Impregnated by the Past

By G.O.F.

Impregnated
By The Past

is a story untold about a young lady that spent nine years carrying around the past that she had conceived at an early age. Betrayal, abandonment, abuse etc. The emotions and hurt left this young lady scarred on the inside while she was left trying to fool the world on the outside. Everyone knew this child to be "full of life" and "goofy" but little did they know is that this young girl was suffering from depression, battling with suicidal thoughts, fighting with self-hate and low self-esteem. Not having someone to confide in she was forced to hold on to everything that she had experienced and look for love in all the wrong places. The Guilt from her past caused her to turn from God and live a world full of sin. A now 23-year-old young lady she is just about due to deliver the things that have weighed her down for 9 years. After releasing so many years of bondage, she will walk in a NEW LIFE and the purpose God has ordained for her. This book will break a lot of barriers for many women and young girls that have allowed past problems to be conceived. "In order to be free, the past must be released" G.O.F

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Feb 3, 2017
• ISBN: 9781524668983

G.O.F.

G.O.F a motivated, dedicated, phenomenal young woman. That has portrayed to be the epitome of a role model for many women and young girls. Born and raised in Sanford, Florida where she saw a lot and experienced even more. A soon to be graduate of Bethune Cookman University, majoring in nursing with a minor in psychology. Her hopes and dreams is to become an obstetrician and gynecologist doctor and also a Motivational speaker. In her spare time she enjoyed writing short stories and poetry. It came time to share her own testimony with others, so she decided to write it in a book, hoping that it will encourage and reach any broken women or young girl. “All things are possible with faith” one of her favorite sayings. Everyday she lives by faith and try her best to be a leader and role model to anyone that is in need.

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© 2017 G.O.F. All rights reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

Published by AuthorHouse 01/31/2017

ISBN: 978-1-5246-6899-0 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-5246-6897-6 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-5246-6898-3 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2017901121

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Contents

Dedication

Acknowledgements

About the Author

Introduction

Chapter 1 I Didn’t Know I Was Pregnant

Chapter 2 Conception of the Past

Chapter 3 Deep in My Womb

Chapter 4 Trying to find God in the midst of Pain

Chapter 5 Wanting to End It All

Chapter 6 Give Me The Epidural

Chapter 7 I’ve Been Induced

Chapter 8 Sticking to God’s Plan

Chapter 9 The After Birth

References

Dedication

I dedicate this book to my father, you always wanted me to make you proud and it saddens me that you are not here to celebrate this accomplishment with me. Continue to watch over me and I promise to continue to make you proud.

I also dedicate this book to my daughter and siblings that is no longer her with us. My daughter, even though I didn’t get the chance to hold you like I wanted to, my love for you will never fade. You gave me a different mindset on life and you’ll always be my little angel. To my 2 brothers and beautiful sister, I am so sorry you guys didn’t get the opportunity to enjoy life or live a very long life. I will try to live life for all 3 of you guys and I will make sure that your children grow up to be something and make each of you proud.

I cannot forget about my spiritual mother. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thankful for your tender love and care. You gave me the best love I’ve ever had in such short time. Thank you for your guidance, and stepping in to be that mother that I needed. Your words and teachings will forever stay in my heart. I miss you so much, may your soul continue to rest.

Acknowledgements

Before I give thanks to anyone for the completion of this book, I must give all thanks to God. If it had not been for him I don’t think I would have made it to tell my story, let alone be able to complete this book. He made sure I made it safely to my delivery day so that the book you have in your hands at the moment would be published. I don’t know what I would have done without him. After turning from him and hating him he still made things happen for me.

~Baby K~

Now I would like to give thanks to my beautiful sister, daughter and my best friend. For the past 10+ years you have always been my go to person. I consult with you before I do anything and you always tell me that it’s a good idea. Many will never know how important you are to me. You have truly been the glue to hold me together and I couldn’t have done this book without your motivation and your help. Literally! You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you so much!

~My Hatch Doll~

You too have been there when I was lost or in trouble. Every time I wanted to give up while writing this book, you were there to put me back on track. We have our ups and downs but I can never replace you. Our friendship was founded on faith and prayer. I love you and thank you for standing by me to get this book out for the world to see.

~Aubrey~

Although I just met you, you have shown yourself to be true and a great supporter. From the moment you knew I was writing a book. You jumped on board and started promoting. I don’t think I would ever be able to repay you for your genuine love and contagious support. I know that I have found a great sister. Nursing school is what made us friends but praying together is what made us family.

About the Author

G.O.F a motivated, dedicated, phenomenal young woman. That has portrayed to be the epitome of a role model for many women and young girls. Born and raised in Sanford, Florida where she saw a lot and experienced even more. A soon to be graduate of Bethune Cookman University, majoring in nursing with a minor in psychology. Her hopes and dreams is to become an obstetrician and gynecologist doctor and also a Motivational speaker. In her spare time she enjoyed writing short stories and poetry. It came time to share her own testimony with others, so she decided to write it in a book, hoping that it will encourage and reach any broken women or young girl. All things are possible with faith one of her favorite sayings. Everyday she lives by faith and try her best to be a leader and role model to anyone that is in need.

Introduction

In this short life that God has graciously blessed me with. I have seen numerous of things, and have been through more things you could possible think of and it left so many scars. Deception, betrayal, sexual, physical, and emotional abuse are a few things that have led me to write this book in hopes that it will bring someone else out of darkness. Harboring things from your past can have you bound forever if you don’t release it or forgive the people that harmed you. I’m sure everyone has