Morbid Letters: Unsent Letters of Unsung Heroes

By Dr. Roshan Chirag and Jannah Azaan

This book is a compilation of letters spread over a long period of time and unsent for obvious reasons. The purpose of publication is to thank God first and then to convey the hidden meaning behind the contents for its own use to improvise the society, community, readers, law abiders, and the patriots. Each letter speaks a story in itself. If elaborated, each letter may turn into a book in totality. Each letter can transform itself into an epic saga of sequence of events, which can fill the shelves of a library. It is better to leave them as they are.

Some letters may appear similar and rather familiar because they are addressed to the same class, same genre and same type of abusers, molesters, assholes, shitheads, and scumbags. The letter addressed to God is a personal retribution to personal relationships authors entertain and enjoy, and God will forgive them if he thinks it is required. Detailed elaboration can only bring peace into pieces. The in thing is for 100 percent tolerance to stupidity and not 0 percent intolerance. It also comprises of the abuse for use and not use or abuse. This book teaches one to remain contented with what is destined.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Apr 13, 2018
• ISBN: 9781546236597

Dr. Roshan Chirag

The author is the father and the co-author, editor and compiler are one, his daughter. Author had migrated here after achieving graduation in medicine and surgery, post-graduation in Psychiatry and doctorate in Psycho-pharmacology. He retired as a consultant Psychiatrist and Professor from a teaching institute of medical research and presently residing a retired life in mid-wewst, with contentment. The daughter, and the co-author is a woman of substance and a graduate in commerce and did post-graduation in Fashion designing and presently running a successful business in mid-west living a happy married life having two daughters, with success and contentment. Both realized that certain things cannot be changed, cannot be touched and certain scandal cannot be taken for granted. Nothing changes by itself, it has to be changed and brought to life and repeatedly told all over again. The authors are trying to convey meaningful messages to the needy, deserving especially the victims of abuse, that consistent, persistent perseverance is warranted for survival.

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Contents

Dedication

Acknowledgement Of Thanks

Qoranic Quotes

Preface

Introduction

Prologue

Respected Master, God, My lord. (Beneficent and merciful)

Beloved Mothers

My first love,

Dear Doctor,

My children, Peace be upon you,

Who’s who

In Later Life

Oh! My children,

Oh! My off springs,

My lovable wife, my partner and my soul-mate,

Daughter who in teen age was given in marriage and abused but struggled to come out as a winner

Bete,

Bete, Peace be upon you,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful.

Bete, Peace be upon you,

Bete, Peace be upon you,

Bete, Peace be upon you,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

Bete, Peace be upon you,

Bete, Peace be upon you,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

In the name of God, the beneficent and merciful,

Friends who had decades of understanding with the author, did their best to help out the victim of domestic violence

My letter # 1

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In the name of God, the beneficent and the merciful

Mr. Z, Peace be upon you,

Letters to un-named resources of domestic violence, without whose help survival of the victim could have been jeopardized

Hi DVR 1,

Hi DVR 2,

My letter # 1

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Hi DVS 6,

My letter # 1

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My letter # 7

Peace be upon you, DVS 8,

My letter # 1

My letter # 2

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My letter # 4

Hi DVR 10,

Un-loved ones who could go to any extent for gratifications of their whims and fancies but would never achieve satisfaction. The contents may appear similar as the characters are of same species

Mr. X.

Mian,

Sir/Madam,

Sir/ Madam,

Dear me,

Mr. AAS,

Mr. SYH,

Hello authorities,

Useful information for both victim and their parents who have suffered abuse in the hands of abusers and fighting for rights

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

Hi DV survivors,

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After Thought

Postface

DEDICATION

We dedicate this book first to God, then to our parents, then to our children and then to their children. This book is not dedicated to abusers, molesters, law breakers, lobbyists, pharmacists, public notaries, pilgrimage arrangers and politicians.

