Ripped to Shreds: A True Story of Domestic Abuse in a Small Town
By Ann Wilson
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Ann Wilson offers her readers her searing personal story of domestic violence. Ann was born and raised on a farm in Mississippi and served as a Major in the Army Nurse Corps as a registered nurse. But her military career was interrupted when she was shot by her husband three times with a .45 Magnum, after only six weeks of marriage. Her five-year-old and three-year-old children witnessed the horrendous act of violence that near-fatal evening.
The author has made the brave decision to share the details of this horrific event in order to shed light on the devastation of domestic violence, revealing its effect on her, her children, her friends, her family, and other innocent people. It took Ann years of counseling, hospitalizations, and surgeries to heal after the shooting, which ripped half of the right side of her face off. She lost an eye and will always be in pain because of a nerve injury in her arm, not to mention the resection of fractured ribs from the bullets. She has bullet fragments all over her body.
This book asserts that domestic violence is not limited in its scope. It crosses all socioeconomic classes, ethnicities, sex, age, religion, and educational backgrounds. Ann Wilson is telling her story to help people realize that it is not over if they are involved in relationships with domestic violence. You can survive. You need to get help and get out of it. You are not alone.
Ann Wilson
Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inductees Ann and Nancy Wilson first showed the world that women can rock when their band, Heart, stormed the charts in the ’70s with hits like “Crazy on You,” “Magic Man,” “Barracuda,” “Straight On,” and so many more. Not only did the Wilson sisters lead the band, they wrote the songs and played the instruments too, making them the first women in rock to do so. Heart continued topping the charts through the ’80s and ’90s with huge hits like “These Dreams,” “Alone,” “What About Love,” “If Looks Could Kill,” “Never,” and a string of other hits that showcased the sisters’ enormous talents as musicians, singers, and songwriters. Heart sold more than 35 million albums, sold out arenas worldwide, and found their way into the soundtrack of American life through radio, motion pictures, television, and associations with branded sponsors. As individuals, the sisters have also achieved significant success. Ann has contributed to songs that were both chart successes and motion-picture themes, like “Almost Paradise” from Footloose, “Best Man in the World” from The Golden Child, and “Surrender to Me” from Tequila Sunrise, while Nancy has composed and performed the scores to a half dozen motion pictures including the award winning Jerry Maguire and Almost Famous. In 2012, Ann and Nancy released their first-ever memoir, Kicking & Dreaming: A Story of Heart, Soul, and Rock & Roll, which was a New York Times bestseller. They also wrote and illustrated Dog & Butterfly, a picture book for all ages, inspired by the song of the same name.
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Ripped to Shreds - Ann Wilson
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To the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
To my children, Ted, Marian, Tira, and Nicole, and my grandchildren, who suffered with me yet comforted me.
To my parents, Ken and Doris, and my grandmother, Debra, who took charge while I was healing.
To my siblings, Ken Jr. (deceased), Sara,
Tonya (deceased), Denise, Kelvin, and Toya.
To my aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends.
To every woman or man who has suffered, or is currently suffering, with domestic violence. A tragic end can be stopped in the beginning with awareness.
Purposed by God
There is a divine purpose for you.
Do not regret what you have gone through.
Others cannot see why.
There is a time set aside.
Your purpose will be known.
Hold on! Hold on!
You will survive.
Contents
Acknowledgments
Introduction
Prologue
Chapter 1: Ripped to Shreds
Chapter 2: A Cry for Help
Chapter 3: Deception
Chapter 4: An Ill Wind Blows
Chapter 5: A Cloud on the Horizon
Chapter 6: When it Rains
Chapter 7: Death Be Still
Chapter 8: Come Rain or Come Shine
Chapter 9: From the Mouth of Babes
Chapter 10: A Ray of Hope
Chapter 11: A Season of Learning
Chapter 12: Skeletons in the Closet
Chapter 13: Justice or Injustice?
Chapter 14: Recovery
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
I would like to give special thanks to the following people who have assisted me in the completion of this project. I appreciate your patience, understanding, and assistance. Thank you all for identifying with me, praying with me and for me before, during, and after this terrifying event that threatened to take over my life.
You all have been there when I needed you, and I can never thank you enough. Maybe you were there to lend a helping hand with typing my poems, helping me fill out paperwork, or translating materials for me. Whatever your role, please know that I will be forever grateful and you will always be in my heart.
To Candice Bray, Valerie Flowers, Darlene Holiday, Raven Harrison, Celeste Rivera, Nicole Blankenship, Lindsey Brown, Evelyn Bradley, Elizabeth Akens, Sue Taylor and Denise Jenkins -I love and appreciate you. To the medical staff at Lance-Madison Army Community Hospital, Colonel Andrews, and Nurse Henderson, I appreciate the extra special care you took in an effort to save my life. Hallelujah! It worked!
To the medical staff at Sims Thompson Medical Center and Doctors Henry, Avers, and Lauder, thank you for making those lifesaving decisions and sticking with me throughout these years.
I will never forget how safe I felt in your presence. Then assistant district attorney Alvin Campbell, Detective Raymond Owens, and Campbell’s team of lawyers worked hard to secure a conviction, which was not easy back when domestic violence was such a taboo subject, so I thank them all for making sure my abuser did not escape justice.
Dr. Brad Costner for giving me the necessary tools for becoming a strong advocate against domestic violence. I thank everyone who sat down for interviews during the course of writing this book. Your input was valuable. Maybe you blessed me with a smile or a short conversation during those years when it was hard for me to look in the mirror. To you it might have been a small act, but to me it was everything! I thank you because I desperately needed to feel love.
Finally, I want to thank Emily Kirkley for her encouraging words.
Introduction
I am a survivor of domestic violence. I am writing this story to shed light on the devastation of domestic violence—and how it affected me and my children, my friends, my family, and other innocent people—in hopes that it will help others. By reading my story, you will understand what I experienced. Domestic violence is serious, and the abusers become bolder in carrying out their controlling plans. I had no idea that the man to whom I was married was an abuser. He hid all the obvious signs and masked them quite well. I suggest that people find out as much as possible about the individuals they become involved with. Consider background checks. Take your time instead of allowing your emotions to run wild. Look out for yourself, as well as your family and friends. The abuser cannot love. This is a proven fact. Commonly, the victim cannot comprehend why that person cannot love, but this is true. An abuser manipulates and controls. It will be his or her way and nothing else. Each one has a way to keep his or her victim under his or her control. The victim gives in and thinks that there is no hope. I felt the same way. I was placed in bondage, and that’s what it felt like. I gave in to misery, helplessness, and hopelessness, and I just wanted to die. I lost my identity, the person God had made me to be. I was living under what my abuser wanted me to be. In my case, I felt there was nothing that could stop this abuse but death. But there is hope, help, and resources, such as the National Domestic Violence Hotline. Their number is 1-800-799-7233. It is open twenty-four hours, seven days a week, including holidays.