Reflections
By faith foley
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welcome to the story of my lifethe happiness,the tears,the sadness,and the fears,staring back at me,to slowly reveal.when i look into the mirror,it's a monster.a goblin full of my past mistakes,the past spoken words and screams,the times when my head was foggy not clean.i see the monster and i think that's who i am,as i am realistically just a girl,a girl in a small town,who walks around with a constant frown.my reflection is always staring back at me.
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Reflections - faith foley
reflections
a teen’s poems about navigating love and heartbreak in the shadow of trauma, mental illness, and a broken family
FAITH FOLEY
Legacy Book Press LLC
Davenport, Iowa
Copyright © 2020 Faith Foley
Cover design by Kaitlea Toohey
Interior illustrations and artwork by Faith Foley
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced by any means, graphic, electronic, or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, taping or by any information storage retrieval system without the written permission of the publisher except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.
ISBN: 978-1-7347986-2-3
Library of Congress Number: 1-9183071541
dedicated to everyone who helped to make me stronger and got me through hard times.
also dedicated to the Family Resource Center, of which ten percent of the profits from the sale of this book will be donated.
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Author’s & Publisher’s Note
mom
why aren’t you here?
i don’t
ages of my mother
mom
reflection of mother and daughter
do we know?
doll
flustered
too far gone
melancholy
roller coaster
trying
head in the clouds
bubbles
someday
death
dreams
fix it
puzzles of love
first day
help me!
i want it to be christmas
sounds
roses are red...
tomorrow
big kids blue
toxic friends
help
am I one of them?
hurt
listen
goodbye
control
PTSD
PTSD
i’m not okay
sleep paralysis
my mental illness
dealing with death
glass
break;
bleeding
smile
room
lost
the face of fear
remedy
play dough
leave me alone!
sisterly sadness
good day
believe
bathtub
that i’m...
toxic waste
love & heartbreak
you’re sinking slowly
her or me (oh when they walk away)
silhouette
independence
butterflies
enough
i
should’ve known
real
fake love
fiddle
mixed feels
why?
betrayed
horrible lies!
weight
damn
house
flames
the same
i want
addicted
secret
wednesday
phases of your moon
monster
do you mean it?
the one
star
your tools
hiccup
the end
Author’s & Publisher’s Note
These poems address the subjects of drug abuse, mental illness including PTSD and depression, sexual abuse, and death, so they may trigger uncomfortable feelings in the reader. If you feel triggered, please reach out to a trusted adult (if you’re under 18) or a trusted friend or family member (if you’re over 18) for help.
The following organizations are also there to help:
National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
1-800-273-8255 or suicidepreventionhotline.org
National Alliance for Mental Health:
1-800-950-6264, nami.org,
or if in a crisis, text NAMI to 741741.
In the Quad Cities area, additional help is available through Family Resources Center.
24 Hour Free Crisis Line
(for Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault,
and other violent crimes):
Illinois: (309) 797.1777
Iowa Quad Cities: (563) 326.9191
Toll Free: (866) 921.3354
mom
why aren’t you here?
if you cared,
you would be here.
if you wanted me,
you would come back.
i need you.
i miss you.
but all you do is fly into the sky,
poke yourself with the needles.
the needles filled with regret,
the powder filled with danger.
why did you leave?
leave me on my own,
to grow up all alone.
hurt me and tear me to pieces,
to never try to heal me.
you gave up so easily.
you carried me.
you birthed me.
and you left me.
i say goodbye so bitterly,
as you chose dust and spoons over me,
and you continue to every single day.
as i grow up all alone,
with weights on my shoulders,
you could be here.
but you’re not.
i don’t
idon’t remember you .
i don’t remember your voice.
i don’t remember your face.
i don’t remember your manners.
i don’t remember your sense