Self Connection: Story of a Single Child - We Just Need a Soulmate Connection with One Soul for a Beautiful Presence on the Planet

By CA Latika Gandhi

Love is a direct connection we have to that Apex power guiding us throughout existence. We always concentrate on our mind more than our instincts and try to accomplish beyond what we presently possess. We hardly realise that we are already fulfilled with everything within us. And we just need a soul mate connection with one soul for a beautiful presence on the planet.

Although the omnipotent has bestowed us with intimacy in abundance, we tend to explore alternatives thereby depriving us from inner satisfaction.

Present piece of art throw insights on ignorance to warmth and attachment gazing for contentment in material worldly desires and societal network.

 It will enhance your powerful self and bring you to a stage of self contentment and self satisfaction. It’s about how feelings are perceived gradually during the phases of our life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: CA Latika Gandhi
• Release date: May 3, 2019
• ISBN: 1645462463

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Self Connection

Story of a single child

CA LATIKA GANDHI

I am thankful to the Almighty for all my achievements and blessings! I love you God.

I owe special Thanks to my parents for supporting me always. I am Grateful to my friends Neha, Pooja, Twinkle, Mehak, Vaibhav and Deepkiran who were around as true Buddies in helping me cope up with difficult times. A special mention to my Friend Sudhanshu for having a patient hearing to every word I spoke during the book writing phase.

About The Author

Latika Gandhi is a very graceful and a charming personality based out of Kota Rajasthan. She is a Chartered Accountant and a graduate by profession. She has worked with few big corporate like Accenture EY and KPMG in the past. Now she is self-employed having her own CA firm. Her Interest in writing started when she truly fell in love with a Boy Suryansh based out of Mumbai. Love has always had a special place in her heart. She wanted to fall for someone beyond her studies and work environment. To her love was a passion and not just a degree and caste based societal relation. Love is an extraordinary power to her and while searching for an apt soul mate she came in contact with this confident man. Latika has travelled almost whole of India and few places abroad for work and vacation. She is an avid writer and a passionate model as well. Her desire is to become a renowned actress and bring the social issues in the government eyes through the form of entertainment industry. She is a pure soul and believes in the power of Karma. Her Favourite quotation is – Do well to the humanity and get back the best from the almighty!!

Preface

When I was a child, I used to see world differently. Everything around just looked perfect. But As I rolled through the years, life become tough for my parents and it had a direct effect on my life. Staying with grandparents, I was always pampered and watched carefully by 4 people i.e. my grandfather, my grandmother, my father and my mother. Unfortunately, my grandfather died when I was 9. After his death my grandmother was totally devoting her time in religious activities and discussing pity issues of my mother with my father. I was watching every bit of it through my eyes and getting into the trap of family drama. While I never wanted to be part of all this but had no choice then to observe quietly. While thinking to come out of it, I thought of having a friend who can give me a positive company in life to proceed further. As I was growing up, I started developing feelings for opposite gender. Therefore, in consultation with a schoolmate I decided to search some online sites to find an apt match for a soul mate. He should be the man of my dreams i.e. My Perfect Partner. In this Journey, there were many ups and downs which I went through. The story takes you through the rollercoaster ride which I have experienced throughout my teenage hood and early adulthood being in Love with a man. Simultaneously, I had to settle down in life as well. So Story talks about my professional life too. The story will make you understand the problems I have being an only girl child and the ways by which I have coped up from my loneliness.

Life contents

S.No.

Phase

Pg.No.

1.

The Struggles

1

2.

Contacting the Soul mate

8

3.

Career Planning

15

4.

The Toughest decision

21

5.

A Failed Re-Connection effort

26

6.

A successful Re-connection Attempt

32

7.

The Proposal

38

8.

Formal Acceptance of proposal

47

9.

Denied meeting request

51

10.

Love hangover

56

11.

Just one more conversation!

62

12.

Unexpected calls

66

13.

A Masterstroke

73

14.

Post Trap effects

79

15.

An Apology

83

16.

A Fresh Beginning

88

17.

Job Search

95

18.

Exchanged pictures

103

19.

A long Awaited Meeting

109

20.

The last Conversation

117

21.

A confession

124

Phase 1

The Struggles

It all ended in year 2013 when my boyfriend said we can’t get married because our castes are different. It was the most shocking moment for me, someone with whom I have been talking to for 6-7 years now has suddenly parted ways from me. Is it extremely effortless for men to say this or he never loved me and was just manipulating me for his own emotional satisfaction?

Was it me who kept on considering him as my soul mate all throughout teenage hood and kept on working on my beauty and intelligence to make myself apt for him. His Intelligence and perseverance towards situations has always fascinated me. It was after talking to him I have realised how capable and hardworking I have become. In no time, I had reduced kilograms of weight and had become more active, beautiful and confident. Someone like me who used to avoid facing public has now started speaking in front of audience. His intellect and wittedness has always charmed me and made me confident and impregnable.

A person who was just unable to step out of the house for meeting friends and colleagues has now started the most difficult course of the country to pursue as higher education. Yes, it was the Chartered Accountancy course which I started pursuing post standard XII as it was the best option for a Commerce Student.

I came to know about the Course from one of the Renowned and Eminent personality, who visited our School and discussed the benefits of the Course. After listening to him in no time I decided that I want to go ahead with the course because of two reasons, Firstly, it would definitely make my parents proud and secondly, he was doing Mechanical Engineering, so I should not be left behind in terms of studies if I have to think of a future with him.

We started talking from 2005 when I was in XII, it’s around one year we were almost talking regularly except my exam time as I was so cautious during that time to lose my concentration from studies and get distracted which might affect my percentage. I can’t afford to score poor in my standard XII exam because my parents have put in ample hard work to ensure I get all the required coaching, books and facilities on time.

My Father lost his job at the age of 40 years. The private company has shut down its operations due to conflict between the Brothers who were also the owners of the organisation. And Since then all my happiness has been converted into seriousness for making a better future for me and my family. This happened when I was in Standard IV in year 1997. My scores in Exam suddenly became low as my Father could not support me in my studies anymore. He was now occupied looking for a Job and pursing other training courses. My mom mostly nagged about my grandmother and the imperfections &deficiencies of life.

Somehow after