"I'm Always Here": The Continuation of Love from the Other Side

By Dorothy and Jack Farley

Can you ever get over the loss of a 'soulmate'/loved one?

By: Dorothy Farley

Co-Author, (3) 5-Star Rated Books

Listen, I'm Still Here Part I I'm Always Here Part II

Everlasting "Love" That Is Part III

The Continuation of Love from the Other Side

Spirituality Life After Death

MY TRUTH: NO! NOT REALLY, AND CERTAINLY 'NOT COMPLETELY'!

HOWEVER, with the passing of time (for me, now seven years since the transition of my beloved husband and soulmate, Jack Farley) one's understanding deepens, and the gradual 'acceptance' that we are all spirit beings with eternal life awakens within us, and "everything is as it should be," as Jack expresses from heaven. There is no ending at death for life, living and learning continue on and on, in another dimension.

Real growth and the reason for our being here on this Earth begins to shine forth for us and reveals life's profound meaning, and why we are here. We see more clearly the only two emotions, 'FEAR' or 'LOVE'. We begin opening our heart to more LOVE LOVE for everything around us, LOVE for everyone we meet, for everything we see and do and for ourselves. Let's not forget ourselves. We remember: "LOVE is all there is," affirmed by Jack.

Staying in the LOVE VIBRATION is what I have learned to do, and this is where I can reach and connect with the responsive vibration of my beloved husband. Anyone can make this conversational connection it is a matter of choice our choice for our loved ones are always here around us in many forms; it is up to us to open our heart to the deepest, most pure LOVE, and in so doing elevate our vibration to reaching and hearing them. This is possible, if we make the choice and BELIEVE we can. Remember, loved ones are always 'living' in spirit form for it is the perfection of our soul that we are seeking.

Even when these TRUTHS are known, it is all easier said than done, but becomes more permanently possible as time goes by, and the light of a new future shines forth.

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• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Feb 27, 2013
• ISBN: 9781452569482

Dorothy

Dorothy Farley's early life was spent in WWII-torn London growing up in a controlled-disciplined environment including living in bomb shelters. Her soulmate of 20 years this time around, Jack Farley, died in her arms while dancing. Together, they are the co-authors of three five-star rated books, Listen, I'm Still Here – Part I, I'm Always Here – Part II and Everlasting "Love" – That Is – Part III. All three books reveal The Continuation of Love from the Other Side with conversation and wisdom through Jack, 'from heaven'. (Spirituality – Life After Death, being the subject matter of all three books.)

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"I’m Always

Here"

The Continuation of Love from the Other Side

Part II

By Dorothy and Jack Farley

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CONTENTS

CHAPTER 1   MY LUCKY FIND

A Step Back 22 Years into Our Past

Feel me, I am here-1988

My First Prayer of Gratitude-1989

CHAPTER 2   OUR JOURNEY CONTINUES

2nd year of conversation after Jack’s transition

APRIL 2008   In your chair

•   My heart is still broken

•   Jack’s birthday (60 years old!)

•   MAY 2008   My lingering pain of loss-is in my mind

•   I am recharging and regenerating

•   Mother’s Day

•   Planning ahead-foot surgery

•   Our first book

•   Strange dream

•   The recharging of energy

JUNE 2008   Dream games

•   Our new work-channeling healing energy

•   20 years ago

•   Minnie’s love

•   Our unique connection

•   My choices

•   Relax and recoup

•   My birthday

•   My doubts

JULY 2008   You knew of my pain

•   You just know

•   Calm me down

•   What I need

•   A helpmate for me

•   The communication brings happiness

•   Pure love

•   Originating fear from another life

•   Morgan’s transition

•   Soul growth through giving

AUGUST 2008   Surrounded by Angels

•   Our first book is complete

•   Our dear Sunny-Boy

•   Sunny’s journey

•   Sunny-Boy’s last day

•   OK to print

•   To the world I say

•   I am a work in progress

•   A wake-up call

•   My sensitivity

•   Special day today

•   Our message

•   What God wants

•   Spirit knows

•   I didn’t ask

•   They will never leave their ‘Mama’

•   What I want to be

SEPTEMBER 2008   • Forgiveness & setting free

•   Unknown limitations revealed

•   I do my best

•   God’s favor

•   I am different

•   All problems are in the mind

•   A message from Jack through Audrey

•   Driving an 18-wheeler

•   I didn’t understand

•   Assorted dreams

•   Our Minnie is failing

•   Our baby-our first book

•   This and that

•   Books, books, books

•   Minnie’s transition

•   Minnie’s cremation

•   Presidential debate

•   I want only peace

•   A toast to our first book

•   How am I doing

•   Stay calm

OCTOBER 2008   • Our satisfaction with our first book

•   Pillow talk-a second book!