Authors

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THANKS

Firstly, we acknowledge thanks and gratefulness to God, who guided us to complete this book and made it a collection of information to the needy. We acknowledge no thanks to some of those who are addressed here and acknowledge thanks to some who are addressed here. Our acknowledgements of thanks are like selective choice and not selective honesty, but we can’t help it. But this vote of thanks would remain incomplete without mentioning the commendable help and editing services of my younger daughter to the author and younger sister to the co-author.

Dr. Roshan Chirag & Jannah Azaan

QORANIC QUOTES

He created for you spouses from among yourselves, in order to have tranquility and contentment with each other, and in this, there are sufficient proofs for people who think. (30:21)

We have appointed a law and a practice for every one of you. Had God willed, He would have made you a single community, but He wanted to test you regarding what has come to you. So, compete with each other in doing good. (5:48)

Those who spend (freely), whether in prosperity or in adversity, who restrain (their) anger and pardon (all) men - for God loves those who do good. (3:134)

Do people think that they will be left (at ease) simply because they say, We believe, and will not be put to test? (29:2)

…Help each other to goodness and heedfulness. Do not help each other to wrongdoing and enmity. Heed Allah. (5:2)

"Every affliction that falls on the earth or yourselves, already exists in a Book before it is brought into being by us. (57:22)

Surely, those who believe and those who are Jews, and Christians and the Sabeans; whoever acknowledges God, The Day of Accountability, and does acts of reformation – their reward is with their Sustainer. (2:62)

Do not follow your emotions lest you fall short of justice. If you distort your testimony or turn away (from this command, know that) God is Aware of all your actions. (4:135)

PREFACE

These letters are compiled for a reason, for a purpose which can never be anything else, then the message they contain in it. Each letter tells a story for the readers, which cannot have revealed with attention to detail for the virtuosity of the scope and method of the publication.

Postman is a messenger, a prophet in his own prophecies preaching honesty, sincerity with consistent and persistent service with no additional gain, favor, tip, or advantage. He is an agent and a pigeon, loyal to his masters and he does his duty rather overdo his duty.

Postman is a thorough gentleman and lesser God. He serves messages, letter, telegrams, bills, rewards, winning lottery tickets, notices of eviction very unpleasantly and letter denoting love and affection very pleasantly.

He unites people not divide people, people should respect him, adore him and worship him. People should make him a congressman, a senator, a king or a president and so this book is named after his service and his transformed devotion towards his service. He is greater than mankind and bigger than the concept of postal service and a physicality of truth.

Authors

INTRODUCTION

Self-appraisal is natural and when it become mandatory, one can really enjoy talking about oneself, including me. So, to describe ourselves, we am a happy persons, who like fun and frolics and try avoiding restrictions and inhibitions as much as we can and as far as it is practically possible. We are tolerant at the same time and have understandable expectancy levels and that is why probably we get along fine with people in our inter-personal relationships. We dislike unwanted behavior in us and as well in others, but we also forget and forgive others, without encouraging them to continue repeating it and when it comes to feeling exploited we can put my foot down to teach proper lessons to who ever is concerned, even if it tantamount to punishments.

There are several, but one quality we acquired out of nurturing is to form goals for achievements and then working hard to get them. That is why we think positively and do not easily get discouraged by hurdles or obstacles. We prefer doing things on a need to need basis and usually complete the tasks assigned on me and does not believe in planning scrupulously, tiring ourselves extraneously and later to find that we had unnecessarily overworked without getting the required results. We also consider work as worship and do not hesitate to accept challenges in life.

One quality we inherited is that of getting contended with what we have, without cutting down our aspirations and without undermining the need to progress. We know that there is no end to greed and one can still need more even after acquiring millions. On the contrary if one thinks realistically a human being’s needs are basic amenities for a comfortable living. Dissatisfaction in life is not a cause but an effect of circumstances and we think circumstances are a product of one’s thought process. Righteous thoughts lead to our formed opinions about satisfaction and we can remain happy with frustrations out of tests and joy out of achievements.

