Love and Tragedy

By Nicole

Love and Tragedy is about Nicoles own true love storyhow she met her husband, Sabian, and how he felt that it was love at first sight.
He didnt give up on her and chased her. They fell in love and grew from being best friends to the love of each others lives. This book tells the story of how they grew as people and parents. While he began to know her, her ex-boyfriend died, and he helped her through.
He was there to comfort her when someone died or when her dog died. She could always count on him to be there when she was sad. Love and Tragedy celebrates Sabian and Nicoles irrevocable love and deplores his tragic death.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Feb 22, 2018
• ISBN: 9781504398183

Nicole

Nicole is a 39-year-old widowed woman according to most but to her, shes always going to be a wife to Sabian and will see him in another dimension. She was born in a small town in Greeneville, Tennessee, which she now resides at. She has moved to different cities and states since she was 19 years old. She resided in Hollywood, California 15 years and for five, she lived in Des Moines, Iowa with her hubby Sabian whom she wrote about for 5 years. Nicole writes poetry, is a singer-songwriter and is part of the Nashville Songwriters Association. She also does certified Reiki healings. Shes a medicine woman, shaman, a twin flame with her hubby and takes care of people. She has done psychic medium duties, modeling and extra work as an actress like cameos and prop modeling. She enjoys making arts & crafts such as dream catchers, soaps, and candles. Life has been very difficult for her since Sabian passed but miracles have happened.

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ISBN: 978-1-5043-9817-6 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-5043-9818-3 (e)

Balboa Press rev. date: 02/21/2018

It was the spring of 2011 when we met. I had just moved from Hollywood, California to Des Moines Iowa I originally moved for a different man a rock star I was currently sexually involved with but we went south and he ended it.

Then there he was, eyes so crystal blue and beautiful smile.

I met my sweet hubby Sabian on March 13th, 2011.

I was to sing for his cover band. He looked at me and I looked at him. Something clicked in me, a certain familiarity as if I knew him but I had never met him before, just then in my head I was thinking oh no! he looks like my type, thats the kinda guy I’m gonna end up with, he has that Black Metal t shirt on and a good ol boy cap plus he is so cute! but I dont like men right now they are all trouble! im done! still I was thinking in my head please dont be the drummer and as I thought it, he spoke up saying Im the drummer! GREAT! I thought oh no! here it goes…. he will probably like me, I will like him it will be bad for the band.

I dont want a relationship nor do I want to be a friend with benefit absolutely not! besides that only benefits the man anyway I Love myself way too much for that, dang it! now what?!! I wondered if it effects me being a singer of this band? all this was in my head before I actually got to know him or began to know him or in his band, sounds crazy I know but all this was gong on in my head but I didnt know why?

I heard he had a significant other and was unavailable, good!! because I need to stay focused, professional no distracions.

He couldnt keep his eyes off me so I turned around and said I like your black Metal t shirt, he said you know this band? I said yes he said wow! and he kept staring at me, I’m not sure if at that time?

I was waring a beanie of one of his favorite bands but I had been.

I know later I did, as he was leaving, he was still staring at me through the car window, two days later I heard from him, he had called my roomates because he knew her for years, plus thats where we met, so he calls to talk to me about our audition, he says I hear your a dancer?

I replied yes because I was and said I dont want that to interfere with the decisions Im not a groupie I’m a real singer, judge for yourself plus I have worked in the music business sense I was 19 yrs so I’m not easy if you know what I mean?this is strictly business.

I don’t crap where I eat so to speak or sleep with my band members basically I love the music thats it, he responded wow! I just gonna say that was Hot! and we could bring in a lot of people because of you, he asked do you like leather?

I said im waring pleather right now but its not bikerish really its more Goth he said oh really?cool! but you like leather?sure I responded, he said we need to get together to do the audition and go over the set list if you make it, ok I responded, when? are you available he responded.

I don’t know? Anytime, I suppose if I’m not working, would you rather do day or night? he asked night I responded, nights are good! he said ok night it is I said.

He said so you working tonight? I said no not tonight, he said here is my phone number, call me and I said ok, he showed up! at my home about 30 mins later, didnt know he was coming, he came with leather tops, skirts, he said do you want to do the audition tonight?

I said why not? I didnt really know you were coming but I still could preform, he said I just felt like coming over and then we proceeded to go to the basement for the audition, he said wow! you sang Heart thats one of my favorites.

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