Confessions of a Developing Angel: Healing Disease Through Spiritual and Emotional Growth

By Jenny Scarlett

Jenny Scarlett found herself physically, mentally, and emotionally broken after developing multiple food intolerances, an autoimmune disease, and experiencing a number of miscarriages.

Spurred on by her strong desire to heal, she found herself on a spiritual journey that led her to a two-way relationship with God. Within a few short weeks, she recovered.

In Confessions of a Developing Angel, she shares how she grew her faith in God and discovered his universal laws, including: the law of compensation, the law of attraction, the law of cause and effect, the law of forgiveness and repentance, and the gift of free will.

More importantly, she reveals how to engage in these laws to:

heal yourself physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually;
assist in the healing of loved ones;
draw your soul mate closer to you;
grow in unconditional love; and
engage in a personal two-way relationship with God.

The honest and humble account of her healing journey will help you recognise truths that can help you mend broken relationships, heal your mind, rebuild your body, and transform your life forever.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: Aug 24, 2017
• ISBN: 9781504309585

Jenny Scarlett

Jenny Scarlett grew spiritually in her quest to heal an incurable disease. She discovered how to communicate with God and grew her desire for love, truth, and emotional healing. She now lives a happy, healthy life in Tasmania with her husband and two children. She is passionate about guiding others on their healing journey through her website: www.thelovegauge.com

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CONTENTS

Preface

Acknowledgements

Dedication

Introduction

Chapter 1      Discovering the Truth

Chapter 2      Taking Action

Chapter 3      Universal Laws

Chapter 4      A Just World

Chapter 5      Natural Love and Divine Love

Chapter 6      Operation Get Real

Chapter 7      Taking Personal Responsibility

Chapter 8      Judgement Prevents Growth

Chapter 9      Control, Demand, Bribery, and Manipulation

Chapter 10    Fear and Faith

Chapter 11    God Reliance

Chapter 12    Spheres, Souls, Soul Mates, and Spirits

Chapter 13    Reflections along the Way

Chapter 14    Where Am I Now?

Chapter 15    Where to Next?

Chapter 16    Self-Reflection and The Love Gauge

Chapter 17    Self-Reflection Questionnaire

Chapter 18    Self-Reflection Journal

Recommended Teachers, Books, and Websites

About the Author

PREFACE

Six years ago I was extremely unwell with multiple food intolerances and an ‘incurable’ autoimmune disease. Not only was I sick but my young child shared many similar symptoms as me. I was scared, very scared.

I spent months researching food, seeing specialists, and putting myself and my child through test after test. During this gradual progression of illness I experienced a number of miscarriages: I felt heartbroken and distraught. I was so desperate to get well so I could have another child that I refused to give up.

I had exhausted all conventional avenues to wellness and nothing was working. Eventually I broke down and begged for help, to no one in particular, and that’s when help came crashing through my door. Finally I had surrendered, admitted defeat, acknowledged to myself and others that I was not super human, and I did not have all the answers. My pride had been shattered and I was left humbled and ready to hear the truth. This is what it took for me to open up to seeing the truth of myself and my creations.

I had fought as hard as I could, pushed and shoved my way through life because that was what I was taught to do. ‘You have to be good enough. You have to earn what you want and you have to work hard for it.’ This, as it turns out, is a false belief.

Through my self-destruction and my beautiful yet painful breakdown I was shown a different path. A path which had me cured of all illness within weeks. Not only did I heal but my child healed as well. This path not only healed me physically, but mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, too.

The reason I manifested so much illness within my body was because I was storing all my previously unexpressed emotional pain. Once I started to release this pain I started to heal my life. I was storing a great deal of anger within me from my difficult childhood: as I grew older, I started to abuse myself with eating disorders, attempted suicide, drugs and alcohol. I managed to control many of these more damaging behaviours by my mid-twenties; however, in order to assist me in my quest to continue suppressing my emotional pain, I simply ended up developing other less destructive addictions in their place.

All of this suppressed emotion was too much for me in the end. I had been ignoring messages from my soul all my life, and in order to grab my attention, my soul needed to send me an even bigger message. This is when I started to lose my babies, and developed an ‘incurable’ disease.

Once I stopped looking for the answers outside of myself, I discovered a whole new world within myself. I learnt to take personal responsibility for what I was creating and this empowered me to start making positive changes; changes which I had never noticed being an option before.