The names and places have to be fabricated to avoid embarrassment and/or humiliation to some characters referred in the book who are and may live till publication and the author’s names are not impersonated as well to avoid letting us be identified.

Authors

PROLOGUE

Morbid letters are Dead letters, designated as letters sent but not delivered as the receiver moves and they get forwarded to forwarding address, on not finding the addressee, they are then directed else where and redirected and re-forwarded, denoting the fact that the receiver cannot be reached and return back to the place of origin to note that sender has also moved with out leaving any forwarding address, to get the label of MORBID LETTERS.

They should also be labelled the same for any other reason, if the recipient cannot be reached or the beneficiary gets them when they are not required or when they lose their credibility. They should be labelled the same if letters are written but cannot be mailed. Postal services are a perceived concept and dead letters are eventual physicality.

Authors

Loved ones without whom our purpose in life could not have been served

Respected Master, God, My lord. (Beneficent and merciful)

Part 1

Surely all praise is for you, I praise you and seek your guidance. I also seek your assistance in our survival. I seek your forgiveness and seek refuge in you, from the evil of my own soul and from the wickedness of my deeds. I know whomsoever you guide will never go astray and whomsoever you allow to stray will never find your guidance. No one has the right to be worshipped except your almighty self. I bear witness that there no other partner in your governance other than you alone. You have sent many messengers to guide the mankind and also sent the last one, on whom peace be upon him. Peace be upon his family, associates and their families and include my family too.

Hope you are doing fine controlling your difficult tasks. I’m also good by your grace. Just thought of addressing you in solitude. I hope you will take it as a privileged communication, between creator and believer keeping confidentiality and privacy acts. I wanted to salute you for your blessings bestowed on me. I wanted to salute you also because all along you had been my savior. Please don’t take it lightly. It is not a salute which is given to a war veteran who has gone to heaven somehow in great probability sacrificing his life or retirement and must be getting some pension benefits from you and enjoying his stay there.

I wanted to salute you because you had been attending to my calls in spite of remaining busy running the show but have been guiding me the righteous path as and when I turn to you. God, Sir you are great and smart but how is your mood. I hope you are not vexed, annoyed or angry on me. I might have made some grave mistakes but I had not hurt a soul as you directed me. I remember you told me that you will forgive, if matters relating to you are not obeyed but you also told me that you will not forgive if the matters concern other souls. If you are in good mood as usually said in our culture, I may ask you something. There is no urgency, no hurry, nothing. I want immediately or nothing I want which is not possible. I can come again. I mean call you again if you are busy now and not having presently time to listen to me. No problem Sir, my God absolutely no problems, I can wait.

You told me to submit to you. I have already done so, living with your favors, gifts, sanctions, rewards, blessings and everything. You also told me to be balanced. Oh God, that I found little difficult as everybody around me is imbalanced. There are conflicts of interests around. There are conflicts of interests around and people around me don’t believe in balance. They want to cheat, to fraud, to scam, to debrief and to counsel even if not required and do crazy things. It’s not easy to remain in balance.

You want me to be patient, even that I found not so easy as everybody around are in a hurry. People are impatient, thrusting urgency even on me. They are restless, apprehensive, anxious, obsessed, phobic, depressed and some are even deluded. Please don’t expect me to be your assistant or under-secretary to follow your orders as a routine procedure. I could even tell you it is not possible, please hold on, sorry, curiously I have myself removed this word ‘impossible from my books’. Later erased this word from my dictionary. So, I can’t say this word impossible anymore, but believe me it is not possible or I will improvise by naming it hard, tough, task, tax, almost different entity to almost become impossible.

I ask you, the glorious, the all mighty by those beautiful names and by your sublime attributes to accept my apologies for any un-intentional oversights, better still mistakes I have done, or doing or will do all my life and even after my death and you are capable of everything. I pray and bow down to you only and you know that. You alone I worship and I ask my family and friends to do the same. I hope for your mercy as you had been showering upon us and hopefully may continue doing so. I also additionally seek your mercy for me to your abandonment and punishment. I know your punishment to other disbelievers is at hand. I have total belief in you and will never ever deny you.