•   I’m missing you

•   Good people

•   Trusting

•   Memories

•   Our sacred place

•   Prissy’s time to go

•   Prissy’s love

•   Dreams can come true

•   Better respect for myself

•   Our human frailties

•   Trust in God

•   Strange 2-part dream, almost too strange to detail

-   Hamlet’s love-Part 1

-   The love of unknown spirits-Part 2

NOVEMBER 2008   • Favorable book reviews

•   Our wonderful life

•   It is God’s plan

•   Our wedding anniversary 20 years ago today

•   My heart is with my animals

•   I am safe

•   My dad is well

•   I am still sad

•   Our love of God

•   We are grateful

DECEMBER 2008   • Releasing fears

•   Later-my pain of loss

•   I hope I have grown

•   Lingering fears

•   Later-I will not give up

•   My shame

•   Origination of shame

•   The continuation of original shame

•   Later-Jack was here

•   Later-The wind was blowing a gale-but it is still warm

•   Texas weather

•   Jack is here today

•   Praise for our book

•   Jack still fulfills me

•   The gracious hand of God is upon me

•   Christmas Eve

-   Feast, not fast

-   Missing you

•   Christmas Day

-   Learning to love myself again

•   Everything is beautiful-in it’s own way

•   Knowing that you are here

•   Something good is happening here

•   Ivy

•   We ‘girls’ are getting along

•   New Years Eve

-   Jealousy

-   Superhero

CHAPTER 3   OUR JOURNEY CONTINUES

3rd year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JANUARY 2009    • New Years Day

-Fireworks

•   Nothing we do goes unnoticed

•   Jack can still do for me

•   It’s all about Ivy

•   Time flies

•   My regrets

•   Foxy wouldn’t go in

•   Trouble with the well

•   Do not limit understanding

•   How quickly I forget

•   My potential new friend

•   Divine Order

FEBRUARY 2009   • Damnit’sdifficult

•   Jack is still at the café

•   Generosity

•   Jack’s ultimate sacrifice for me

•   A vibrant dream

•   Polly’s happiness

•   My father’s love

•   Soul passion

•   Jack always said the right thing

•   My dreams will come true

•   New cats and Goldie

•   Hummingbirds return

•   My continued imagined pain

MARCH 2009   • New cats

•   Your introduction to Frenly

•   God is in charge

•   Maybe I will dance again

•   Jack will tell my heart

•   Loving cats

•   Hummingbirds are here

•   The Mission and the Message

•   All God wants from us is to do His Will

APRIL 2009•    God in action

•   My hero, I will honor you

•   Volunteer help with Jack’s book, Little Victories

•   My beloved’s birthday

•   Still receiving medals

•   I am learning

•   God-the Great Comforter

MAY 2009   •   The purity of ‘you’

•   It only gets better

•   Planting seeds

•   We are all God

•   God’s radical changes

•   Your presence

•   Second book potential

JUNE 2009   •   Seven more cats in our family

•   Jack reveals His presence to me

•   Our friend Dwight is ‘home’

•   Relief from the drought

•   Feeling the power of Almighty God

•   Crazy me

•   Jack sees it all

•   Second new home for the kittens

•   Another birthday for me

•   First kitten trapped

•   Hot, hot, hot

•   We are having a heatwave

•   Trapping is in full swing

•   Final kitten trapped-Linen

JULY 2009   • Rain, finally some rain

•   A dream and you were there

•   An army of hummingbirds

•   Dedication-to myself!

•   Our work still goes on

•   My earthly hero

•   I was with Jack

AUGUST 2009   • Heart Enterprises

•   First two weeks of August-stressful to say the least

•   What a world

•   Allowing is an unfinished lesson for me

•   Soul’s growth

•   Just do what God wants

•   Important for me

•   Encouragement

SEPTEMBER 2009   •   BeonfirefortheLord

•   Transitions to Heaven

•   My vibration was high

•   My employer is God

•   Godly love

•   Recharging of the well

•   And the beat goes on

•   A memory

OCTOBER 2009   • Jacques surrenders

•   Warm beds for all of our babies

•   I need no nothing

•   Doing man’s work

•   I am stuck

•   Both of us still learning-it is God’s Will that we do this!

•   Lost baggage

•   Wanting everyone to see more clearly

NOVEMBER 2009   • Open to God’s direction

•   My lucky day

•   Our wedding anniversary

DECEMBER 2009   • Learning to ‘expect’

•   Allowing God

•   My passion for my mission

•   Little Victories

•   Proofing Little Victories

•   I surrender

•   The truth

•   Claiming my own power

•   Cleaning up my life

•   Divine Order

•   Ramblings to comfort my heart

•   Patience is needed here

CHAPTER 4   MY FIRE FOR LIVING IS COMING BACK

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JANUARY 2010   • Jack’s heroism-Vietnam War

•   My hero

•   Three days of hell

•   Think differently

•   A miracle at 10 degrees

•   Slow down

•   Ching

•   Still working on your book

•   Right timing

•   God is working for me!

