Left Behind to Pick up the Remote
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Are you a widow?
Have you ever been so devastated that you didnt know how to think, how to feel and how to move forward?
Do you feel numb from head to toe?
Left Behind To Pick Up The Remote was written to offer support and a means for creating a new direction in life for women who have become widows.
More women than ever are losing their husbands and forced to continue their lives alone. Maybe its the Baby Boomer effect who knows!
Humor is a must in helping us endure the worst life has thrown at us, and how we are able to turn lifes misfortunes into happy, productive and positive energy.
Many women need help and this is a subject June can talk about with conviction, honesty and truth because she has been there, has lived through it and is now emerging a new woman with a new direction and vigor for life.
June Hansel Booth
June Hansel Booth is a Professional Life Coach who aids widows in taking the first step in jumpstarting their new life without their life partner, which is something she is doing herself since losing her husband of 44 years. June resides in Greensboro, North Carolina with her children and grandchildren.
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Left Behind to Pick up the Remote - June Hansel Booth
Copyright © 2016 June Hansel Booth.
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ISBN: 978-1-5043-5356-4 (sc)
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Library of Congress Control Number: 2016904256
Balboa Press rev. date: 3/30/2016
CONTENTS
Chapter 1 What Happened -- Longest Night Of My Life
Chapter 2 Celebration Of Life
Chapter 3 A New Life Emerges, Whether We Like It Or Not
Chapter 4 Agent Orange Compensation
Chapter 5 11-11-11
Chapter 6 Moving On
Chapter 7 More Loss More Good News
Chapter 8 First Year Anniversary
Chapter 9 Second Year Anniversary
Chapter 10 More Changes
Chapter 11 Giving Up The House
Chapter 12 Widow Wednesdays
Chapter 13 Online Dating Sites
Chapter 14 Red Alert -- Delete, Delete, Delete
Chapter 15 Teena
Chapter 16 Olivia
Chapter 17 Oliver
Chapter 18 Marie
Epilogue - The Spirit Moves Me
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DEDICATION
Left Behind To Pick Up The Remote is dedicated to all the widows and widowers who have lost their best friend, lover, partner, and light of their life. They now find themselves lost and without a clue as to how to jumpstart
their lives to begin a new path without their loved one beside them.
PREFACE
Left Behind To Pick Up The Remote is a life-sharing
of my story; what I have faced, what I continue to face, what helped
, what didn't
, and my continuing journey to re-create a new life after the death of my husband of 44 years.
I am a very spiritual person and some of my beliefs may not be the same as your own, but it is my hope that some of what I share may be inspirational to you, may give you comfort and a new insight and will encourage you to move forward with the life God has planned for you.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I would like to give my love and thanks to my children for surviving this stressful time of our lives together as a family, with the help of GOD, who is always with us through thick and thin, no matter how difficult the situation.
Next, my wonderful Widow Wednesday Ladies, without whose kindness and support I would not have had a semblance of sanity.
I would like to give a big thank you
to Sharon Proctor who became my neighbor, my good friend, and my editor.
A special thank you goes to my daughter, Dawn Booth Sutton, for designing the book cover, which represents my story so perfectly.
Thank you to my daughter, Kristine Booth Gobble, for the amazing amount of patience and professionalism she displayed while taking my cover photo.
Lastly, I thank my husband, Brad, whose spirit is guiding me every day to move on and to fulfill GOD's wishes here on Earth, to help others in need follow their path.
CHAPTER ONE
What Happened -- Longest Night Of My Life
I was sprawled out on the living room floor halfway watching/listening to the TV. My back was bothering me from a car accident two weeks earlier. My husband, Brad, was sitting on the loveseat, remote in hand with serious intent on finding something worthwhile to watch. As he scanned the channels, he noticed that an episode of the old show HEE HAW
was coming up soon and announced he was going to set it to record just so we wouldn't miss it. Of course I rolled my eyes, sure didn't want to miss it
.
Less than a minute later, I heard the remote drop to the floor and turned to look up at Brad who was sitting straight up in the middle of the loveseat, but the remote had fallen from his hand and bounced onto the floor beside me. He wasn't moving. I jumped up and began shaking him vigorously by the shoulders, calling his name over and over -- his eyes were wide open but there was clearly no life
in them. His mouth was clamped shut, but there was saliva bubbling from his lips and the frightening sound of air being released. I decided I had to get him onto the floor and try to do CPR. It was difficult to drag him onto the floor -- he was a big man, but I did. The gurgling, almost spitting
sound still oozed from his lips, but his mouth was clamped tightly shut and I couldn't get his mouth to open no matter how hard I pushed and pulled. I grabbed for the phone and called 911 as I continued to try to open his mouth.
The EMTs were there very quickly since the station was less than 2 miles from my house. One of the EMTs lived around the corner from our house and showed up almost immediately. He and the Captain were the first to respond. They had the same difficulty getting his mouth to open but somehow got the mouthpiece in and began CPR. Within seconds the whole house was filled with rescue workers and one woman tried to drag me into the kitchen so I didn't have to watch. I kept fighting her -- I needed to watch. I saw them zap
Brad 3 times but there was no response. They loaded him onto the gurney, continuing CPR. My neighbor, Tootie, had somehow made her way into the house through the turmoil of people and was like an angel from heaven. She tried to help phone my children, but we couldn't seem to get anyone to answer. Unfortunately, at that time, I did not have text messaging.
I jumped into the passenger side of ambulance and my angel
neighbor said she would handle locking up the house and then meet us at the hospital. I tried again to call my children, leaving a message with one of my daughters to contact the others and let them know we were on the way to the hospital. Riding in the ambulance with sirens blaring, weaving in and out of traffic, is much different than being in a vehicle that has to move aside for it to pass. I had an immediate appreciation and was very thankful for those drivers who actually heeded the law and moved aside. Funny how I remember thinking that at the time. Guess the mind can multi-task
!
The ambulance pulled into the emergency area of the hospital and backed up to the door. I was already out and standing there to watch them bring Brad out from the back when they opened the doors. The captain somberly stood beside me. I looked at him and mumbled, They never did bring him around, did they?
He replied with something to the effect that they were continuing to do everything humanly possible and they had gotten to the house and hospital very quickly, but the rest was out of our hands. Being somewhat of a realist, I looked at him and immediately knew my sweet husband Brad was gone -- his spirit had been snatched right out of his body as he sat on the loveseat clicking the remote at 7:11 pm. God took him home.
I was led into a separate room to wait -- I hated that room and kept asking when I could see my husband. My youngest daughter, her husband, and my neighbors arrived. One of my daughters was visiting her in-laws at the beach for the weekend, which happened to be Labor Day weekend, so she was unable to get to the hospital. Finally, they sent in the Chaplain and someone, not sure if she was a doctor or nurse and didn't really care, to tell me my husband had died instantly from a pulmonary embolism to his lungs from prostate cancer. We knew he had prostate cancer and had already scheduled surgery, but did not expect the blood clot to take him