Dear God, Sorry I think I just used this word ‘dear’ to make believe that we are friends, sorry again. Respected God, you also told me not casually that I should be compromising too. What else I can do except to compromise. Compromise with the given, Compromise with the not given, Compromise with health constraints, you may call it ill- health also, not winning lottery money and not getting any backup. Understanding family and their rigidities of personalities, and my own good selves hundred and one faults. People may say thousand and one faults.

Oh God, there is no portent other than your portent, no goodness other than your goodness and none worthy of worship other than you. But you forgot you told me not to compare and to be incomparable. Incomparable with whom? There are comparisons all around. Comparisons of position, status, colors, clothes, houses, commodities, faiths, communities, religions with in differences among all. I am on my journey for goodness and piety and for works that are pleasing to you. Kindly lighten this journey and make its distance easy for me and be my companion on this road and make its hardships easier and the wicket sights in store and from finding our families and assets in misfortune upon returning.

God, you may please note, you have also told me to be truthful. Again, easily said than done. Not easily done as easily asked. How can I be truthful among liars, how can I be truthful with people doing deceit, treachery, dishonesty, pretense, perjury, false swearing, corruption and what not. They are devious people with unethical ethics, immoral conduct and what not. No, it’s not easy but let’s see. You have been providing me with everything, which I could not have achieved by my own efforts. Surely, I am going to be returned back to you.

You added to my suffering by telling me to be considerate. Considerate with whom? Considerate with the fraudulent molesters or foolish morons or considerate with the perverted deviants, abnormal psychopaths or disordered people. Or what? No! I am openly telling you. In so many words that I can’t. I can’t. It’s not very good. I can do one thing. I can be considerate towards myself or my life. No, if you approve, I should be considerate with me. Me alone.

You also emphatically told me to be righteous. Righteous with you, to walk on your righteous path and not just to be wrong or erroneous. I’m a human mortal and a fool so I can be easily mistaken, I can be off beam, wide off the mark and I can miss my targets but God with regards to your side or your passing rule to fast, I found it difficult too. You know I am on salad and eat it sixth hourly as though swallowing antibiotics sixth hourly with short half-life. But the fact as you know and must have heard the saying old habits die hard. I don’t know why but I got involved in smoking pipe, may be incidentally accidentally or purposefully. I cannot leave it more-so after fifty years of smoking. Naturally fasting, if not impossible is next to impossible.

You have asked me to perform Hajj. I did it but I’m governments expense, on diplomatic passport. No harm I hope, because simultaneously I served the pilgrims of my government’s sponsored scheme, has added subsidy to their acceptance of religious rights. A good Gesture, isn’t it, from a government rule my majority of a different faith but still calling themselves secular. No harm. I think you will accept my dutiful invocations, my performance of rituals while remaining on duty and undertaking seven circumvolutions on wheel chair, pushed by a person, an acquaintance, a kind man with a same name of as that of my father, whom with reference to my father, you called him very early, when I was very young.

You told me to remember you to let you remember me, not to show any ingratitude. I remember you always, remember you with my tongue and mind within myself humbly and in awe, without loudness of words in the morning, afternoon, evening twice and night and I am not neglectful of your orders. Your messenger told us that all this is better for me only and not to you. I know you are with me when I need you. I know if I approach you with a hand’s width you would approach me with an arm’s length. If I walk towards you, you will hasten me swiftly. If I do not mention your name for any initiation, the I will be put to sorrow. I praise you always and you have given me the strength in my body and mind to do so.

You asked me to pray which I do. I pray a lot. No sorry. Not a lot. But at least four to five times a day, with no time limitations, as your understanding in giving a time range to pray facing towards holy shrine, your own house as people call it. I miss prayers when I forget or when I oversleep or when I am kept occupied. Good thing you gave the margin of overcoming the deficits at any other times, if I am right, out of my left over destined span of life. I have not seen you, but I wish I could. I know there are signs denoting the fact about it. In creation of the heavens and earth and in the alternation of nights and days, there are signs for people of understanding.

