IT'S SUPPOSED TO KILL YOU: SECOND EDITION

By DOROTHY J. LEE

A prequel to Now I'm Alive, It's Supposed to Kill You is a revelatory journey Dorothy Lee shares concerning working out one's personal salvation and intimacy through dying to the Lord. She shares an anointed impartation of Truth and Grace that brings transformation and redemption to your entire life-if you will obey Him. His goal is to kill the

• Language: English
• Publisher: The Mulberry Books
• Release date: Nov 6, 2020
• ISBN: 9781951742591

DOROTHY J. LEE

Dorothy J. Lee has been a totally committed disciple of the Lord Jesus for over 45 years. Although she attended a Bible College for several years, the Lord redirected her into the school of the Holy Spirit, where He began to teach and lead her each step of the way from then on. Through many fiery trials, He taught her His ways, which caused her to die to herself and become an overcomer in life. During these years of "schooling," the Lord used Dorothy as an intercession/worship leader and Bible College teacher, all the while mentoring others who were really hungry to walk with God and to be changed into the image of the Son. In the '80s, Dorothy accepted the apostolic mantle. Since that time, the Lord has been training her toward that end. She has ordained a pastor in 1998 and founded His Magnificence Christian Ministries, an apostolic/ prophetic ministry. She now functions mostly as a Teaching Apostle of Holiness. The Lord's affirmation came to her in a personal encounter, when He told her she had "raised a holy Priesthood" and "Now Zion is restored." Two particular areas of ministry have always been emphasized to her by the Lord. She is called to impart her revelation knowledge to help deliver and prepare women for ministry and to teach leaders in the business, government, and church world, God's ways.

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It's Supposed to Kill You.

Copyright © 1999, 2020 by Dorothy J. Lee.

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Scripture taken from Passion Translation or NLV (New Living Version),

unless otherwise indicated.

Contents

Foreword

Introduction

My Chinese Childhood

Beginning My Own Life

How To Walk In His Ways

SEEKING HIS FACE

HOW TO LOVE GOD

DON’T HIDE BEHIND FIG LEAVES

AFTER YE SUFFER SHALL YE BE MADE PERFECT

THIS IS THE LOVE OF GOD THAT YOU KEEP MY COMMANDMENTS

HIS COMMAND TO GIVE THANKS

HIS COMMAND TO LET PEACE RULE

HIS COMMAND TO BELIEVE GOD, THAT COUNTS AS RIGHTEOUSNESS

Working Out My Salvation

THROUGH MY CHILDREN

THROUGH MY MOTHER

THROUGH MY HUSBAND

THROUGH MAMMON

THROUGH THE CHURCH

THROUGH OTHERS

It’s No Longer I That Liveth But Christ Who Liveth In Me

TEARS ENDURE FOR THE NIGHT

BUT JOY COMETH IN THE MORNING

COMING OUT OF THE WILDERNESS

Serving The Body

PRAYER GROUP

TRUE UNITY

THE TRIAL OF OUR FAITH BEING MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD

Ground 0

THE ‘BUILDING’

STRAIGHT IS THE GATE AND NARROW THE WAY THAT LEADS TO LIFE

BROAD IS THE WAY WHICH LEADS TO DESTRUCTION

Flesh Vs. Spirit

FLESH

SPIRIT

Conclusion

Photo Album

Foreword

By Nancy Dunkle

Anyone who has tried to put words to an experience with God that leaves one in deep, quiet, speechless awe will understand when expression leaves what seems to be vast volumes unspoken. This is true for what the Lord revealed to me while worshipping Him at the pastoral ordination ceremony for my pastor, Dorothy Lee.

As I worshipped Him in song, I began to sense a weight in the Spirit that almost even stilled my breath. A strong unction rose in synchronized harmony with the words, I see the Lord. He is high and lifted up, and His train fills the temple. Powerful, awesome and holy. I was filled and weighted by the heaviness of a holy hush. I was bowed within and under the weight of reverence... Be still and know that I am God.

In this place, the Lord impressed me to look at Dorothy as she bowed in worship. She was aglow with the humility and meekness of the Lord. The impression of thought was louder than audible words, For great is this vessel in My sight and to whom is to be shown great honor and respect. For in her I am high and lifted up! The revelation was so holy —it was too holy to speak. Reverent stillness was the only worshipful response.

I've been accused of boasting about myself when I share my testimony, but as I tell people, I'm not boasting about myself but in Christ who lives in me. He's the only one who can live it.

Having been one who has always rebelled against authority or against being told what to do, my natural inclination is not one that is quick to honor, but there was no question or hesitation upon hearing what He said resound so absolutely.

To hear these words from the Lord illuminated more of what I had been able to observe in Dorothy for years. The holy quality of life, character and nature in her was remarkably consistent in the face of any circumstances or before any individual or group. Love for the Lord, the body of Christ, and the unsaved, genuine humility, and the fear of the Lord were deeply demonstrated in her. Peace radiated in and around her, joy bubbled unendingly out from her innermost being, and love seemed to never fail. She had a level of integrity and intensity in her pursuit to know, obey, love and glorify the Lord that I had not seen before. Her life, words, and actions were in, of, and unto the Lord to whom she always pointed others.

Before meeting Dorothy, I had come to a frustration point in my life where no Christian rhetoric, doctrine or discipline regardless of my personal zeal, produced any real or lasting results. I desperately wanted to be what I believed His word said we could be now: more like Jesus. I desired the reality of Him manifested in me —not my masks or the pasted on fruit and fig leaves from my own doing or my own performance.

Where was the true liberty offered by Christ Jesus in the midst of all the bondage I was unable to break free from? Something was definitely missing from the equation no matter how much I read about and prayed for grace. The stench of my flesh beneath the whitewash and the leading of the Holy Spirit caused me to desperately cry out, Oh, God, please show me someone who knows how to walk in Your ways!

When I met Dorothy, observed her walk, and from her teaching began to walk in His ways with growing evidence of what I had cried out for, I knew He had answered my prayer. The more I experienced Him increasing and myself decreasing within, the more I desired Him and whatever it required in Him to gain more of Him.

I believe if you are desperate for the reality of Jesus in your life, hungry to become holy, and prayerfully open to what the Lord wants to show you as you read this book, you will know that your own cry is being answered, and you will begin to truly walk in the newness of life —His.

Introduction

The word of the Lord was given to me: It is my delight to give you the Kingdom of God. I have put a deposit in you of knowledge, of ability to speak plainly and to make understood those things that have been mysteries. You have taken them out of the heavenlies and brought them to earth in plain language—and many shall be blessed when they read these words and many shall come to a new place and a higher plane in Me because of this. I am waiting for this.

The Lord has brought me through intensive years of training to impart the knowledge and experience which I am sharing with you in this book. All of the revelation has come directly from the leadings and teachings of the Holy