We cannot choose our sibs
But we can choose our course in life
and we can forgive
All of those who had a chance,
But just would not invest
Into the life of an innocent child
That went from lost to blessed
Its taken over forty years,
I’ve walked this path alone
On a biological quest to reconnect
with those that were my own
But what I’ve come to realize
in searching for my folks
is that sometimes you must let go
of those that are unequally yoked
I can’t go back and change the past
For it has been my test
But Christ has been there all the time
and I am more not less
With or without my family I have finally grown
From this exhausting trip to find me
and I didn’t have to do it alone
The hand of Christ was on my life from very early on
HIS amazing mercy and HIS grace has kept me all along
And so I will continue the journey to find me
And learn to invest into myself and be completely free
Who Will Fight For Me?
Kay Smith
My life, my issues, so unwanted……
Who will fight for me?
On my own from birth til now
Who fought for me?
To make it this far, I don’t know how
So much pain in just one life
For a daughter, sister, mother, aunt and wife
Who has fought for me?
Soiled from birth by a curious boy
Private parts used as a toy
All in fun, but a
downward spiral has begun
Who fought