You have mentioned in the Book that was sent in clear words for people of understanding. You have not created all without any purpose. We should and better still I should know it. Give me salvation from the torment of fire, and if you admit one it is a disgrace to him, or them or whosoever, they if the oppressors will not get any helpers later. But as of me forgive my sins and expiate my evil doing done unintentionally and make me die in the path of righteousness. Let me be your slave a righteous one and a pious one. Grant me what you have promised me through your messenger and do not disgrace me and my family and others who are on the efforts to stick to the righteous path on the doom’s day. I believe you never break your promises.

Please do not allow me to get lost, I have emigrated and has driven out of my home, and also suffered harm in this cause, so expiate me and send me to heaven. As for disbeliever you can chose any way you want as a free disposal, as they have deceived you. I am humbling myself in front of you, for you are swift in your account and I will try to be patient and remain content in patience. I will also be vigilant and informed, as the second oft repeated word of the book is to learn to achieve wisdom and I will learn and be a student all my life, to become successful and to die as a martyr.

As you said I avoid doing backbiting or possessing other’s assets, but I lie occasionally to escape liabilities and not on purpose. I’m not a pathological liar. Some benefits I had surely derived out of lying but not much. I found some opinions, but God sir I’m not being judgmental here. I can’t be. It is your domain. But please don’t send me to prison here or to hell hereafter. You said that you will not change the conditions of my life until I bring about a change in myself, my thinking, my attitude and my efforts. You see efforts and people see the results. I will also safeguard me with unclean spirits.

There is more to my entire life than the plan I had chosen or God, you have chosen for me. There is more to it than this right here. Right at this time. Right at this moment. No. There is nothing more to me than this. I’m running out of time. You plan for me as you do for others. But people say or talk about I don’t understand. I don’t grasp what people say about your plan and I can’t comprehend what people talk about God’s plan but I have no objections to your plan chosen for me or for that matter for all of us, even for every living creature on this earth but your grace your benevolent, beneficent, kind and gracious plans I sometime wonder how you chooses who should get which plan and with what purpose.

For example, I had a mother. No, not one. I had two mothers who could do good to me, who could make breakfast for me, who could help me to go to school, who could make snacks. When I returned from school. But what did they get? You took my father away from them who could have come home from job, nine to five and could also take me out of his rest time, although his pending assignments he would have left aside and would have thrown a ball towards me to catch upon, to play with me, to please me and to induce some sense of security in me, help me with my homework, tell me stories at bedtimes and what a life it would have been.

But what happened? Your Godforsaken plan for me just got reversed, went in opposite direction. What happened then? No one could console me. Not even a priest or a minister could explain to me that the worst of your creatures have also been chosen with a plan but they could not right away tell me. your plan or probably you have forgotten about me and left no plan for me. I’m beginning to doubt your memory. How could you forget me? You have made me born alone to die alone. Everything in between you have allocated to my choice. So, let’s avoid talking about chosen plans. You must have chosen a plan for me but my mothers wanted me to take up a special faculty so I took it. So, there was no plan of my choice. It was mothers plan or choice. So there are no chosen plans. What I need from you is to give me a hidden treasure. As you have given to pharaohs with Gold jewels, precious pearls, ornaments whatever which got buried with them in pyramids.

People just tell me about ‘Gods chosen plans’ whoever they may be whatever they were or will be I don’t care. They have ample time. I don’t. I do some writing work. I can do lot of writing but I will not. I have done some water colors, dull grey with hits in it to be modest and had intentionally put pine Christmas trees in the background in trial to amalgamate cultures, east and west. I can. I will not fail. With regards to interpretation they can be 2400. That is more than enough and there are 2400 ways the holy book can be interpreted and if I’m wrong put some wisdom in me. I have some sense, some common sense.

