40+ Love Iv: Fresh Love, You Are 20+ and I Am 40+...

By Nome Lee

40+ Love IV is about an innocent love between a woman in 40s and a man in 20s. This innocent love doesnt have any contract but freedom. The innocent love believes in freedom in love. When the love is real, there is no limit but a freedom. There are ups and downs, hopes and frustrations, and laughs and cries. During the journey of this innocent love, this woman and man explore the world and grow together.
There is a passion and there is calmness. There is a storm and there is a peace. There is a doubt and there is a hope. Make it or break it is still unknown. Uncertainty and unknown world are their friends. They feel good about the uncertainty. As long as they want, they meet each other. There is no definition about their relationship but there is love. Undefined love is an innocent love.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
• Release date: Jul 8, 2015
• ISBN: 9781504943178

Nome Lee

Mi Sook Park is an author of 40+ Love I, 40+ Love II, 40+ Love III as well as How to Succeed in Divorcing and Does Culture Matter in Competence Management. She debuted as an author first in 2012 and she published five books since then. She designed, created and live her life today after her life crisis from the divorce and separation. Her life has transformed from an ordinary life of being a mother, a wife and a colleague to being an entrepreneur, researcher, leader, specialist and a single mother. She managed to transform obstacles to enablers, from challenges to opportunities and from chaos to creativity. She has a B.A. degree in Linguistics and Literature as well as Educational Science. She also has an MBA in International Marketing and Global Business and Licentiate in Economics. Currently, she is pursuing her Ph.D. degree in digitalizing at the department of Industrial and Economic Development in Linköping University in Sweden. She also works at an International Retail company as project manager and culture specialist.

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Published by AuthorHouse 07/07/2015

ISBN: 978-1-5049-4316-1 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-5049-4317-8 (e)

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Contents

Foreword

Part I Our first meeting

When I saw you for the first time

When I met him

One in a crowd

I want to have you more and more

If I was so tired I would stay at home

A little girl and a little boy

I’m drawn to you like a magnetic power

I know too much feeling will kill me

When I think of you

There is love in my heart

Your silence becomes my longing for you

I’m not perfect

Your lips kissable

I’m doing it again

I’m not hungry as I used to be

Do you feel what I feel?

Finding my heart

My mind is with you

It sounds silly

Carry me to my bed

Take me from here

The joy of life overflows

Would you kiss me as if it were for the first time?

Dance with me

My body is full of love

Should I let you go

You make me smile

I don’t know how long my feeling for you will last

You make my day

You make me an innocent girl

Your voice is magical

Your whistle

We both are spontaneous

My body is consumed by my desire

When you hold me

When my body collapses in bed

I’m tired of wanting you

Emptiness occupies my heart

What is love

On the road

Part II Betrayal

Now I know that you are fucking this woman

Wasted

Tear drops fall in raindrops

Heart is felt lighter

I don’t need you

It’s raining outside but also inside of me

My body changes

In a foreign sky

You are miles away

Today is the day when you are getting married

Am I feeling lonely or am I feeling love?

There are so many questions and doubts in my head

I’m going to let you go

I’m coming to you

Part III Memory

The bell rings

Daylight shines through the sky

No more hatred

A street musician in Vienna

Are we on the same page?

Think of you

Deep down in my heart

The sunset looks same a bit different

In the mid day

Early morning in the cold air

Walking in the darkness

I know I’m crazy

Take the early morning train to the airport

Running for the future

The world is crazy

Filling empty heart with food

I’m so sad because I want you so much

I want to have you more and more

One month has passed since I came back from Africa

Let it go

Your silence made me nervous and felt a distance

Friday night

The harbour

A Dutch diner

Losing myself to find myself

Friday evening

I dream the day we meet for the first time in my life in a strange unknown city

I was the first who loved you

Good bye

Let it go

I’m going to let you go

If you want to be free from me

The white snow falling from trees on the land

Lost home and lost soul

There is a war between my brain and my heart

The last letter

Part IV My Blood

On my way to the airport

Dear my Vivian

Sleep my baby

8 days and 7 nights

I hold up the sunshine over you

Dear my Josephine

On the island of God

The universe

Dear my daughters

It hurts when the love departs from my body

In the battle field of inner world

The last moment

Quest

It’s time to hit the road again

Empty classroom

You cry all night long

When you feel alone

Love of my life

Part V Coming home

Coming home

New year

The wind calms

My heart is in winter land

Your voice touched my heart

Your music

Packed my luggage to head for you

You let me go

Walking in the rainy street without umbrella

In the place where there are stories of emperors and empress

My heart is stolen by someone

Your story

Time to say goodbye

I miss our hugs and kisses

The bare skins of branches

How does it work?

You are in my mind lately

We are different kinds

Fire bird

When the day is close to the night

Hyacinth

Walk with me

Can you see the beauty under the skin?

Flow

What if

I will not shut the door to you

One man and one woman can change the world

We are not alone though we are on our own

I’m glad you came

My heart is pure like morning dews

I want to have you inside of me

I run stairs to your flat on the fourth floor

Exploring the world

Afterword

Foreword

It’s the fifth year since I was divorced and I started a new chapter of my life. I managed to have the second heartbreak in between and I’m enjoying my freedom as a single now. I kept thinking of what were lessons learned that will make me not fall into the separations. What I realized was that there was no solution to that. Anything can happen in life and the only thing I can change is my attitude and response to those happenings.

This fourth poetry book is about the love between a young man in 20’s and a mature woman in 40’s. There are taboos about the relationship between a big age gap and international marriage. There are statistics that there are more divorces and separations among international marriages. The age gap between an older man and a young woman is more common than the other way around. I’m divorced and have two daughters. I’m from Far East Asia and I’m in the age of 40’s. My new boyfriend has never had children nor married and he is from Eastern Europe and he is in the age of 20’s. Actually, we don’t know or