Les Vignettes
By Christèle G
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About this ebook
Open this book when you can't fall asleep.
Inside you'll find
everything you feel,
but never say.
Inside resides
thoughts unspoken
into words
that make it all
a little less lonely.
Inside you'll find
a journey
in moments.
Les Vignettes is a gathering of poetry, prose, and and stories that will leave you in your thoughts, in the dark, in the middle of the night. Inspired by everyday words, this collection is a dive into love, hurt, and self actualization, in all of it's forms, in seven chapters.
Open this book when you want to feel.
Christèle G
Christèle G. is an aspiring balance of midnight and sunshine. As a multicultural AuDHD Black woman, her existence has always been very colorful. She is a lover of life who enjoys dreaming, dancing, laughing, overthinking and possibilities. She hates injustice and is an activist for equality and compassion. A self-professed optimistic realist and a nerd for her special interests, Christèle G. also takes great joy in finding the bright-side in everything she learns. She holds two bachelor's degrees, and has a master's degree in Women, Gender & Sexuality.
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Les Vignettes - Christèle G
Prologue
Word: Trans-Atlantic
______________________________
In my head, I envision my hands holding a postcard, picture side up. In it stands a woman on a beach staring out at the ocean. Her skirt is long and is caught mid-sway in the wind, her shirt is short-sleeved and loose, one arm is placed on top of the headwrap covering her hair, and her other arm hangs by her side. Her deep brown skin is warmed by the island sun and her bare toes dig into the sand. I do not know what her face says; she stares out at the sea with her back to my eyes. There is no way for me to know if her eyes are open or shut, but the waters look endless.
Wish you were here
is written sideways in a happy font at the top right corner of the postcard. It is plastered over the image of a palm tree.
She looks stranded from home.
I.
The Self
(An Introspection)
I
(a journey)
Word: Fortune
______________________________
I needed guidance.
No.
I wanted guidance,
and it seems a little bit silly, but
I opened a fortune cookie.
Trust your intuition,
it told me, but
sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between my intuition and my insecurities.
Word: Feelings
______________________________
There's never a good balance. I can't find one. I can't make one either.
Word: Drift
______________________________
The best part about floating in the ocean is being buoyed by the water.
Eyes shut, with the sun warming your face and the sea breeze cooling that prickling heat, you are in outer space.
There requires certain muscle control to release yourself into the surrounding fluidity.
––––––––
The worst part
about floating in the ocean
is the ocean.
If you think too much, and tense too soon, that delicate balance of your body within the water tips over. Suddenly you are straining to keep yourself afloat.
The world unknown below
seems endless,
but you do know that it is deadly. And fear, frantic and hopeless, takes over.
––––––––
I want to feel weightless, but
I’m afraid of drowning
where I know I can’t swim.
Word: Plus
______________________________
A lovely facet of addition is its potential
to increase in quantity
at a gradual pace. It's easier to handle
and easier to acclimate to.
It is
achievable.
'Me plus you' sounds so much sweeter than 'me times you.'
It is much less
volatile, less obtrusive
and less intense.
––––––––
The issue is
being an unwanted
add-on.
––––––––
I’ve spent too long wondering if I were the invited, welcomed, and accepted
plus-one.
I worry if
I am the required, forced, and tolerated third party, multiplied
to match your displeasure.
––––––––
It is still hard to tell.
Word: Useless
______________________________
There wasn't really anything for me to do, that I could do, I don't think.
It was the feeling of being cast aside while obstructing everyone's path,
the large boulder in the middle of a stream that the water rushes over and around.
I wasn't sure if I was a burden or just useless.
Word: Numb
______________________________
A veil had draped itself over my emotions.
I could see them rolling about
and rumbling up,
searching for relief.
They could sense me nearby.
The heat from my heart belied the cool complacency pumping into my mind, so
they yearned
impatiently
for me
under the thick fabric.
––––––––
I stood aside
and watched them struggle.
Word: Distance
______________________________
I take one step back and it's not
enough.
If I could step across the ocean, away
in the opposite direction,
proximity would still
exist.
Even sequestered in the ink of outer space, my mind
would remain
constant.
I can never get far enough.
Word: Nervous
______________________________
No matter how convinced I was or
how prepared I felt,
and how much I steeled my
nerves, my heart
remained lodged in my throat.
Word: Acrostic
______________________________
Transformation is being vulnerable to someone else's will.
It is the worst part. They might not even say or do anything to you,
might not ever notice your existence within their world, but you become pliable to every inch of their perceptions.
Suddenly, the letters and words that describe your being change. Your senses
upend. You are compromised and your perspective now shares space with your
private uncertainties.
Word: Happy
______________________________
On
dirait que je suis
heureuse, but
I'm not too convinced.
Word: Up
______________________________
Encouragement
might be the hardest part of self-improvement.
I want
for you to reassure me
that I'm fine just the way I am;
that you'll always be here no matter what.
What I
tell me
is that I'm proud of myself,
that I did a good job in
reaching this next stage,
and that I should keep going.
Word: Waves
______________________________
Were I but the moon
controlling the tides
below me,
I would master the ebbs and flows of life.
I am
yet
just a raft trying to stay afloat.
I've looked up in envy,
in
despair, and in confusion, before,
not
understanding.
Now I ride
the current along the waves,
learning the whys and
knowing to be.
Word: Existence
______________________________
I am a blessing.
I am a
happenstance
of the matter and energy that floats in the exhale of every smile; serendipitous.
Word: Reverberation
______________________________
Stripes of sunlight beamed
across my face
and over my body through the blinds.
It wasn't