I can understand and I will interpret in my way. People take the trouble of making some sense. Pieces out of my claim. Again, in water colors. I don’t care how much time i have taken to bring it out or to finish it. Better still furnish it. But after finishing my own pieces of art looks awful to me. One of my oil on Canvas depicts a story of inmates of two houses rather huts undergone a series of tragic events. The strokes of patches of red mean blood baths those inmates have undergone in their past. To other morons they are black mountains and grey sky.

To some molesters they are like ‘P’ s bosom abused. To my grandchildren they are like two inverted ice-cream cones spilling out the vanilla flavored cream. I had to straighten up all at once and thank you for your wise guidelines, advices which you kept inducing in my mind. At the end of the day, as you told me I will have to bet on my skills, my knowledge and my wisdom which now appears to be Something like selective honesty to me and selective dishonesty to others. God, Sir your grace, life has to be goal oriented, need based, purposeful and I promise you, I will Work on it. God, place light in my body, mind and soul and in my grave after my death and grant me light upon light.

Rather please instill a drop of wisdom in my wife’s mind also to work for it. I’m minimizing my risks of life. She is maximizing her risks of life. I don’t know why? I can only appreciate if u get my desired luck all at once, now immediately, at this very moment. Today at this time of day or night. Things which work for her do not work for me. For me what works is the present, not the past and not the future. What is her problem? Why can’t she understand my problems? She doesn’t have time to think about my problems and to try to solve any solutions to my problems.

You mentioned in Holy Book about responsibilities, accountabilities and liabilities, all of it is not acceptable by her terms. It doesn’t make any sense. Let me be very frank and if you listen to her. You may also not understand my problems. Okay! okay! I will stop thinking but I cannot offer anything in my position, where I’m playing part time games. Look God there is no tomorrow, no next week or month or year or decade or century. No nothing. I want everything right now. What all you can offer. Your knowledge as the saying goes Knowledge cannot be learned by graying hair under the sun.

Alright I will perform one job, one task, one throw, one payment, One match that’s all. Talking about matches God I cannot match with my wife’s likes and dislikes. I can match with my resources, limited or limitless. I have had enough of this nonsense. She has to come back to her senses. It’s all about synergy. Synergy of optics, synergy of destinies, synergy of luck, good or bad, I had to build up slowly, moment after moment. Forgive me and let me forgive her I won’t cry, I need not, there cannot be selective modesty, selective sincerity, or selective honesty.

I had to be modest, sincere and honest to prove myself. I had to prove myself first, to prove then to you and then to the world. Thereafter to shine, glitter, embellish and achieve name, fame, gain to make history as though I am a unsung hero or all bitten truth of virtual facts about all important epics, sagas or icons. Please separate me from my sins, as you have separated east from the west and also cleanse me of my transgressions as a white garment is cleansed of stains and preferably wash away my sins with water, ice or frost.

Sir if you can spare few more minutes. I have some petty complaints to register. Not very important, but now that i recollected I need to address it to you. The general rules which i formed at home were not to listen to personal conversations or to hear telephonic communication, not to interrupt across when dialogues are taking place diagonally, not to open doors to strangers, you never know as the saying goes to knock before entering closed doors, not to gossip, I mean backbiting which you have already endorsed in holy book and to consider studying as worship.

I hope I had not exceeded in my directives to my family, to return home before sunset, to report adversaries before good news and confide among the family, not necessarily in the form of confession to a bishop better to inform realities before it is made aware from outsiders. To remain in reality, to keep modesty as virtue and sincerity as value, to sublime secrets of family as your own to pay for mistakes and if anyone doesn’t want to pay they better avoid doing mistakes and do not commit and if someone does he, she or it have to stick for it.

Anyway lord, Sir making long story short I had a worst luck in life and for your kind information women folk, you may not have any at hand, can give nothing except bubbles so you better remain yourself safe, there will be no risk to your status no worst taste of cuisines which my wife’s spicy cuisine. You are the knower of seen and unseen. You can differ among your slaves by which they differ. Also guide with the truth with what your slaves differ, as