Looking deep within my soul and facing my truth meant that I grew in emotional intelligence, love, and compassion. I started to open up spiritually and developed a personal two-way relationship with God. A God I had never believed existed before my recovery. This personal relationship is available to each and every one of us. Now I know how God communicates with us I can share this knowledge with you. God has never stopped communicating with us; we were just never taught how to listen to Him/Her.

Many wonderful gifts have resulted in my spiritual and emotional progression including; having another successful pregnancy; the healing of my autoimmune disease; healing of our food intolerances; the resolution of my angry negative emotions; my development in self-love and self-worth; my growth in emotional intelligence; living my passions and desires; and feeling relaxed and calm. These are just a few of the miracles I have been experiencing and I am certain there are many more to come. I now know that we don’t have to sit in fear and illness for any longer than we want to. We all have the power to heal ourselves if and when we choose to.

Throughout this book I demonstrate how God, and our soul, communicates with us through our physical body and our everyday interactions and emotions. I share details of my healing journey, as well as the three essential steps to help you engage the process of releasing your stored negative emotions.

By engaging the three-step process outlined in chapter two, we can:

• Heal disease within the body;

• Assist in the healing of our loved ones;

• Forgive and love the people in our life who have hurt us;

• Learn to take personal responsibility for our emotions;

• Physically grow younger and more beautiful;

• Live without financial worries, and feel safe and secure in the knowledge we will always be provided for;

• Draw our soul mate closer to us, perhaps discovering our soul mate for the first time;

• Stop fearing death for ourselves and our loved ones as we discover the truth about God’s universe;

• Communicate with loved ones who have passed over into the spirit world;

• Discover our true passions and desires, and in doing so create our dream life;

• Discover a love many of us have never experienced before;

• Develop a personal two-way relationship with God.

By being truthful with ourselves about our current emotional condition we have the ability to heal our body, mind, and soul; but without humility none of this is possible. Are you ready to become humble?

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

God

Thank you for always being there for me, even when I couldn’t feel you or hear you. You are my inspiration, my light, and my love. I hope I can shine the light you have shared with me into the world. Thank you for all of your gifts and support.

A.J. Miller and Mary Luck

We have not yet met but you have shown me the way to God and for that I am eternally grateful. I hope one day to express my gratitude to you both. You are amazing and so generous with your time and love for everyone. Thank you for all your hard work and dedication in sharing the truth with us all.

To my spirit friends

I know that all the good parts of this book are thanks to you. I could feel your love and support and I know I couldn’t have completed this book without you. I know you can feel my love and you don’t need any words, but here are a few words anyway, I love you.

Jaclyn Rogerson

Thank you my friend. You have encouraged me and provided me with so much inspiration. You are beautiful and I love you.

Susan Message

Thank you for your honesty, and the time you dedicated to helping me develop this book.

Jules

Thank you Jules, if it wasn’t for you I may not be where I am today. I can’t thank God enough for sending you to help me. I will be forever grateful.

Ben, Ella, Hope, Florrie, and Fleur

My love for you has spurred me on especially during those difficult times. Thank you for all of your emotional gifts, your love, and your support. You are all amazing. I love you.

DEDICATION

Ella

You have been a huge motivational force behind my healing journey. You have compelled me to heal myself as quickly as possible, so I can love you the way you deserve to be loved. I am so blessed to have been gifted the opportunity to grow with you. I will always be here for you and I will always love you.

Hope and Florrie

Without the experience and heartbreak of losing you, I would still be on self-destruct mode. I hope one day I can express to you my love and appreciation for the part you played in my healing journey. You are loved. I am sorry I could not share that love with you sooner.

Fleur

My desire for you was so strong that you propelled me at great speed along this path of self-discovery and emotional healing. I am so grateful you have come to spend time with me in this world. I promise to continue growing in love and to be the light that guides you home.

Ben

This journey has at times been tough on you but you continued to stand by me and provide me with your love and support. Your truth has shone a light on my errors. May I have the pleasure of returning your gifts of love, when you are ready to receive them! With my ever evolving love, your wife and soul mate Jenny.

INTRODUCTION

This book is full of honesty and truths, ones we seldom allow ourselves to acknowledge. I am asking you to be truthful with yourself for long enough to experience this incredible life changing journey. If we can be truthful with ourselves we can heal our body of illness, disease, and ageing. We can release all the anger, frustration, and fear we experience in our life and start to truly and deeply love ourselves and everyone around us. We will start to engage our deepest desires and live our life in a constant feeling of joy, love, gratitude, and abundance.

