Intimate Thoughts of My King, I Cheated!

By Chinaz Love

True intimacy with our creator is something women (and men) have longed for through the ages. With our new millennium distractions, it seems increasingly difficult to reach a place of true intimacy. If you are fortunate enough to reach that sacred place, how do you stay there? "Intimate Thoughts of My King, I Cheated!" Chronicles one woman's ongoing journey to true intimacy with our creator. In the tradition of true sisterhood, her journey is a representative of our own. As you experience each person, you will find points where you connect, places where you diverge, encouragement, camaraderie, universal truths, interpersonal challenges and opportunities for growth.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 18, 2012
• ISBN: 9781467876971

Chinaz Love

Chinaz Love is a down to earth sister who always tells it like it is. If you don't want to hear the truth, don't ask her. She is a passionate sister with her own views on life and living it. Her poetry connects us with that thing that makes us all sisters, no matter what we look like, where we come from, or where we are headed. The transparency of her triumphs and stumbles will assist you in celebrating your own success and re-evaluating your failures, with newfound strength to dream bigger on your journey of life. Chinaz Love attended Kent State University and earned an Associate of Arts Degree with a minor in Individual, Family Studies, and Gerontology. Ms. Love also earned a Master of Social Work from the University of Akron. Chinaz has two adult children from a marriage of 17 years. She is currently divorced and resides in her hometown of Canton, Ohio.

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© 2012 Chinaz Love. All rights reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

Published by AuthorHouse 1/13/2012

ISBN: 978-1-4678-7699-5 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4678-7698-8 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-4678-7697-1 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2011961745

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Contents

Foreword

HE IS

Thank You

I Love You

Intimate Thoughts

Lifestyle Changes

Single

Stop Hating

Imagination

Mind Tease

Orgasm

Lying Next To Me

Heaven’s Sound

The Message

Trust

I Got Robbed

Wake Up

The Rain

Preacher

Memories of a Slow Jam

Passion

Special Thanks to

Cover Artist and Illustrator

Henry Garden

Edited by

Carmen Nantwi & Veronica Fly

Trainer, Coach, & Friends

Rasheed Muhammad & Anita Robinson-Muhammad

Photography by Jeremy Cort

Platinum Photography

Foreword

From the author who brought you, Woman to Woman, comes the long awaited next step in the journey. Many of us have tried or are trying to be sold out for God. As we become aware of the value of our bodies and the intimacy of sex, many of us reassess our sex lives and decide to make some changes. Some of us decide to try celibacy as we wait for our King to overtake us, like any other true blessing. Some of us choose to be celibate for a given period of time. A few reach their goal. Some are successful for a while. Others fail repeatedly, by getting involved in new relationships that are not what God intended for us or returning to the same sinful soul ties over and over again, hoping, praying, and wishing for different results. Whether you keep your panties up or down, or don’t bother to wear them at all, Intimate Thoughts of My King, I Cheated! will speak to you.

Carmen Nantwi

HE IS

He is my inspiration, my perspiration, my hesitation at every comma.

He is my voice, my choice words, the adjective that describes my mood.

He is the subject and the predicate.

He predicts my next move.

He is the beat of my rhyme, always on time,

That little verse that makes you smile.

He is the was, the is, the can be, He is all of that to me.

He turns my ragged fragments into complete sentences.

My God is my poetry, the mystery, the biography of my life story,

would just be a rendition of the original verse,

unrehearsed stories that place me in grave danger, without a hero to save my soul.

I would simply be a Haiku.

But because He is, I can present this to you.

Paragraphs, that request autographs, that someone would buy?

The very thought of speaking makes me cry out, I am not worthy!

Then He reminds me, HE IS! And for that, I am thankful!

Thank You

It is so hard to put together words that would express my appreciation to those who support, believe, expect, and encourage me to give words of life to the reader of these pages. How can you express gratitude to people who would take time to pray for you to be blessed to a level of success? How do you form a sentence that would elevate the reader to feel loved and appreciated? A mere thank you does not appear to be enough. However, I am grateful and thankful for all the reminders that I CAN, and GOD IS. Thank You!

My family and friends have sent me text messages in the middle of the day; they have prayed and encouraged me to accomplish this goal. The whispers of how proud they are and their kind gestures elevate the spirit of hard work. I love and thank you all. If I named everyone,