•   Mastering my fears

FEBRUARY 2010   • Cats have their choice for departure

•   Getting to know your book

•   Truth is where the heart is

•   Daddy says, Jack is glowing with pride

•   I am so lucky

•   Everything I loathe in this World

•   Rejection

•   Our loved ones see it all

•   Recognition of our communication

•   Mr. Peaches’ time

•   God will not fail me

•   Still not trusting

•   Katie-Bug’s time

•   Just a statement of amazement

•   Just a statement of belief

•   I am not of this world

MARCH 2010   • Placing Jack aside

•   My surrender to God

•   Forgiving others

•   I am using my creative talents

•   A statement in dream format

•   Still perfect partners

•   Plans to let pride go

•   Final copy of Little Victories

•   My husband’s spirit

•   First day of spring-Greenie is back

•   I was in charge and not completely drained

•   I never dreamed

•   Shared experiences

•   Jack is working for God-on me

•   Jack’s book finished

•   Needing a publisher

•   A revelation

•   Third year anniversary of Jack’s transition

•   Testing my emotions on yet another anniversary

•   I have let pride go

APRIL 2010   • My love and God’s love is all Jack needs

•   My accomplishments

•   With you, I am a happy man

•   We are not the norm

•   Pursue the known

•   Not a good day

•   Oh where, oh where is Ivy?

CHAPTER 5   HELP COMES FROM HEAVEN IF WE OPEN OUR EYES

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

APRIL 2010   • Help comes from Heaven if we open our eyes

•   The grace of Stranger

•   Jack and his power is definitely here

•   Jack is always here

•   Signs and wonders from Heaven

CHAPTER 6   WHAT I KNOW FOR SURE THROUGH JACK

LIFE, LIVING AND LEARNING GO ON AND ON

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

MAY 2010   • Learn, love, forgive and be happy

•   Still letting go of fears

•   Not everything has to be done right now

•   Enjoying our feelings

•   Today my world is perfect

•   No heart problems for me

•   Jack’s deficiency in understanding

•   Making adjustments to adrenal fatigue

•   A new fawn gives meaning to what we do here

•   Still no Ching

•   Few people know that you and I still talk

CHAPTER 7   MY CHATTER WITH ARCHANGELS

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

MAY 2010   • Let us be open to receive

•   Day #1 of the Archangel visit

-   Recognized presence of ‘Divine’ energy, Jack is here, too

-   Final wake up and ‘get up’

JUNE 2010    • Day #2 A.M. of the Archangel visit

-   A miracle-Ching’s resurrection

•   Day #2 P.M. of the Archangel visit

-   Perfect couple for doing God’s work

-   CAT HAVEN, a Heaven on Earth place

•   Day #3 of the Archangel visit

-   Confirmation for second book, I’m Always Here

-   Jack is the best guide I could wish for

•   Day #4 of the Archangel visit

-   Jack’s wedding vows to me

-   Only a godly man is capable of such language

-   Just let go and allow God to direct you

-   Man’s understanding is limited unless he works with the enlightened ones

-   Tell me about my earthly father

-   CAT HAVEN is a work of love

•   Day #5 ofthe Archangel Visit

-   Do not give up, do not give in

-   Every moment shared with Jack is embedded in his soul

-   God’s work and God’s message will come to pass

-   Blessings given for CAT HAVEN by the Archangels

•   Day #5 Midnight ofthe Archangel visit

-   No more tears

-   Experiencing God’s rest

-   My bearded wonder

-   Land improvements

-   Praise God

-   No Spotty

-   Another miracle-Spotty’s return

-   It’s my birthday today

-   Everything happens when it’s supposed to

JULY 2010   • This place is exactly what we wanted

•   Our dreams are coming true, here

•   The best is yet to come

•   All God wants

•   I love us and what we have created

•   God’s plan

•   God’s plan is working

•   I feel needed-by God

•   God’s grace

•   Continued growth

AUGUST 2010   • Our plan is working

•   This is God’s land that we gave back to Him for his creatures

•   We are now official

•   What God wants

•   Memories and purpose

•   Jack is happy when I am

SEPTEMBER 2010   • Our dream for CAT HAVEN has come true

•   Memories of War

•   Divine Order prevails

•   I am a believer

•   Helpmate

•   A Divine idea

•   A match made in Heaven

•   My wife sees the ‘light that she is

•   I am not the same-I am better

•   Perfect day for me

•   A 63 year old memory from out ofthe blue

OCTOBER 2010   • I enjoy the visual

•   Jack has never left

•   Calm down and go with the flow

•   I have the peace-I have the power

•   Our agreed plan

•   Finding someone to type our second book

•   I am winning

•   Your wings of assurance

•   God’s encouragement

•   What I want

NOVEMBER 2010   • God knows

•   Spiritual counselor

•   I think I know how God feels

•   Your qualities linger here

•   I’m going to the ‘Head Man’

•   Oneness with our Creator

•   My twin

•   Love God more

•   Satisfaction of the raccoons

•   Jack taught me love

•   Jack is always with me

CHAPTER 8   DID YOU KNOW

IT WAS YOUR TIME TO GO?

