Blessed One

By Bobbie J. Dunbar

With all the bad, there was so much good and love within. I didnt know whom or what to share this longing with, but there was one, his name is Jesus. Because of him and his mercy and grace, we shared the same love. Im not going to tell you it was easy to put my trust in Him (Jesus), but he never left or forsake me. He desired all of me, both the good and the bad. I learned in my soul saving journey. Because all in all, the wrong places, things, and people, it was God and His son that I really needed. And with them in my life I dont grieve the Holy Spirit, but I rejoice, even in my trials and infirmities, because greater was he, that was in me, than he that was in the world.

Always know that you are never alone and if I can overcome, so can you. My people, you are so loved. Remember God is bigger than your circumstances. So I hope and pray that this book lead you in the arms of the right person Jesus. I am proud today to say Im a Soul Winner for Jesus.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Feb 9, 2012
• ISBN: 9781469153575

Bobbie J. Dunbar

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My Life

Chapter One

I was born in a world of sin and doom

the second I came out of my mother womb.

My early years all I’ve remember from my days

was my mother getting shot, beaten and me being giving away.

I never spoke much, all I knew was to cry

and waking up each day, trying and hoping to die

and asking God, why me, why?

Always doing and keeping others secrets, going the extra mile.

So I thought my life would be better, if I had a child.

That didn’t work out, I only got wild.

Now at 19 with another child.

Still looking for love

in all the wrong things, people and place’s

so disappointed, all I did was built up case’s.

Rejection, abandonment, hurt

I just didn’t know how to face it.

All my life I wish and pray for my life to end

until I found crack cocaine, my new friend

and there wasn’t anymore men.

Still looking for love, now in them,

my sins and shame had convinced me that I didn’t need a him.

Now 1996 God show favor and deliver me from girls

but I was still stuck in the drug world.

Leaving my sons for days and nights

but they gave me a reason to keep fighting the good fight.

Losing my home, in and out of drug clinics,

soon as my past hurt and shame came up

I left in a New York minute.

Then I realize in 1998, that it wasn’t the world or people

but it was God and myself who I hate

It didn’t feel good to realize I was my worst enemy

but thank God for his son, you know, the three trinity

Love ones, kids, family and friends came to another end.

This time it was alright.

All that time I was working on the outside,

God started working from within

So I gave him my life and all that I did

and say, I repent and he forgave me for all sins that day.

Now my new life can begin, Even in a world of sin, my life can begin.

2003 God delivered me from crack cocaine and now I finally feel free again.

So I pick up my cross and carry.

Then I end up with what I thought was the love of my life and marry him.

I was finally someone’s wife

and trust, believe in God, I did what was right.

4 years with him living in sin 2½ month for God it end.

Now I’m starting all over again without my husband my friend

but I wasn’t going to let this hurt and disappointment cause me to go back

besides that, my Father God had caught my slack.

And taught me how to stay on the right track.

God taught me, no matter what happens, just stand.

Because I chose to serve him I’m going to always be hurt, rejected by man.

It’s not so hard because God have a plan.

For every woman, child and man.

Circumstance

Nothing or no one can separate me now

from the love of God in my life.

Problem, circumstance, man, issue.

I’m still his child, his wife.

As long as I trust, love and believe in him and his word,

every thing will be all right.

I’m saved, sanctified, delivered.

This is only the first chapter of my life.

So I don’t have to feel bad, sad, and to some dumb,

I tryst and believe now in God that the best is yet to come.

So I’m not through, God just preparing me for chapter two..

Faith

Lean Not to Our

Own Understanding

Lean not to our own understanding, this what he say,

because his thoughts are will, are not our way.

He is so marvelous in his ways, look how animals and

human produce their eggs

and how he formed the world in six days.

And it’s curious how he impart us with the outpouring

of the Holy Spirit

look how he gave us faith, so we won’t have to hate.

And teach us how to cope, when we thought there was no hope.

Lean not to our own understanding, this is the best way,

so we won’t have to stress, just obey.

God loves us so much more, that’s why he say

we are more than a conquerer.

The sky is the limit if only we trust, because he knows what best for us.

Lean not to our own understanding, this is what he means,

because he is the only one to supply our needs.

He knows that our flesh is weak and sometimes life’s situations cheat,

but long as we depend on him we can defeat.

The trials of this world with all it’s ups and downs

and then you turn around.

God’s got this whole world in his hand.

This is his plan, for every woman child and man, just to understand.

His thoughts are not our thoughts and our ways are not his ways

and he’s the only one that numbers our days

Sure as we come in this world and one day we leave,

just make sure its God that you want to please.

Lean not to your own understanding and do your best,

so you can rest when it’s time to pass that test.

And you are going to be tested and refined thats no lie

that’s the only way you can meet him in the sky

Just lean not to your own understanding and believe that you are a gem,

worthy of love, and precious and one day will see him.

Where there’s no more sickness, death, hate, hurt or pain

and you don’t get old, because the street will be paved with gold.

And you can smile because you went that extra mile.

And to hear him say, well done, my good and faithful servant,

in whom I am well pleased,

then you will understand, that you succeed.

You did your best and you can take your rest, because you did not lean to your own understanding

it was the way God had planned it.

God Prepared Me

For Chapter Two

I thought my life was though, but God told me,

I will prepare you for Chapter Two

All that pain I went though, prepared me to be a better you,

when my husband left me all alone, it was God that kept me strong

when my loved one turned their back on me, it was God

that was going to set me free.

when I wanted to commit suicide, it was God that was always on my side.

when I lost faith, it was God that kept me from hate

I was so blind, God’s word, I couldn’t relate, because my pain was so great, then I ran away

When I went on my soul saving journey, trying to escape,

lost, from day-to-day,

trying find a better way, but from God I did not stray.

Every moment, all I did was cry and pray.

I won’t lie, I made some mistakes, but I also made some right