Swings
By Camilla Del
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Camilla Del
Camilla Curran is a model, fashion designer, brand ambassador, and ballet dancer and teacher. In addition to her work in fashion and the performing arts, Miss Curran attended art school at the acclaimed Memphis College of Art to study drawing, and even manages her own image consulting company, Curran Consulting. In her spare time, Camilla enjoys reading about archaeology, psychology, and fashion history, salsa dancing and people watching. She uses her colorful experiences amidst her varied social scene as inspiration for her lighter writing, while her journey growing up with Bipolar I inspires her heavier work. Curran was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 17, and has since learned to live and thrive despite the constant ups and downs, the swings, of life with a mental illness. She credits her supportive family and strong faith in God for both the success she has achieved and her survival during the darkest times.
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Swings - Camilla Del
2014 Camilla Del. All rights reserved.
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.
Published by AuthorHouse 10/16/2014
ISBN: 978-1-4969-4490-0 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4969-4489-4 (e)
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Contents
Foreword
Section I My Home, My Heart
Thank You
Burdens
Dear Dad
Flyer
From Mom to Me: The Choice Is Yours
From Mom to Me: This Too Shall Pass
My Guardian Angel
Gone Away
On My Own?
The Proof Is Me
Section II Of Sun and Shade
Biased Eyes
Confines
Dancing Flames
Even the Birds Grow Silent
Hatred’s Beating Drum
I and Me
Mask
Night’s Noon
Optimism
Plains of Glass
What Man Is
All You Need to Know
Section III It’s A Wonderful Life’
Contentment
Daizy
Look Upward to the Sky
Normal’s Duller Edge
Ocean’s Sunset
Our Mighty Flag
The Lone Stallion
There’s More
Waiting Room
Wonderful Life
Section IV On Lust and Love
A Prince?
Chance
Do I ask too much?
First Love
Illusion
Only Pretty Face?
Shore of Sea
Surrender?
The Black Swan Chose
Would You Like to Know Me?
Toward Wisdom’s Joyful End, I
Toward Wisdom’s Joyful End II
Section V To My Lord
A Far Famed Poet
Allowing Pain
Freedom
He Just as Much Loves Me
I Am Like Peter
I Bend to Wash His Feet
I Rise From Earthly Ashes
If God is Love
In that very moment
Lines
Look Around
Looking Up
Love
Unseen Ends
Dancing, Just God and I
God’s Answer
How Green Is the Grass
My Reach Exceeds My Grasp
To The Reader
This volume I dedicate to my parents.
Mom, from you I have learned not just to see, but to seek the good and beautiful in all things.
Dad, you are now and always my ideal of a godly man.
Thank you both for loving me when I’m unloveable, for seeing past my prickles
and for praying me back to the feet of my Savior.
I love you.
Foreword
In This Mirror
In this mirror, see yourself! But look with open eyes! Drop your ruse, lay down your mask, put off your proud disguise.
Those who always hide their face, may dance at times with ease, but how much love can live between a mirror and a dream?
No heart if left alone too long, will know a joyous life; thus you and I must learn to share our hearts with truth, in time.
Please give your heart some hope this day! Throw out your shallow schemes! In this mirror, see yourself, take off your mask-be free!
SECTION I
My Home, My Heart
Thank You
To see your child flounder, fall must require strength of God,
not to rush to save the day, remove all harm and pave her way.
To let your heart know hurt and strain proves joy takes time, to love means pain.
You see her glance down Death’s bleak road, instinct says, Go! Seize her load!
Yet Heart, though broken, intercedes-says, "She, herself