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

NOVEMBER 2010   • Did you know

CHAPTER 9   SNIPPETS OF WISDOM

(FROM JACK)

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

DECEMBER 2010   •All the time and everywhere

•   With God, all things are possible-when we believe

•   Jack is still doing for me

•   I felt like a winner

•   A Ridiculous World-To Me

•   Our endless love

•   Memory recall

•   I am ready to deliver ‘our’ message

JANUARY 2011   •Jack’s work with God

•   Learning to slow down

•   We do what our heart tells us to do

•   It is ‘all in the mind’

•   Decisions during a slowdown

•   Our dear Misty is ailing

CHAPTER 10   SOME OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES

(JACK HAS MEMORIES, TOO)

4th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JANUARY 2011   • Jack has memories, too

CHAPTER 11   A FAITH LIFT

WE ALL NEED IT

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JANUARY 2011   • A higher vibration

•   Help others to see ‘the light’

•   Let go and let God

•   Jacques

•   Right decision

•   As above so below

FEBRUARY 2011   • Signing up for publicity for our first book

•   Learning to rest-in God’s love

•   We are ONE

MARCH 2011   • Letting go

•   People will want more-of our first book

•   My good idea

•   Ours is a forever love

•   My heart’s desire

•   Releasing my faith

•   Think big

•   Amazing voluntary task

•   Memories of Jack’s transition

•   We know who is in charge of our destiny

•   My love and wonderment for you never ceases

CHAPTER 12   THE UNKOWN CONNECTION

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

MARCH 2011   • The man who introduced me to God

•   My new truths

CHAPTER 13   P.S.-I FIND NO FAULT IN YOU

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

MARCH 2011   • Pure love-God’s Love

APRIL 2011   • I’m not part of this world

•   It’s in the stars

•   Favorable feedback on Jack’s book, Little Victories

•   CAT HAVEN ‘NOW IS’

•   Our mission is accomplished

•   My rewards on Earth

•   Opening a stranger’s heart

•   René

•   Jack’s 63rd birthday

•   My lessons are with the animals

•   Trusting Lou

•   What a day-the Bosserman Angel!

•   Jack can only do his work-through the willingness of others

•   Planet Mercury goes direct today

MAY 2011   • Resting in God’s love

•   The beauty of this place-CAT HAVEN

•   Happy writing

•   Letting go, yet again

•   On target-at CAT HAVEN

•   One man’s creation

•   Grateful heart

•   Jim Sellstrom to the rescue

•   Deer know they are loved

•   Enjoying my heritage

•   Most people are not ready, but many are!

CHAPTER 14   ‘I CAN FLY’

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

MAY 2011   • Jack says I am ready

JUNE 2011   • We are fine

•   I am healed

•   Flash Statement

•   Learning about ‘balance’ in life

•   A Dream-with a good feeling

•   Kristina’s visit

•   Glimmer of hope

•   We are so close

•   My birthday tomorrow

•   My birthday, and I am flying

•   The Angels came through

•   Your ‘Brilliant’ ideas live on

•   A Special Dream-I am empowered

•   My intuition

•   God’s aspects

•   I have all I need

JULY 2011   • My Daily Welcoming Committee

•   Learning how to love God, through Jack

•   A special learning-God, I Surrender to Your Will

•   Flash Statement

CHAPTER 15   MY NEW #1 BEST FRIEND-GOD

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JULY 2011   • My new #1 best friend-God

CHAPTER 16   EVERYTHING IS AS IT SHOULD BE

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JULY 2011   • Jack says…

CHAPTER 17   SOMETIMES

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

JULY 2011   • Sometimes

•   To God

•   To Jack

CHAPTER 18   LITTLE ‘DARLIN’

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

AUGUST 2011   • Darlin’

•   The less fortunate creatures

•   Divine awareness

•   Do not neglect the body temple

•   I just love how I am becoming

•   Ebony is in our house

•   Birds are creatures of habit, too

•   Fluff left-on her terms

CHAPTER 19   RIGHT TIMING

5th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

AUGUST 2011   • Jack puts me in my place

•   It’s not over until it’s over

•   My mother’s birthday

•   Happiness does not have to be the same

•   Moments to remember

•   Fantastic memories

•   What makes me happy

•   What makes me sad-Leon not eating

•   Our mission was accomplished

•   Digit is missing

•   No Digit

•   Divine Order

SEPTEMBER 2011   • This wonderful place you created-and now I respectfully care for

•   A day to heal

•   The gang was all here

•   I am glad I made effort

•   It is a very friendly place here

•   Rest

•   What in this world is wrong with me

•   Jack is with me

•   I am in good hands

OCTOBER 2011   • The first final contract for Listen

•   My hands are off the wheel

•   Inner-child work, still unlocking their lingering grip on me

•   God has provided for me

•   The divinity of my choice for a mother

•   We do not receive until we are ready

•   GOD’S BLESSING

NOVEMBER 2011   • Remembering our wedding anniversary

DECEMBER 2011   • Albino skunks live here!

•   A bridge

•   The smallest book of the greatest value

•   Reclaiming my personal power is my lesson today

•   A small miracle-Callie loves me

•   Flash statement

•   Marketing our first book-a new direction and challenge

•   Everyday with me was Christmas-for Jack

•   A thrill-to me

•   God is our employer and has us exactly where He needs us

•   Precious moments

JANUARY 2012   • God knows what He is doing

•   Perfect faith is

•   Our new joyful experience-God has been good to us!

