Serenity Through God 1
By Nicole
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Nicole is a 39-year-old widowed woman according to most but to her, shes always going to be a wife to Sabian and will see him in another dimension. She was born in a small town in Greeneville, Tennessee, which she now resides at. She has moved to different cities and states since she was 19 years old. She resided in Hollywood, California 15 years and for five, she lived in Des Moines, Iowa with her hubby Sabian whom she wrote about for 5 years. Nicole writes poetry, is a singer-songwriter and is part of the Nashville Songwriters Association. She also does certified Reiki healings. Shes a medicine woman, shaman, a twin flame with her hubby and takes care of people. She has done psychic medium duties, modeling and extra work as an actress like cameos and prop modeling. She enjoys making arts & crafts such as dream catchers, soaps, and candles. Life has been very difficult for her since Sabian passed but miracles have happened.
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Serenity Through God 1 - Nicole
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Contents
Chapter 1
The Monster
Wild Child
Chapter 2
Daddy Don’t Leave Me
Chapter 3
A Second Home
A Marriage of convenience
The Two-sided Man
Reality Is Embarrassing
I Think I can
Chapter 4
It’s A Shame
Losing Eternity for a T.V
Forgive them Lord
Judgment Day
Taking Without Asking
Chapter 5
Loving Son Disappears
Lessons In life
Making Believe
Secrets That Kill
Men
Chapter 6
Why Am I Here
The Healing Hands
Partners Looking For A Cure
The Implant That Gives Me Life
Running Scared
Chapter 7
My Dream
My 4 Best Friends
A Mom
A Dad
Innocence Dies
I Stand alone
Love Conquers All
Nobody’s Perfect
Chapter 8
God Hears All
The Good That Comes From Bad #1
Who Am I, I can’t Remember
Letting Go Of Your Dreams
Giving Yourself
My Child I’m Doing This For Your Own Good
Blue Is Beautiful
Chapter 9
My Friend From God
A Daughter With A Cold Heart
Undying love
My Four Best Friends #1
Am I Crazy
For Her Words Were True
I Will Watch Over You
Chapter 10
I Will Always Love You
We Shall Meet Again
My Everlasting Gift
She Believed In Me
CHAPTER 1
24656.pngI had lived in Colorado all my life,
so when my mom and dad said
were moving,
all I could think about
is all my friends,
I’d be losing.
We packed the stuff we needed,
in our car,
I wanted to stay here in Colorado,
daddy please can we just go back?
No we have come too far.
He said
My mother and father felt,
our dad being a trucker,
was the best thing to do,
"when daddy is in town,
He’ll be able to see you." Said mom
We finally reached Springfield Illinois,
and visited our family,
like aunt,
for she always had open arms,
of love;
For my brothers and me.
My parents found a house,
for us to live in,
my mother found a job,
and even a babysitter,
Who was next of kin.
When Monday rolled around,
back to the babysitter,
he would play strange games,
with my siblings and I;
He was a real kidder.
Oh how I loved my father and mother,
so when us kids heard them arguing,
and fighting,
We would all cuddle together.
We didn’t understand,
how somebody who say’s,
they love you
could come home,
after weeks on the road;
Just to abuse you.
My father told my older sibling,
"If you don’t quit soiling in your diaper,
You’re going to get a whipping."
My brother didn’t make it,
to the bathroom in time,
so my father removed it,
and rubbed it in his face;
Leaving him crying.
My mother had nobody,
to turn to,
to escape from the abuse,
she would cry as she said to us,
I don’t know what to do.
My mother never told us,
what her and dad fought about,
daddy came home drunk,
taking mom into their bedroom;
And begin to shout.
When daddy didn’t go to the bars,
and drink,
he would come home,
hugging us all,
For he took time to think.
Every work day,
feeling of fear was in my heart,
for these strange games,
my relative made us play,
Was getting ready to start.
He told my siblings and I,
"this is what were going to do
I’m taking your sister,
in the bedroom with me,
And this is what you will do.
You boys will hang,
from these door ledges,
if you interrupt me,
because of falling,
I will be very angry,
and you may just push me;
Over the edge."
I was taken into his bedroom,
and he tells me,
warning us, "If tell you about this,
I’ll kill you; just wait and see."
He would pick me up,
and throw me onto his bed,
taking my clothes off,
for I have nothing left to shed
then off came his clothes,
yelling at me;
He laid there comfortably,
urinating my mouth,
yelling at me;
Swallow it you little wh-re.
My cousin would hear,
a kid drop to the floor,
the cousin say’s, "fine you like pain
I’ll give you some more."
The cousin laid flat on his back,
his legs spread apart,
he tells my brother,
stand between my legs.
then bangs them together,
inflicting pain while having to watch,
Just broke my heart.
My cousin did this every weekday,
for three years,
because he felt the thrill of power,
from doing it,
while my two brothers,
And I shed tears.
The Monster
You have this adult relative,
who baby-sits you every day,
hanging you and your siblings,
on door frames,
He tells you if you fall you will pay.
Your fingers are getting sore,
and turning red,
he yell’s swallow it,
one of the siblings,
would fall from the ledge,
I prayed he’ll quit.
The cousin gets mad at your siblings,
for falling,
then makes the sibling,
stand between his legs,
the cousin bangs them together;
For interrupting his fun by calling.
He hangs your brother,
back on the door ledge,
tells the boy,
"if you fall again you’ll make me mad
You may even push me over the edge."
My father’s boss said,
"I’m moving the business to Colorado,
if you want to continue working for me,
That’s where you’ll have to go."
Once again everything is getting left behind,
except necessities, but I was still happy
for I was escaping from the monster;
Who was so unkind.
My parents traveled day and night,
only stopping to get gas, food and ice,
so we all had something to eat and drink,
Which was nice.
During the daytime,
when us kids could see,
we would play this paper game,
Called hangman; to keep us busy.
We had to watch our spending,
while traveling back to Colorado,
so my parents would have money,
to rent a house,
And not get stuck with nowhere to go.
My mother and father took turns,
sitting behind the wheel,
for my father had to be in Colorado,
the following week;
For that was the deal.
I was getting tired
I needed to go to sleep,
my father was driving,
so I asked him to wake me up,
when I can see the mountains,
When he did; all I felt was relief.
As soon as I could see,
we was in Colorado,
I knew,
We didn’t have much farther to go.
My father and mother found a home,
for us to live in,
and us six kids,
Were able to go to the same school again.
A few days after arriving in Colorado,
my father’s boss told him,
"I have a load for you to haul,
You’ll have to leave tomorrow."
Once again,
my mother lies in her bed,
all