This is the narrow path to God that Jesus has told us about. Initially it may not feel like the easiest path because it requires us to be truthful with ourselves. It requires us to grow in faith, which very few of us have at this stage. It requires us to grow in humility and to give up our pride and our facades which we have created in order to protect ourselves, and this takes courage. However, it is the fastest path to happiness and love. A love so genuine and beautiful, that once felt, will stay in your soul forever.

If you allow the truth to enter you, this book can set you on a journey that will exceed your wildest dreams. Are you ready to see the truth of yourself? Are you ready to set the wheels in motion and head towards a life so filled with love and joy you can’t possibly comprehend it at this stage? I encourage you to face your fears and I hope this book will act as a loving, supportive, and guiding friend to help you as you embark on your journey.

I ask you not to believe me, to not to take my words as gospel, but rather to discover if this is true for yourself. You can do this by engaging the process I am about to share with you.

When I was six months into my journey with God, I decided to write a blog so I could share some of the truth I was learning with others. Throughout this book, I will share with you a number of relevant posts. This will give you a greater understanding of the process I went through, of first noticing, and then processing my emotional grief. Further posts can be found towards the end of this book, in chapter thirteen, Reflections along the Way.

I would like to start by sharing with you my post of who God is and who he is not. I am choosing to place this post here because I am aware that just the mention of God may prevent many people from reading this book, and therefore prevent them from learning the truth. We have so many barriers towards God. I know this personally because I was once an atheist but I hope this post will knock a few of those barriers down for you. If after reading this post, it makes you feel more comfortable at this stage to think of God as the universe, the divine, the creator, or the higher power etc. that’s absolutely fine.

GOD IS NOT A RELIGION

Every time I get the opportunity to explain a bit about what I am doing I always find myself explaining that ‘yes, although I believe in God, I don’t believe in THAT God!’

What do I mean? Well, man created God in man’s image but this is not who God really is. He is not a punishing God, He does not condemn anyone and He loves all of His children. There is no hell or satan, or not as many of us have been led to believe anyway.

We create our own hell by preventing God’s love from entering us. When we live without God’s love it feels like hell. We especially realise this as we start to grow in God’s love because the contrast is so great.

I find that as soon as I mention God I usually begin to lose people: They shut me out. But when they do this they are missing out on hearing about all the wonderful benefits we receive by growing in God’s love. For example; never getting sick, growing old, or feeling any heartache to name just a few.

And this is exactly what I have previously done whenever anyone mentioned God to me. Who wants to know about a God who won’t love you unless you follow the Ten Commandments? I don’t know of anyone who, truly, follows the Commandments at a soul level here (on Earth).

We don’t want to believe in God because we think God is telling us what to do. We don’t like being told what we can and can’t do and we rebel against it.

BUT this is not what God does. God has given each of us the gift of Free Will and He loves us no matter what we do. However, as we start to grow in God’s love we realise how amazing it is and we marvel at our incredible transformation. We naturally choose the more loving choices because it feels better than rebelling.

I believe the God that has been created by man has caused us to grow even further away from the real God. Most of us can’t even stand to have a light-hearted conversation with someone who mentions His name. We step away from people who believe in God because we are biased against Him and those who believe in Him.

Some of us have an image in our mind that people who believe in God will want to force their beliefs on us, that they are boring and hypocritical. We feel they will judge us on our errors as we have been led to believe God does.

The truth is that God is all loving and incredibly patient, understanding, compassionate, and generous. Many of us, just like myself, will find it hard initially to comprehend just how incredible God is because we have so many emotional blocks towards Him.

We each have the choice, our own Free Will to choose whether we want to know the real God or not. However, all the time we believe in this man-made God and are biased towards Him, we are unlikely to engage in this incredible relationship.

It’s such a shame that because of a desire for personal power in the church, a lack of understanding about who God really is and some inventive storytellers, we have lost the truth behind what Jesus came to teach us in the First Century. That our relationship with God is our own personal journey without the need for priests and churches and rules. It is a journey full of wonder, truth, love, and an abundance of gifts.

We can start to release some of our false beliefs about God by releasing our emotional grief of being controlled and punished.

God is not who you think He is!

God is usually referred to as He here on Earth; however, God has both male and female qualities and is