FEBRUARY 2012   • I have no recollection of what I write

•   Continuation of no recollection

•   Jack and Dorothy Farley-published authors

•   I love to treat animals well

•   Bask in the sweet feeling of success

•   Who is it

•   Mummy!!!

•   Julie is trusting, and so am I

MARCH 2012   • I am teaching ‘what is possible’

•   I have a direct line to God

•   It was the night before our 5th anniversary of Jack’s transition for ‘Home’

•   Forever yours

APRIL 2012   • God is working through me

•   The highlight of my day-Amber-Belle returned home ■ Perfect timing

CHAPTER 20   GOD IS ALL I WANT

GOD IS ALL I NEED

6th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

APRIL 2012   • I need a Savior-God, you are my anchor

•   Now I really know how God feels

•   So much love in just one morning

CHAPTER 21   GOD SAYS:

THE RIGHT ONES ARE COMING

6th year of conversation after Jack’s transition

APRIL 2012   • YES, MY CHILD, THE RIGHT ONES ARE COMING

Our Extraordinary Life

Nothing about our Life is

Ordinary.

Our rewards are also

Extraordinary.

Our Life is

saturated with meaning and purpose.

There could be no Better Life.

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ALL PROCEEDS FROM THE SALE OF THIS BOOK GO TO CAT HAVEN CHARITABLE TRUST, RESORT FOR CATS & WILDLIFE PRESERVE-OUR MISSION AND PASSION TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE. OUR LOVE FOR THE ANIMAL KINGDOM WILL REMAIN OUR BLISS FOR ETERNITY.

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I’m Always Here

-The Continuation of Love From the Other Side-Part II

©2013 by Dorothy and Jack Farley

Cover Illustration is a channeled healing energy by Dorothy and Jack Farley for Trudy Parker in North Carolina done October 23, 2008, as first referenced in Part I-Listen, I’m Still Here, page 117.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS AND BIBLIOGRAPHY

We are pleased to acknowledge permission to reprint a brief quotation from the following works:

The Lockman Foundation. Copyright 1983. New American Standard. Published by Holman Bible Publishers. Nashville, Tennessee 37234.

I Am There by James Dillet Freeman. Silent Unity’s Magazine, 1980

PREFACE

"It seems that when I let go and allow God to do his chosen work

through me, I experience a level of ecstasy-that of a clear and perfect

channel in my ability to reach beyond this realm to my beloved husband,

Jack-where he is ‘on the other side’.

I can connect with other departed souls, but choose not to do

anything that might interfere with my union where my true love is

concerned. I have been given a special gift from God, for sure, for which

I am truly thankful.

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LISTEN-FORGIVE ALL, including yourself-STAY IN THE LOVE

VIBRATION and you too might make the longed-for connection."

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And since we have gifts that differ

according to the grace given to us,

let each exercise them accordingly.-Romans 12:6

Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another.-Romans 13:8

And do not be conformed to this world,

but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind,

that you may prove what the Will of God is,

that which is good and acceptable and perfect.-Romans 12:1

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GRATITUDE TO:

•   GOD, and His abundant grace

•   Jack-my beloved who is always ‘Here’, while being ‘There’

•   Five Archangels-our friends, my visitors, comforters, who know CAT HAVEN and its purpose.

•   Dr. Ron Stried-CAT HAVEN Trust veterinarian and friend.

•   Michele Muniz-a young woman directed to us by Almighty God to help prepare our message for delivery.

DEDICATION

TO GOD-OUR LAND, and ANIMALS.

God gave us the land that we named CAT HAVEN.

We gave the land right back to God, with our solemn promise to care for it and every creature who finds their way on to it.

CAT HAVEN is a sacred space, a secret place where animals can live ‘undisturbed’, without fear of intrusion while bearing and caring for their young. NO PERSONS ARE ALLOWED TO VISIT HERE-unless selected for service. All of the animals on this land are the Supreme Beings, and their needs come first 365 days a year, FOREVER MORE.

That is how Jack and I want it, planned for it in our personal love pact, and how it will always be. The animals are known as our ‘babies’, our family. We will never forget Brandy, the gorgeous intuitive 14 year old Calico cat, who was the inspiration for it all.

Life at CAT HAVEN is saturated with meaning and purpose. There could be no better life. Thank you, God.

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I Am There

Do you need Me?

I am there.

You cannot see Me, yet I am the light you see by.

You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice.

You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands.

I am at work, though you do not understand My ways.

I am at work, though you do not recognize My works.

I am not strange visions. I am not mysteries.

Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me as I am,

and then but as a feeling and a faith.

Yet I am there. Yet I hear. Yet I answer.

When you need Me, I am there.

Even when you feel most alone, I am there.

Even in your fears, I am there. Even in your pain, I am there.

I am there when you pray and when you do not pray.

I am in you, and you are in Me.

Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for only in

your mind are the mists of yours and mine.

Yet only with your mind can you know Me and experience Me.

Empty your heart of empty fears.

When you get yourself out of the way, I am there.

You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all.

And I am in all.

Though you may not see the good, good is there,

for I am there. I am there because I have to be, because I AM.

Only in Me does the world have meaning; only out of Me does the

world take form; only because of Me does the world go forward.

I am the law on which the movement of the stars and the growth

of living cells are founded.

I am the love that is the law’s fulfilling. I am assurance. I am peace.

I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by.

I am the love that you can cling to. I am your assurance.

I am your peace. I am one with you. I AM.

Though you fail to find Me, I do not fail you.

Though your faith in Me is unsure, My faith in you never wavers,

because I know you, because I love you.

Beloved, I am there

-James Dillet Freeman

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ILLUMINATION

Me: Jack, everything you tell me is SO remarkable.

Jack: NO, the fact that you ‘LISTEN’, is remarkable.

Just a statement I had made out loud with no expectation of a

response:

(Jack always gives me credit, and I think THAT is remarkable.

I am just so glad I hear him.)

INTRODUCTION

Let us consider what is possible

At the time of Jack’s transition (March 30, 2007), I had absolutely no idea that he and I would be continuing our life together on a daily basis with stimulating conversations and purposeful direction. Like most people, I had no idea that this was possible. Now, however, I know that it is. There is a message he and I have to share with the world (not a new message), but our avenue of expression is new. Life is eternal and there is no death-as most on earth choose to reference this change of dimension.

March 2008 through September 2008, I extended myself to complete our first book, Listen, I’m Still Here, by getting it self-published. After one year of his transformation, I had printed as many books as were affordable. Jack’s words, when I told him how much it was going to cost to print these books: The message is deserving of the presentation. I went ahead with 200 limited edition hardback copies (I numbered these books), and 250 unnumbered paperbacks. I did my best to distribute to known friends, and others who got word of this book came forward with requests for it. People were donating to our animal sanctuary for the feeding of the animals by purchasing a book. Those who were ready to receive its message in this form delighted in it and did not want it to end, but many were bewildered and non-responsive. Jack tells me that people’s reaction depends upon their level of growth and understanding of life’s process. I am told that down the road for the bewildered ones—later in this life or perhaps another life—they will get it. I am not to judge, but to simply get the job done of spreading its word.

It was at that time in 2008 that I received a message from Jack: Jack: I know how much you miss me because I miss you that much and more, too. You did it, sweetie-you wrote our book. You brought the idea to life-you gave me life.

June 21, 2008, my birthday, I gave myself a gift of an astrological reading. Through angels came a special message for me, to continue writing-There is a second book, they said! While that seemed somewhat absurd since the first one had not gone anywhere as yet,

I told Audrey about my questioning thoughts. I did have friends who had said about Listen, I’m Still Here that they were sorry when it ended, and they wanted more. I had continued documenting my conversations with Jack for my comfort, fun, inspiration and direction. If I was calm and in tune with his higher vibration, I always received response from him and so I most certainly had material (from our continuing conversations). Some if it was personal, rambling and emotional—because that was how I was making my way through this fear-filled jungle of life on earth-endeavoring to surrender to the Will of God. ‘The light’ at the end of the tunnel did seem to be getting brighter and so I was pressing on. The more I gave thought to this, the more clearly the possibility of a second book came to mind.

From the other side, Jack tells me that he wants to live. Yes, from this new realm of existence he tells me this, and I have to presume he means through me. I will do anything for him, who did everything for me. So with much love, Jack, here we go yet again. This second book writing begins August 19, 2009, the 2nd year anniversary of my first conversation with my ‘hero’, in his new realm. My astrological chart confirms the ability for me to communicate with my soulmate, wherever he may be. This is part of God’s plan for Jack’s and my eternal journey, together. Just KNOWING our departed loved ones HAVE MEMORY TOO, was inspiration enough for me to begin this, our second book.

IT IS MY HOPE THAT OTHERS WHO READ OUR WORDS WILL GIVE CONSIDERATION TO WHAT IS POSSIBLE.

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CHAPTER 1

1988

MY LUCKY FIND

(22 years later)

FEEL ME, I’M HERE

ILLUMINATION

Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free.

I’m following the path God has laid, you see.

I took his hand when I heard his call.

I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,

to laugh, to love, to work or play

Tasks left undone must stay that way;

I found peace at the close of the day.

If my parting has left a void,

then fill it with remembered joys.

A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,

Oh yes, these I too will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,

I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.

My life’s been full, I savored much:

Good friends, good times, a loved one’s touch.

Perhaps my time seems all too brief;

Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief.

Lift up your heart and peace to thee,

God wanted me now, he set me free

—Author Unknown

A lucky find for me was among my love letters to Jack from 22 years ago (1988). Here it is now September 2010 and I am still making discoveries. I have just found the following letter that I had obviously written to him after his departure for a planned vacation-which had been scheduled before our meeting. He was going to Boston for a couple of weeks. Although I had only known him a few weeks, my heart was already connected to his and the thought of our separation distressed me. Please understand that in 1988, I had no knowledge of the computer and Jack had spent quite some time the night before his departure explaining to me how to ‘turn the computer on’! He had told me with a smile, that he just might be leaving me a message! The following is the result.

(This is the first page of four I had written at that time-the other pages remain unprinted.)

MONDAY, JULY 25, 1988+, 5:25 P.M.

FEEL ME, I’M HERE… (was written on his computer)

Me:… Tonight I am in overwhelm with love, my face flooding with tears at this million dollar note… roaming the house looking for others… but this one is really all I need. Yes, my darling man, YOU ARE HERE everywhere present, but I miss your touch, and the sound of your voice. This is a difficult time for ‘emotional me’ and I am allowing this release to wallow in the depths of my new found love for you. What an all-encompassing love this already is. I feel-heights and depths and widths and breadths… so powerful, so beautiful. I am kissing your pillow and hugging your towels! My emotions are too rampant to write sense tonight, but that’s ok for I have been so full of light and love this day that you would already be proud. Everyone felt it I know-even the most difficult of personalities extended patience. In the bank a very unusual soul needed to make contact with light, perhaps my light and I felt my love expansion through you, was helping another. That is why we must travel different paths for a while-to spread ‘the light’ and share our joy with others.

You were my constant companion with every breath today and I know I was in your every sigh. Jack, I already love you on many levels. I can’t see right now so allow me to work through this and return to my closest contact with you for a while—this glorious computer, where I can touch where you touched (the keys) and express my heart and soul.

WOW! I am so glad I paid attention when you were teaching me yesterday how to turn on the computer and when you mentioned-I think it was this morning-to be sure and use your computer because there just might be a message on it! Well, Spirit really knew to direct me to this machine tonight. I had not planned to get so emotional, but I knew I would if I once sat here, and when I saw ‘DJ’ (my initials) on the screen, I KNEW-I mean I K-N-E-W there was a message and I had better read my notes to determine how to get to it! Oh, Jack, the excitement you cannot imagine-far better than any diamond ring or other so called treasure-I am laughing and crying and loving you more for taking time to do this. With me it will always, ALWAYS be the little things you do. Darling, man-your words were million dollar bills to me. My feeling is that the natural thing for us is to be together whenever we can with all the allowing of space in between. I am finally peaceful because you reassured me in your message that YOU WILL BE BACK.

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It’s now 2010 and you have never let me down-even after

your transition, you came back! You ARE always here!

A second find-One year after meeting my beloved Jack I had written this, my first prayer of gratitude, for our relationship.

Sunday, May 14, 1989

My Prayer of Gratitude

HEAVENLY FATHER/MOTHER GOD,

THANK YOU-THANK YOU-THANK YOU

For this ‘Wonderful’ moment in time…

The togetherness, the caring and the sharing are ‘Gifts’

We bring to each other.

Thank you for showing us our ‘Right Place’

Thank you for the ‘Teamwork’ that exists between us

And the willingness to grow and to expand who we are.

We are all students in the classroom of life

Trying to fulfill our destiny and become more ‘Whole ‘-

More ‘Holy’. More ‘Full of Light’-More ‘Christ-Like’.

Thank you for your assured presence as we

Take the time to come together in your sight to grow-

Together.

Remove our fears…

Fulfill our needs…

And give us total belief in your power within us

To make all things well.

And so it is...

CHAPTER 2

2008

OUR JOURNEY CONTINUES

2nd year of conversation after Jack’s transition

ILLUMINATION

The biggest difference between people is—

Those who have known pleasure and love

and

Those who have not.

I am blessed through and with Jack Farley.

I still have it all.

It continues, while he is on the other side.

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Jack: "I am here, you are there and yet the journey continues.

We are still together."

APRIL 1, 2008

This was the first night after our breathtaking encounter on the eve of Jack’s one year departure for ‘Home’ (expressed in our first book, Listen, I’m Still Here), at which time I had kissed the wings of his spirit in live butterfly form.

In Your Chair

Me: Tonight I am in your chair. I feel very close to you when I am in your armchair and so this is where we will be having most of our conversations from now on. I feel you and I see you so clearly, in your room.

Yes, my love was here today in spirit form once again. My most friendly and beautiful butterfly. He revealed his presence briefly (today) but chose not to linger. My heart was so full of memories from the night before that I all could do was to smile in appreciation.

Me: I love you so and I KNOW you KNOW.

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APRIL 2008

My heart is still broken.

Me: My heart is broken in so many pieces, some days I feel all I do is drag these broken pieces around, trying to keep them in one piece. Not easy. And then I have the beautiful memories of all we did, all we overcame, all the places we saw and the things we accomplished together. I feel blessed that I have few regrets because I believe we did it all, we saw it all, we traveled the world to the places that ‘called us’. I just wanted more of you-more of the same-just more.

I know it all, I know of life’s process but I miss your physical form. In the middle of my remaining goodness of times, I MISS YOU. I love you just the way you were, such a comfort.

Jack: Sweetheart, I have memories too of when you left me in other lives, and I understand. Yes, baby, I understand, I really do. I did not always leave first and I was not always male-the guy, the man-at times, you were. Our relationship has always been fair. Your seeming loss and my seeming loss is no loss, because we always have been together. We are never apart, only in our minds. I am in you and you are in me as it is with God. We are all ONE. I understand your feelings, I have feelings in my memory too, but yours are human feelings, mine are spiritual. I can remember and I can sympathize, but I now know they, ‘your ‘feelings, are not real. For you they are, but now I see them from a different perspective and KNOW the truth of who we are to each other, and to God. Sweetie, allow them to pass into nothingness where they belong and remember and feel only the love of who we are. We are one with the love and the joy of God. Remember only this joy and there I-will be-with you.

Me: With me!

Jack: Yes, Sweetie, with you always. I am always with you.

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APRIL 17, 2008

Jack’s Birthday

Me: Happy Birthday my sweetheart. Sixty years old today. Catching up with me. I did my best to honor you in my thoughts and deeds. I do hope Rory is with you since Dr. Stried put him to sleep this morning. (Rory, a member of the CAT HAVEN family. A black short-haired male approximately 12 years old.) This morning I enjoyed him for almost an hour in my arms and he took his final walk on his own to the water pans before going to the vet. Such a good boy and a strong boy, but Dr. Stried said I did the right thing putting him down. It was easy on him and I think he was ready. I miss him already but knowing he is with you helps my heart.

Jack: Yes, darling lady, he is with me. He loved you very much. He was happy with us and his friends. He had a very good life. When it is time baby, it is time for everything. You are so kind to all of the babies, even the wildlife. I watch how you remember to put food for them all. God sees your nurturing heart and remembers your compassion is above and beyond what is required and you will be rewarded. I love you, truly I do and like for you, it continues to grow.

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MAY 2008

My Lingering Pain of Loss-Is in my Mind

Me: Oh me, oh my. The beginning of the second year of this dreadful pain of loss-for me. There have most definitely been times when I thought I would not make it another day, but then the animals, they save my life. They mean so much and need so much, how could I leave them? I could not, and promised God and Jack that I would not and so I won’t-but this never ending pain comes through no matter what I am doing. I work through it, I talk to Jack and the animals through it, but I feel it almost constantly. There are only a few exceptions when I get lost in the work which I am told is my Mission now.

I see sometimes clearly and sometimes not at all, this new place and space and time of my life. The difficulty I have accepting and allowing God to do what He wants to through me, because I can sometimes see the barriers and fences I put up around me (The Doubts)! When I first met Jack he told me soon after our reunion this time around, that I had built fences around me. He didn’t feel he could get in. I didn’t really know this, or why. I think I have done it yet again and can only say again I don’t know why. Perhaps I do have a trust issue. Part of me does not believe that things could ever be better than they were with him.

Jack: Honey, please stop. Because you are still with me. I never leave you and I share everything YOU ALLOW.

Me: I want to share it all, Jack.

Jack: Of course, I am so happy when you are happy and I become sad when you are. I reach out to comfort you but you don’t recognize my comfort. I constantly work through others to lift your spirits. Often you recognize this and see and feel my presence, but it is not easy for me to reach you when you put up boundaries of sadness. Baby, please be happy because that is when we can work together and I mean, ‘together’. I too have longings, and I too become sad when you are. Nothing very much has changed from my perspective, truly. I want you to be the beautiful spirit that you are when we can fly together.

Me: You know how sometimes I get caught up in the fears of others, especially when I put the television on and try to relax.

Jack: I know, but change the channel!! Change your own channel and like your good doctor friend said, change your thinking. EVERYTHING, absolutely everything, IS IN THE MIND. And don’t worry about your foot. (I had recently had minor foot surgery.) Buy as many of the shoes you are comfortable in as you want. Don’t deprive yourself. Sweetheart, your future is etched in the ethers. You already have it made in the shade as you would understand. You will always have more than enough of everything. One small thing that I know is bothering you-allow everyone their choices, even those on the television. That’s all I need to say. Be happy, sweetheart, be happy is all I-want, just as-when I-was there in physical form, I see, I feel and I know everything you do. Nothing escapes me. Don’t worry about a thing. Right timing it is.

Me: Sometimes I concern myself for seconds on money and that I am having to spend too much. Repairs and labor, work you used to do, I now have to pay for.

Jack: Stop that right now and don’t ever mention it again. Change that old record. Done. OK?

Me: OK. I see you are still as you were on the Earth plane. That is not any different from what you would say when you were here

Jack: Again and again, I seem to have to say I AM STILL HERE. (laugh). I know only too well the saying ‘SEEING IS BELIEVING’, however change your thinking to KNOWING IS BELIEVING.

Me: I just kissed your picture.

Jack: I know. I truly know.

Me: Don’t you ever leave my life.

Jack: Have no fear of that. We are partners for eternity. Just remember that, sweetheart. Please remember our plan. Everything is in order and according to plan.

Me: We have so many new animals, fawns, birds, foxes and kitties.

Jack: I know and I see how beautifully you handle them. You know what you are doing.

Me: I love you so much.

Jack: And I love you just the same way. And yes, sweetie, it only grows deeper and stronger.

Me: Thank you for the good conversation. It helps me go on.

Jack: Any time you want to tune in, baby, I am still here.

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MAY 2, 2008